Saturday, April 28, 2007

smiles and tears
i smile all day long
everyone sees me shine
then a few friends go by
and they leave me behind

all alone i stand
tears about to fall
i reach out to them
but they leave me to call

i slide onto the floor
but still i keep inside
the tears i want to shed
the urge i have to cry

i want to hate them so
i want to walk away
from the pain and tears
but i cant help but stay

i want to be free
from this spell of pain
i feel so alone
and have everything to gain

smiles and tears
combined r not good
ppl otice these tjhings
or so they should

the truth of the fact
is that the only thing they see
is my smiles, not tears
so they dont see me

sure they ask whats wrong
that is when i let tears out
but they should see it too in my eyes
and ask without a doubt

eyes
these eys show nothing
nothing but haze and fog
nothing in these blank eyes
no color like the skies

but once laughter could be seen
happiness could be heard
then she greww up
the happiness faded

then sorrow could be seen
sorrow and sadness and knowledge
of being hated, being teased
a broken heart once was released

she wanted to get away
but there was no escape
so she built up a wall of fog
over her eyes and sorrows

she hid behind a haze
the sorrows though dont like to hide
theyll get out
and then she'll die

try
i fit in just great
just being myself
i have plenty of friends
then i move to a new place

at first im alone, and all bymyslef
but then i find some friend
i think they r great, then they rnt
they leave em to bleed

they rip my heart to shreds
when they leave me and tease me
then leave me there to die
oh why couldnt i have stayed where i fit

so i try so hard to do wat they want
try so hard to fit in
but it doenst work
and they leave me again

notice me
i again go unnoticed
and it hurts
and i hate it
again i am left behind

my heart is being torn
i find a friend
they lead me on
and push me aside

again they see right through me
again they look over my head
i kno that they see me
yet again they walk past me

they run from me
then giggle about it
they talk about me
and keep their secrets

i walk alone most of the time
though sometimes i am with someone
but as soo as another friend comes along
again i go unnoticed

they all kno my face
they all kno my name
they all ignor me
but they notice me too

they notice my face
they notice my smile
they even notice my name
but they have yet to notice my pain

they memorize the outside
of everyone they meet
they notice the smile
and clumziness

but i hurt inside
because of them
and they dont even notice
i smile they see it, i cry they dont

i hurt for my true friends
and for myself
but ppl only see my smile
please notice my heart, and notice my pain

unnoticed
i sit in the front row
i sit in large groups
yet no one sees me
yet again i go unnoticed

they ignor and criticize
they gather w/o me
they whisper around me
unnoticed again

i kno im not invisible
i know i am seen
yet they still see through me
they look right over me

i look in the mirror
nothing to change
i like who i am
but i dont want to go unnoticed

i want to burst out crying
i want to break down and scream
but i keep these feelings inside
and once again go...unnoticed
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