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Wednesday, March 28, 2007


   3/28- Confusion has struck!
It's show time!
Okay well today was... okay. I mean i still REALLY like him, but I guess not so much... *sighs* Life can suck so much. Well I thought he didn't go to school today because I didn't see him at his locker (Which is right across from mine) but I guess he came in late. Well I went through most of the day with out having to encounter him till my friend and I were getting ready to go to lunch and he talked ot me. He was leaving to go to lunch with one of his friends and I over heard just a little bit of the conversation... but it was because both their voices carry. And I heard Guy 1 say (I prefer not to say any of the names) ask guy 2 what he thought of me and guy 2 responded with she is alright. And my friend that was getting her stuff started talking (Thought I don't remeber it). Well the guy that i like came back and said that guy 2 (I really think these are sad names for them, lol) liked me. I just shrugged my shoulders because I was refusing to talk to guy 1. Then he asked if I liked him back... yeah that is exactly who I like... stupid male!!! I told him no in a small voice, not trusting myself from breaking out in tears. Well he left and my friend looked at me and said 'Well at least he talked to you.' and I said; 'Yeah, but it was not what I wanted to hear.' *Sighs*
I went into seventh period and I started talking to my 'brother' and I told him what guy 1 told me. And get this!! Guy 2 is my 'brother's' cousin! That is ridiculas! Any way i told him the reason why I don't like his cousin is because i don't really know him, I knew what he looked like and I knew his first and last name. After that, nothing else. Well 'bro' said that he would talk his cousin for me and get us introduced... I don't recall asking that! Oh well. Well after class he told me to stop by his locker and I did, but I stopped because the cousin was there and I couldn't move. I don't know why, but I just got all shy and I don't get shy over guys that i don't like a lot... which is why I am so care-free with my 'brother'. I am wondering how I can manage to feel anything when pretty much all my hopes just got crushed. It kind makes me look like I am desperate... which i'm not... at least not that I know of.
Any ways off of that. Today is another birthday, this time it is my grandma's, lol! And also i am stuck working on a a search for a hotel for my mom, because her boyfriend is taking her to Niagra Falls, NY for her birthday... and us kids aren't going >.< how rude!!! But it is so frustrating! My mom's BF is treating me like an idiot, he was saying stuff that was telling what to do, and there wasn't anything for me to do. I mean he was telling to click things when i had and they lead me to nowhereness! And he kept telling me to click on them when i click on them for his flipping pleasure!!!! I am going crazy.
That is all I have for today...
Byez
~Laseatia~

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