Monday, May 28, 2007

You said I was not the one inside of you, even if I was, what could I do?- 5/28
It's show time!

Song- Inside: Sanity Listening to: All the small things- Blink-182 Mood: Happy Thought of the day: Dial-up sucks majorly. I have to wait like four hours to download something for my mp3 player and and it is still downloading. Okay well last week I did not get on at all because of my pc deciding that it wanted to die, and I needed to study for my biology exam. *Sighs* That was a hard exam. Oh well, at least I got the exams over with and now I am finally on Summer Break!!! Yeah! Well the weekend before last I went to a friend's house for a birthday party. it was pretty fun. She wanted to ride horses with her. I am not so much scared of the horse, it is that I am scared of the fact that I don't know how to control a horse and that I was suppose to ride it on my own, and I had heard from one of the others that the horse was hard to control. So I was like yeah... that isn't going to work with me. I rode her cousin's four wheeler with her dad. I broke a nail holding onto the bars for dear life, and my nail had cut into my hand. But that was fun nonetheless. though I swore I had a bruise on my butt for like a week. Um... Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday I had exams, which were also my last three days of school. My hardest one was my biology exam, the rest I am fairly sure I passes with at least a low B. On Friday I went to Ichigo's place because we were going to celebrate the beginning of summer. Which was fun we did a dubbing with Aneko and Tomo, but Aneko had to leave early. Which was sad, but we can't stop what happens. After Aneko left we played a game for about five minutes and then we decided to go out to roast marshmellows... if you want to called it roasting. But it was fun, even though Tomo hit me because I mentioned a book and I got her lost or something. Saturday ichigo and I went to go see 28 weeks later... and it sucked! I am glad that we went to see it at the cheap movie theater because it is the cheapest form of seeing movies. ichigo and I said that we will go see the next one at the cheap movie theater because there is no way we are going to go see it any where else. (it is $3 for two people) Sunday we didn't do much because well, that is how we are most of the time. Well I had mom pick me up at 2, which she was late for that... but that is always normal. I got kings island passes for me my mom, my sister, and my best friend. Mom was planning to get two more passes for her bf's granddaughters, but she wanted to get junior passes, but she couldn't buy them. I think that is it for today. Pictures: Left to right: Ichi-senpai, Me Left to right: Me, Ichi-senpai, Tomo-senpai Brunette: Me Blue hair: Ichi-senpai Blonde: Tomo-senpai Grayish hair: Aneko-senpai Song:

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Thursday, May 17, 2007

5/17- My heart will go on
It's show time!

Song- Everything burns by Ben Moody feat. Anstacia Listening to- Be my escape by Relient K Mood- Depressed Thought of the day- (There isn't much of one) Just watch where you walk because you'll never know when you will hurt yourself because you ruin into something... like a boom box by your bed. Okay I know I haven't been updating lately, but yeah nothing happens with my life. Like would you all want to read 'I ran into a wall today'? (Not that I did) I don't think you would unless you are insane to some odd measure that I can comprehend. HAHA! Let's see, I got an MP3 player a couple days ago. That makes me really happy! Or at least happy enough to smile at dumb jokes from my friends today, but that will be later mentioned. But for the last couple days I have been getting songs off my CDs to put on my player because well I can't download anything from itunes until my mom gets me a card to do so. So far I have 119 songs and I have only gone through half of my cds in my cd case number one, haha! Um... yesterday I was talking on the phone with ichigo and we had dumb things to say. We lost each other three time, two of the times she accidently hung up on me and I think one time my mom's cell phone went out on us. But we had fun talking to each other yesterday. But that is most of the time we talk on the phone. We are a couple of idiots on the phone, or together for that matter. And we were talking about our new themes. on the 23rd we will have a month on our disney themes. Well I told her that I have been addicted to a certain non-yaoi couple for a long time and she told that she was addicted to a non yaoi couple from that show too, just a different couple. So last night we decided to do our themes together, but she decided that she was going to do a new theme today, which is not going to upset me. I know her password I can make her theme match mine... not that I would. I am not that mean to her. Well after I got off the phone with her I got off my bed and I guess I swung my foot a little too far, but when I got up and started to walk I kicked my cd player... boom box cd player and I I made it move a good five inches, and I screwed up my toe pretty badly. it is all bruised now and it still hurts when i put too much pressure on it now. Not to mention i can't move it with out a crap load of pain surging through me, but I will live, its not like anyone can do much about it also. Well here is my reason as to why I am feeling depressed. i was up and i was talking to my brother and he had said something and responded and he told said that I need to stop acting like I am better than him. I go, i'm not acting. I point out what he has put my mom through this whole year and he starts to cry, and my mom got mad at me. And I said, and what about me? You never care what I think anymore. You have let him and my sister have all these things that they shouldn't be getting because they are both failing and we aren't sure if either one of them would pass this year. I tell her I work so hard for everything I get. And when i bring home an A I don't get much out of her anymore. yeah sure I get more A's and it is expected of me. but I am not a born genius, I work for thise good grades. And when one of them bring home a low B they get a party basically. I told her how I passed my choir exam with a 105% and she was like 'oh.' I was crying through most of this. And before I started saying this, she had mentioned Kings island passes and she said she was getting one for my brother and she had just recently said that she wasn't going to get my brother one because of him messing up so much. I don't know why I just felt so depressed this morning and I got a little better when I got to school, but now that I am home i just kind of feel like crap because I am not happy, which is abnormal for me. I am sorry for ranting about this. i don't think anyone here really cares how I feel, but I guess I feel a little better now. Oh yeah i was wondering, has anyone heard of a song called Iside by Sanity? I just heard of it because it was on my MP3 player when I bought it and now I am in love with the song. Pictures: Song:

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Friday, May 11, 2007

5/11- I'll be your crying shoulder
It's show time!

Song- I'll be Listening to- That 70's show Mood- Bouncy Thought of the day- Warm up properly in gym class and you probably won't hurt yourself that badly. Okay there wasn't anything too exciting at school this week and that about the only thing that happens to me. Well let's see. I told you guys about being sun burnt and people poking me my arms. -_- I tell you, people are weird. Um... well I have been very addicted to Damn Regret by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, and I shall thank my friend redmoonchick, hehe. She had talked about it and I felt the need to listen to it, haha! I am not sure if I have a real reason as to why I am writing here. I will think. *Plays Jeophordy music* Oh in English class this whole week we have been watching movies for our film unit. We first watched the John Wayne movie the Shootist and now we are watching the John Wayne movie The Cowboys... and yes my teacher likes John Wayne, lol!! I didn't like the first one too much... correction I almost fell asleep in her class during the days we watched it. Um The Cowboys is a little better, not by much, but we aren't that far along. I'll probably find this movie another great one to sleep through, haha! In choir class we played Jeaphordy today, or course my team lost *Sniff sniff* But I had a bunch of idiots on my team and me and Dayah-Bear were the only ones that participated and got the answers right. But we had fun especially with Misty and Suasan kept trying to read these notes and they spent like twenty minutes trying, haha! In algebra class I got my quizz grade from yesterday and I feel sad because I missed the first question, and it looked like this; (x^3)(x^4)(x^5) and the answer is x^12 and I put x^9. I forgot to add the three. And yet I got the rest of the questions right!!! How sad is that? Um... in lunch I was sitting with my normal table and I ended up sitting with this one kid that I barely knew. he moved here like five monthes ago. Well we had an interesting conversations. Lol, I learned that he had 12 people in his family and I was like what the crap?! I heard that they had to move from their house that had ten bed rooms and they had all these nice things there and I was like why did you move? And he never did answer me, haha. but then we went into how my brother managed to steal my mom's credit card and stole some 'dvds' if you get what I mean!!! Please don't make me explain it. My mind has been scarred. And then.... let's see what else what else did we talk about. GAWGH!!! I can't remember! *Ish sad* Oh and I have realized something. I attrack gays!! My first boyfriend that goes to school with Ichigo I learned is gay. my last two ex boyfriends are both bisexuals. Granted, I like bisexuals, and I think they are really cool, but that is kind of sad that before I got into yaoi I was into bis it seems like lol!! Oh by the way I have written a poem and I thought I would share it with you all. I hope you like it. ^^ Poem: You You said you couldn't live with out me, well guess what, it is the same for me too. I said that I brought you troubles, in my heart I thought it to be true. I left a with a note on your door, saying; 'I am sorry', I can't hurt you no more. My heart reaches out to you, What will I ever do? Why do I cry? Because I need you, I love you. We were one, we were good, a golden pair if you please. But now I run, I need to leave you be, let you live your life. I run away from you, for you, not me, you. Pictures:

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Monday, May 7, 2007

5/8- If you want something from me please don't be mean about it.
It's show time!

Song- Closing Time Listening to- The TV and AIM sounnds Mood- Annoyed Thought of the day- You would think when you walk about with a sun burn people would have enough brain power to figure out that you know that you are burnt and that their discovery is not new to you. Okay this weekend was really fun because I spent the weekend with Ichigo. Well when I got to her place mom was like how much do you need? I had no clue and so she just handed me 30 dollars and I was like wow! I told ichigo and she said she knows us too well, lol! Well we didn't do much on Friday. We watched music videos that were on a random round. At first it was two per person then we went down to one. But it was cool nonetheless. For dinner we ate chicken ranch pizza and Ichigo hated it because her brother ordered it and it had vegetables. She is not a vegetable person while I like vegetables a whole lot more than meat. that was all we did other than wait for Tomo to call us. Saturday we didn't do much again because her dad was supposed to take us to the Tennis courts, but he didn't because he went to her older sister's place. And then Ichigo's older brother (Fritipher) said that he would take us to the Spiderman 3 showing at 1:00 so we decided to go with him. I really loved the movie but the ending makes me want to cry. i am not going ruin it for those of you that haven't seen it. *Sniffs* I will go cry in a little corner. my feelings are hurt because the producers didn't run the script by me... how rude!!! But freaking emo Peter was HOT! must admit I have a thing for emo boys. *Drools* Ichigo and I watched some music videos for KH and we decided that we would do one for ourselves, one that wasn't one hundred percent random. Hehe. And the title shall be called KH shooting heroin... I know such a great title. We watched anime, and we lasted longer than 11:oo haha which a miracle for us. Sunday we worked on our idea for the KH thing. Which was way too funny. Maybe when I know when ichigo posts it on You tube I can get the link for you guys because there was a really funny part to it that I like especially. But we went to the tennis courts yesterday and spent somewhere around four hours out there. And I got burnt with no end. Today at school kind of sucks because everyone pointed out that I got burnt and I was like yeah I know! And in gym class I twitsted my ankle. *Tears up* it hurt. but I got out of football for the day, thank god! I hate football! Pictures: Song:

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Monday, April 30, 2007

4/30- Poke me and I will kill you... unless you are my 'big sister' Ichigo
It's show time!

Song- They by Jem Listening to- Valse de la Lune (thanks to Jikan-Aoi) Mood- Content Thought of the day- I hate being poked by guys. And I have found out i tend to get violent if they touch me. Comment on Comments- (just putting you all together) Thank you all for being so caring in my time of need. *hugs and gives out a a cookie that is fudge with chocolate chips* Hello! How was everyone's weekend? Mine was okay. I was sad because my AIM on my dad's computer is a peice of crap. Like the weekend before last I was on it and every five message i got/sent it said i couldn't do that and I would have to restart my AIM... grr... and I wanted to talk to Ichigo! I watched Deja Vu and that was really really good. I recommend it for sure, and I also watched Unaccompanied minors and that was super cute! Okay as for today nothing really happened except for my ex-boyfriend touched my side with is foot and i moved around in my chair and slapped his knee really hard. His ex-best friend asked me why I slapped him and I said he poked me and they both know I hate being poked. Man i feel so violated! *Holds side* And at lunch my friend that is a guy poked my shoulder. And when he sat down was watching me write a paper for history and I stabbed him in the arm with my pencil. He acted like I used a knife or sword on him, lol, it was funny. i think he is mad at me now. I think that is it for the day. oh yeah this friday I am going to Ichigo's! Yay! And as I read oin her post I am going to be able to eat smores. *hears tummy growls* I want one now, hehe ^-^ Picture: I am in the cooking mood now Song:

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

I don't think I should be mad that he is gone forever- 4/25
It's show time!

Song- All the same- Sick puppies Listening to- The TV, my imeem is not being very nice Mood- Sad Thought of the day- When you don't do your algebra work and then the teacher asks why, tell a lie, don't say your dog died, because you are going to get made fun of. Okay it seems that this week is not going to be good. First off my mom had sugery on Monday and I missed my only way to school because the bus driver decided that 6:40 in the morning was too late. And therefore no school for me or my little brother. I made sure my little sister got to school though. I missed my choir concert on Monday as well since I did not go to school. When my mom came back from the hospitable (Yeah I know I spelled it wrong) I broke down crying. I know gull bladder sugery was not major, but she was in so much pain and I was scared I was going to fail choir class because it is fifty percent of my final grade. That would kill me if I lost an easy credit, but Mrs. Lurie said I was excused, thank you God! And I could make the concert up if I go to the next two choir things if I want to (Since I was excused) Well yesterday I went to school and I went to get a blue slip to show that I am excused and the secertary (?) said I needed a doctor's note and I was like I wasn't sick! And my mom had called them! And they excused my brother! And well I talked to my best friend at my school and I found out that she was getting stressed because her situation is extremely similar to someone else I know, and I am not going to say their name though they know who it is. Well when i talked to Panda I found out that she picked up smoking. I can't say that I was a happy person towards her, but all of her other friends were being mean to her. They wouldn't listen to her. I sat down and talked to her, I told her that she needed to stop, but I wasn't going to make her. i told her that I didn't want to lose her either. I felt kind of bad because when I was saying it all my mind kept stating that I was trying to guilt trip her... which was not my intention! Well the rest of the day was okay. Well when I came home my little sister was there and she went up to me and my brother and said that our dog Ruger died. I stared at her and went into my mom's room. I sat down on her bed and stared at her. She asked me what was wrong and I said the dog and said he would be find. My little sister asked mom if I told her and mom didn't know. My sister said he died and I broke down. I curled up on the bed and bawled like mad. Mom hopped out of bed even though she just had sugery. I was in there by myself for like eight minutes just crying. I stopped and went out to the kitchen and I broke down again. ichigo called me on the phone soon after and she cheered me up a lot. And i thank her greatly for that! *hugs ichigo* Here is a cake for you! (It is chocolate with chocolate icing) Well today was okay but i didn't want to do much. But today in my sixth period my algebra teacher was checing our homework and she asked why I didn't do it all and I didn't want to tell her, but my friend LB told her that my dog died and this kid named Jimmy shouted liar! I was like yeah i lie about my dog dying every day! And then all through algebra everyone was saying that they were upset about a dog dying four years ago. i swear I wanted to cry. Jimmy said something about me lying and I told her right there in front of my teacher because she was checking class work this time. I said; I didn't lie about it, and if you don't believe me go and check my house. that is all. Picture: Song:

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Monday, April 16, 2007

04/16- Red, dark pink, and peach, my wedding colors!
It's show time!

Song: before he cheats- Carrie Underwood Listening to: Bokura No Love Style- Hitachiin brothers and jerry Springer Mood: Sick Thought of the day: I hate being sick, and I hate having an allergic reaction to lotion... that was not fun last night >.< Comment on comments: (Note: i got this off of redmoonchick) haseoluver92: Cocking your head and meowing? that is cute! redmoonchick: I feel loved, you don't have to beat him, I can take him, and don't worry about leavinglong comments, I don't have that much to work with. shuichi2cute: I know you would beat him Ichigo, that is why you are my number one best friend and 'sister', and we all can take him, hehe! Okay the weekend was pretty fun. Ichigo and I made rice balls, it was fun, we made them super salty though! But it was all good after the first couple bites. We gave the rest of them to her older brother because we said that we would make him some, when she gcame back down we started giggling over what his reaction would be on the riceballs because he is kind of mean in that kind of way, lol! Well he came down and we were watching a yaoi... I forget what it was because we didn't care for it so it wasn't important. Well were giggling over if he had tried the riceballs and he looked at us and asked if we did anything to the riceballs, like we would have poisoned them before giving him them! Oh well... Well Saturday i woke up with a sore throat and Ichigo said I was dying. She went on to explain some more about this disease that she was learning, or learned about in school the other day. And she explain what would happen. I was like gee that is nice! You have a lot of confidence that I will live through the day. JOKE! But it wass kind of scary on that though. Well Ichigo and I went to the mall, and we ran out of the money after like an hour and a half of being there! (Note: That is the longest time yet!) Well we were there for like three hours (Is not completely sure) Well we bought a little medal thing that is on her cell, because we already got one for me and I wear it on a necklace. And we bought three books, two novels and a manga. The two novels were Only the Ring Finger Knows volume three, Gravitation: The voice of temptation, and the manga was MeruPeri volume 4. *Tears* That is the final volume. Well for the other hour and a half we just roamed the mall aimlessly. When were looking at books at the Walden Books... again... my mom came in and said that her dad was waiting for us. She said that he had called, but we had been checking the cell every two minutes and nothing, so there was nothing. Well Ichigo's got us White Castles! Yummy! And we went up to her room to eat them and to watch a movie. I am not going to tell you the movie for tis the theme I am doing next. Sunday i don't even remember what happened, so it wasn't anything that important. And today was pretty normal except for the guy I used to like is trying to hook me up... I swear I will hit him! Grrr! Pictures: (Riku thing) I think I got carried away with the details with the whole weekend, hehe! Oh I got a favorite quite! 'You got a lot to think about, but nothing to worry about.' Some guy said it, and they said it on the Extreme makeover home edition last night.

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

   04/11- Pink Teddy bears! (Really bored)
It's show time!

Song: Face Down by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Listening: To the rain and my dryer running Mood: Bored Thought of the day: Hitting you ex boyfriend is fun! Okay well let's see nothing was exciting today, but I guess hitting my ex boyfriend was funny to watch, because he called me slow, and I can't blame myself! A guy would not get out of my way, so it was not my fault! Well that was about it... well in algebra class while my teacher was checking our homework, my friend sat in a chair that was broken (And she knew it was broken) and she flipped it over on top of her! it was funny because she messed the chair leg even more! And of course she wasn't hurt from it! i swear you could throw a basketball at her head and she wouldn't be fazed by it... and trust I have tried! Well yesterday my choir class left after the middle schoolers lunch (Which is when we all had to eat) and we went to a church to sing for the retired teacher association. Well we went to the church that was really close to where I live, and we looked around and it was completely empty! Mrs. Lurie was like where is everyone! Well I didn't pay that much attention because I was talking away about the Sasuke and naruto skit I am do with ichigo! And i told my friend (Which I shall call Panda) about how Sasuke was basically going to be the Uke instead of the Seme and my ex is like which Yuki is going to be? I started at him like he was an idiot. He is going to be a Uke, not Yuki; I had told him, and he still thought I said Yuki! Panda said why don't you explain it... my mind went........ And i thought, you mean I knew something that he didn't? Hehe! Well By the time I got done explaining that all we were at a new church. And we were at the right place this time, lol! Well we were inside the church and i was talking to panda and and i felt someone poke me... and it was awfully close to my chest! *Growls ~That is my chest and I feel so violated~* And i looked around and my ex looked like he was trying to be innocent! He was lucky we were in a church and the teacher was right there other wise he would have been kicked! Well we were praticing for the small concert. And my ex had to hold a coat so that the pionist could read the paper, because it was in lamenated paper and the sun was shining down on the paper so she couldn't read it. Well his best friend; Panda's ex, was picked to hold it since he was several inches taller. Well when he sat down he put his foot against my back! I swear I will beat him to a pulp. Oh and by the way, i was suprised that the roof didn't fall in on half of the people in there, especially my ex and panda's ex. And we got back to school and my ex was talking to Panda, whom was clinging onto me and he said 'Watch.' and he poked my arm and I whirled around and slapped him really hard! Pictures: (animal theme; Panda (For my friend I am calling panda) Bunny and puppy (I have been called both) Fox and wolf (For my bestest friend Ichigo) *And I am sorry that I have a lot, but there are too many cute pictures and a bunch of animals that I can see my friends as, but I have Panda... well for Panda, and ichigo could easily be either one of them* Question: Have you ever been thought of as a certain animal? Mine have been bunny and puppy.

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Sunday, April 8, 2007

04/08- HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!!!!!!
It's show time!

Song: Kissy Kissy- Smile. DK Listening to: Future Girls- Smile. DK Mood: Cold Thought of the day: It is kind of sad that today is Easter and here we are in the fourth month of the year, and you can't wear you best clothes today because it is too freaking cold outside!! Hello people! And Happy Easter! Okay, today we went to church, and I got my dad to go! That was nice, and he is going from now on! Yippie! And I got points for him in Sunday School because we are doing a contest thing... I think I am either in third or fourth place which is good since I started the contest late, lol! Kind of sad come to think of it. There are like nine or ten kids in my class and I passed up four or five within the span of one week! HAHA! Well lety's see I am going to my mom's earlier than normal, so who ever doesn't update now won't hear from me... I am sorry! Please forgive me, though it isn't really my fault that my mom's BF is a jerk and cold hearted. *Sniffs* I might try, to get on, but I am not promising anything, that I can tell you. Well let's see, right now my favorite couple for now is Sasuke and Sakura, and so that is what my pictures are going to be focused on today. And yes I am a supporter of SASUNARU, but SASUSAKU is a cute pairing, as well as NARUHINA, so that is my ending note. Pictures: Question: What are your favorite anime pairing/s? Mine would be the ones I listed plus Riku and Sora and AxelRoxa.

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Friday, April 6, 2007

04/06- Puff the magic dragon (Don't ask me)
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Song: Untitled- Simple Plan Listening to: Whatever my sister is watching on the TV Mood: Sleepy Thought of the day: Malls are fun, and how am I going to manage to use 20 things of film by Sunday? Okay, I went to Ichigo's! *Hugs bestest friend* What in the world would I do with out her, you ask? Well frankly, I DON'T KNOW! ^^; Well maybe I would be a depressed child, wow that would be so weird since I am so happy!!! *Sings happy over and over again* Well I went to Ichigo's on Wednesday and we went to her grandma's, which was a blast!!! We went to the Half Price Book Store and then we went to a Chinese Buffet, and Ichigo and I ate like four plates each! I have never eaten that much in my life >.< I was so stuffed it wasn't funny. Well later while Ichigo's grandma was figuring out what to do with the pattern, Ichigo said that she was hungry still, lol! Her grandma pointed her fingers like they were a gun, heh! Well after a while we went into their tv room and we watched two movies, one being Alone in the dark, and the other was Bailey's Billion. I liked the first one more than the other, but it was cute nonetheless. Yesterday Ichigo and I did not do much, we did play DDR a few times, I love the game, but I suck! >.< and I am only on light mode!! ^^; Well we watched Night at the Museum and we loved it, we were squealing over Owen Wilson. I lub him! Well later on we watched Little Mermaid, which is one of our favorite Disney movies, I mean come on! We both grew up with it! And today we went to the mall, yay! I love the mall! Well we bought a manga and we went about most of the time. We looked at some of clothes at Hot Topic, and they didn't have my dress!! *Gaspes* How rude! Oh well All in all I had the best time with Ichigo. Oh and we are planning to do a skit for Sasuke and Naruto, and we love it! HEHE! Pictures: (All are my characters for Cosplay, that are from Naruto) Sorry if the pictures are too big.

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