Wednesday, July 11, 2007

tired of crying i am...but between no1 on here loving me and my mom.....and her boyfriend eddie....i just cant stop crying....no matter how much good there is in my life my day always ends with me crying....i just wanna scream and make it all go away.....i wanna throw something....and i wanna go back to the beggingin of my 6th grade year where everything made sense and if it didnt my best friend was there to make sense of it
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Saturday, June 23, 2007

A Boat Story
They say the two happiest days in life are the day you buy a boat and the day you sell it! Well, here's a good BOAT story!! Joe and John were indentical twins. Joe owned an old dilapidated boat and kept it pretty much to himself. One day he rented out his boat to a group of out-of-staters who sank it.Joe spent all day trying to salvage as much stuff as he could and was out of touch all that day and most of the evening. Unbeknownst to him, his brother John's wife died suddenly. When he got back on shore he went into town to pick up a few things at the grocry. A kind old neighbor women mistook him for John and said:"I'm so sorry for your loss. You must feel terrible." Joe, thinking she was talking about his boat said:"Hell no! Fact is I'm sort of glad to be rid of her. She was a rotton old thing from the beginning. Her bottom was all shriveld up and she smelled like old dead fish. She was always holding water. She had a big crack in the back and a pretty big hole in the front too. Every time I used her, her hole got bigger and she leaked like crazy. I guess what finally finised her off was when I rented her to those four guys looking for a good time. I warned them that she wasn't very good and smelled bad. But they wanted her anyway. The damn fools tried to get in her all at one time and she split right up the middle!" The old woman fainted.Copy and paste this on your site to hopefully make some people laugh!!!

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Friday, June 15, 2007

AHHH I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!! i always wanna cry or throw something to get my anger out or scream or do something....somethimes i even wanna cut myelf it hurts so bad...and right now most of it is comeing from my mom.....i hate her.....i hate my life and im so confused which makes me cry even more.....i hate my mom and want her to die.....but i dont kno watd id do without her.....she had a boyfriend and hes ok but first off hes an idiot and i hate him only because helives with us and my life is completely out of wack b/c of him......i cant blast my music while my mom is at work b/c hes always sleeping.....he stay in my moms room all day and when my mom gets home she goes strait to her room.....the other day i made dinner for my mom....and him though mostly my mom....she kne i was making it too.....her bf was working outside that day....i had also cleaned all day the house was all clean...well my mom came home and was talking to him and put her purse down about to go over to him...and b/f she started talking to him i had told her dinner was done.....she didnt say anything...anyway when she went to go over to him i slammed the screen door and went in and layed on the living room floor.....she came in and asked "wat" i said nothing and she didnt buy it of course.....i kept saying nothing and she said no come on i came to u first.....and after she said that i wanted to cry and in my head was saying u only came to me first b/c i slammed the door other wise u wouldve completely forgotten about me once again......then id eat dinner by myslef again....oh and then later...and my mom still kne about dinner.....we went in town(cause we live in the country) and at about 8 go mcyd's(my mom gets home at 6:30) so eddie(my moms boyfriend) wins again and i did all i could not to cry while we were in the car on the way to town....god i hate my life i just......AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...i dont kno wat i want......i just want the pain to all go away.....but it wont.....ever
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Tuesday, June 5, 2007

im to scared to do it...can someone please come to my house....blindfold me.....and shoot me...right in the head....please....please....yea i wish it was that easy
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Friday, June 1, 2007

u kno wat im not even gonna bother anymore.....im gonna just delete this site since no1 comes to it anymore.....ever actually...
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Monday, May 28, 2007

again........no1 misses me!!!!!!!! :( *tears stream down face* oh...well...im used....to it
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Friday, May 25, 2007

yay no1 missed me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:(
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Sunday, May 20, 2007

   YAY
IM BACK....WHO MISSED ME?!?(IF ANYONE)
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

   i wont get to see u guys.........
well the ones who care anyway.....its 5 in the morning and im getting ready for this class trip thingy to dc(washington dc of ocurse) yea we had to pay for but.....im really nervous man...well anyway the reason im telling u is b/c i wont get to see u guys till late saturday or early sunday.....the ppl who care about me i wont get to see anyway...well im real excited and have to get ready so bye...i love u all who have been my friends:)
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Monday, May 14, 2007

superchick- BEAUTY FROM PAIN
this is my favorite part of this song because its true for my life....i feel this way....so here it is




"The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive
But I feel like I've died"
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