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Birthday
1981-07-28
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Male
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Florida
Member Since
2005-01-14
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Geek
Real Name
Daniel
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Achievements
Worked on college newspaper and did an internship with the Florida Today. Graduated from university
Anime Fan Since
Fall/Spring of 99/2000
Favorite Anime
Haibane Renmei, Le Chevalier D'eon, Mushi-Shi, RahXephon, Noir, Witchblade, Black Lagoon, X [TV], Hellsing OVA, Ergo Proxy, Bubblegum Crisis 2040, Chrono Crusade, Speed Grapher, Requiem from the Darkness, Hell Girl, Devil Lady, Kurau
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Get a job, hopefully in journalism or something related. Get stories published one day and write novels
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Anime/manga collection, writing, music collection - mostly Progressive Rock/Metal, being a complete Doctor Who fanboy
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Quoting M*A*S*H dialogue from memory.
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Sunday, November 11, 2007
Lazy Sunday
But then again, when you're a stay-at-home-out-of-work all the time person (because you're recovering from a serious illness), every day is a Lazy Sunday.
Except some days have better TV shows than others. Sunday isn't one of them.
I've been talking to my dad about possibly seeing a psychiatrist. A couple of years ago I started to suffer from panic/anxiety attacks. It happens mostly in the car while stopped in traffic, or in store lines. I know it's just my mind screwing with me, but things like that are persistent and you can't always rationalize them away no matter how much you want to.
Ever since I started recovering from the infection, these attacks have come back very strong, and it seems they are getting stronger. I end up having the sense that I'm not getting enough air, and I start to freak out.
I'm not surprised by all of this, really. Being born with a serious heart condition, undergoing several operations over the course of my life to keep things working properly, and now the illness... Living so many years closer to the edge of mortality than the average person (and being aware of it every day) is a recipe for some kind of breakdown, I'm sure.
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To adress something from a couple of updates ago...
Darkeangel:
I was talking about the Witchblade anime.
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