Wednesday, April 25, 2007

I don't think I should be mad that he is gone forever- 4/25
It's show time!

Song- All the same- Sick puppies Listening to- The TV, my imeem is not being very nice Mood- Sad Thought of the day- When you don't do your algebra work and then the teacher asks why, tell a lie, don't say your dog died, because you are going to get made fun of. Okay it seems that this week is not going to be good. First off my mom had sugery on Monday and I missed my only way to school because the bus driver decided that 6:40 in the morning was too late. And therefore no school for me or my little brother. I made sure my little sister got to school though. I missed my choir concert on Monday as well since I did not go to school. When my mom came back from the hospitable (Yeah I know I spelled it wrong) I broke down crying. I know gull bladder sugery was not major, but she was in so much pain and I was scared I was going to fail choir class because it is fifty percent of my final grade. That would kill me if I lost an easy credit, but Mrs. Lurie said I was excused, thank you God! And I could make the concert up if I go to the next two choir things if I want to (Since I was excused) Well yesterday I went to school and I went to get a blue slip to show that I am excused and the secertary (?) said I needed a doctor's note and I was like I wasn't sick! And my mom had called them! And they excused my brother! And well I talked to my best friend at my school and I found out that she was getting stressed because her situation is extremely similar to someone else I know, and I am not going to say their name though they know who it is. Well when i talked to Panda I found out that she picked up smoking. I can't say that I was a happy person towards her, but all of her other friends were being mean to her. They wouldn't listen to her. I sat down and talked to her, I told her that she needed to stop, but I wasn't going to make her. i told her that I didn't want to lose her either. I felt kind of bad because when I was saying it all my mind kept stating that I was trying to guilt trip her... which was not my intention! Well the rest of the day was okay. Well when I came home my little sister was there and she went up to me and my brother and said that our dog Ruger died. I stared at her and went into my mom's room. I sat down on her bed and stared at her. She asked me what was wrong and I said the dog and said he would be find. My little sister asked mom if I told her and mom didn't know. My sister said he died and I broke down. I curled up on the bed and bawled like mad. Mom hopped out of bed even though she just had sugery. I was in there by myself for like eight minutes just crying. I stopped and went out to the kitchen and I broke down again. ichigo called me on the phone soon after and she cheered me up a lot. And i thank her greatly for that! *hugs ichigo* Here is a cake for you! (It is chocolate with chocolate icing) Well today was okay but i didn't want to do much. But today in my sixth period my algebra teacher was checing our homework and she asked why I didn't do it all and I didn't want to tell her, but my friend LB told her that my dog died and this kid named Jimmy shouted liar! I was like yeah i lie about my dog dying every day! And then all through algebra everyone was saying that they were upset about a dog dying four years ago. i swear I wanted to cry. Jimmy said something about me lying and I told her right there in front of my teacher because she was checking class work this time. I said; I didn't lie about it, and if you don't believe me go and check my house. that is all. Picture: Song:

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