Friday, March 3, 2006

Science Fair

Konichiwa minna!

In case you people are wondering, I'm still home sick and my family thinks that it's just nerves. Yamiko-chan has told me that Chris-kun missed all the days of school this week up to today (i won't find out if he is there today until Monday because Yamiko-chan is going to her father's this weekend (90% sure) and he does not let her use her cell (the only way she can contact someone when at her father's) during that time.) So i'm in the dark as to how he is feeling.

I hope to update my fan art remontly soon, as i have some new pics and my mother is on the computer with the scanner.

I've basically been sitting around to the past few days, and it has been very borring. However, (good news for Yamiko-chan and our Science Fair) I will be at school on Monday! This is of importence because, Yamiko-chan convinced them to postpone our presentation to this month's Presentation Night, and we can't complete this project without me being there, as i have the pictures. I'll have to get back to you guys on how the presentation went, but I'm hoping that it's enough for us (mainly me) to pass Intro. to Ag.

Well, that's all taht I wanted to say for today...
or it least for now. Other than you forgot to call back yesterday, Yamiko-chan, and i wasn't really asleep, i just didn't feel much like talking yesterday.

That's it!

Ja ne minna!

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Thursday, March 2, 2006

i'm home again!

Konichiwa minna!

ok...
if i was at school today, i would just be starting English!!! THE ONLY CLASS THAT I HAVE WITH BOTH YAMIKO-CHAN AND CHRIS-KUN!!!!
*cry*
but i'm not there. so i also have no peace of mind today. For TWO reasons:
1. Chris-kun has missed school, and i don't even know if he's alright. (tsuki-chan does not even help all that much. Oh... Tsuki-chan is my plush wolf pup! this is relivent because both Chris-kun and i like wolves.(Chris-kun just about always have wolves on his shirts... don't ask how i know that... i'm just good with remembering facts.))
2. Yamiko-chan hasn't called since Tuesday. Enless she at her Father's, Yamiko-chan always calls. ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!! so when you read this Yamiko-chan, you better call me!!! it's bad enough not knowing if Chris-kun is okay, but you not even calling?!?!?! You even forgot on back on Tuesday. do you thinkk i'm dead girl? i understand that you went to church yesterday, but oh well.

anyway, she also hasn't been online in a while. SHE ALWAYS IS ONLINE!!!! as a result, i am beyond being in peace of mind. so i'm sorry that i board you!

Ja ne minna!

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Wednesday, March 1, 2006

Continued...

konichiwa minna!!!

ok...
in the last one, i was talking about what happend at the dance...
but here was something that i left out. for the frist time, Brian-kun cheered me up! yes...
this was before the dance, as he would never be seen at one. then again, Chris-kun would never have been at one either... same with me and Yamiko-chan if we weren't forced to by our friends.

also, i am at home sick at the moment. i'm shocked that Mariafu-chan hasn't emailed me back yet. she must be bussy.
*sigh*
I've done a few scetches today, and i hope to post them soon. my art still has a long way to go before i post it...
it least what i drew today! at the moment, all of them are in pencil...
so it will be a while!

i have actually lost track of how much school i have missed in just this quarter, somewhere near 10-20 days though. but i am deturmained to go to school tomorrow. i just hope that Chris-kun is alright. i don't even know of a day before this week that he has missed school.

well, that's all i have to say for today!

Ja ne!

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Sunday, February 26, 2006

the dance!!!!! ^ ____^

ok...
things have been really crazy lately. for starters, as those of you that visit normally probibly know, friday was the barn dance at my school. and although i didn't ask Chris-kun to it, he came with someone. we are talking about Chris-kun...
a guy who hates dances, and came to one!!!! does that seem strange to anyone BUT me?!?!?! anyways, the person that he went with, said yes because she was in shock when he asked. She didn't even want to go with him and she forgot that is have a crush on him. how she knew, i have no idea, my best guess is that Anna-senpai told her. back to the story. so she asked me to be his date shortly after the dance started. my responce was "no, if he's happy, i'm happy" and i would say that even if i felt like i was going to run away and cry. yep, that's me. i care about my friends to the point where i would give up my happiness for their safety and happiness. in the end, she promised him a slow dance (which i made sure that she finished), and then he would dance with me. from there, the evening was a lot of fun! we both had fun teasing yamiko-chan (mostly him) about who she liked and having a hay fight. i will admit, i had no idea who's site to be on during the hay fight, so i was with Chris-kun! we basically talked the intire time, mainly about anime. i have to make this quick. i will say that he bought me a sprite, and we daneced once. but all we talk about in the time spand of dancing is what could be bugging Yamiko-chan. and now i have to go!

Ja ne minna

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Thursday, February 23, 2006

WTF?!?!?!? What the heck is going on?!?!?!
weird...
i thought i updated this thing more restently. Oh well! maybe i was just wrong! but i'm sure i told you all about what happened when i got the iv's in.
this is just weird!

Ok...
sorry about all that. I was being rude! Konichiwa minna! sorry to those of you that have been wondering where i have been, like yamiko-chan! i am still not all that well!
*bad grammar...i already fixed it!*
sadly, i'm stuck at home!
*pain*
ow. I'm not enjoying myself either. i'm bord! if only Yamiko-chan was not at school! then i could talk to her and not be so bord! it's not that i think you guys are boring, it's just that okaa-san in not very talkitive (which at times is as good thing) when she is working on a puzzle book! ok...
my typing is loud! Darn you keyboard! well...
that's all that i have to say to day! Ja ne!
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Sunday, February 19, 2006

I hate being sick! i'm telling you the truth here. the last time i missed a friday, i missed seeing Chris-kun on the bus! Yamiko-chan and i think that every other Friday he will be riding my bus, and this past friday was the second one that he would have! Also, on wednesday...
YAMIKO-CHAN AND I WERE BOTH OUT SICK!!!!! this is a big deal because that was the frist day of the school year that she missed! i'm missed 9 in this quarter alone!
*feeling pucky*
it's been a mounth with the same illness...
my focks have been worried...
so has my doc and it least yamiko-chan! i think that the guys enjoy me not being there! Chelsey-chan is still mad at Ramiro-kun (it least she was the last time that i talked to Yamiko-chan) for stopping me from asking Chris-kun to the dance.(this was on the 14...
dance is this friday...
chances are that Brian-kun (why do i continue to call him that...
we all know that i hate the guy and--you don't know this--call him baka hentai at school (Yamiko-chan dose too))

well...
yeah. that's all that you guys need to know!

Ja ne

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Thursday, February 9, 2006

I hate my english classmates!!!
this is a true statement. other than Chelsy-chan, Chris-kun (could never hate him, i love him), Yamiko-chan, Hana-chan and Neko-chan...
I really do hate them!!! i even said in the middle of English class to day when some one asked me why i was upset "Because, I hate you all." in the calmest voice humanly possible at the time! in fact...
i don't really like anyone at my school...
90% of them...
i hate and wish would just die. in case you are wondering why i am so upset at the moment...
let me explain.

Today i choose to dress as Hinata to the best of my ablity and stay that way for the whole school day! I was happy when the day started, and was that way until Enlish. Sensei want to a play, and we were stuck with Ms Gram...
one of the evil and clueless sub that my school gets. as alway, she gave off bad waves...
Yamiko-chan and i even pretented to choke, bomb, any from of harm that one could use a weapon for and cause instent death. i'm telling you...
this lady is a total morron! all she talked about was her book (no one cares about your fucking book), husband (see above), and stuff we already knew...
like how to use a comma...
as if we were 2!!!!!!!!!! as a result...
i snapped and yasha took over!! You see why i hate my school?!?!? the only reason that i continue to go is because of my friends...
none of which i have more than 2 classes with a day! of them, i only trust one, Yamiko-chan, with the whole me being cursed thing. that is because...
she's the only person that i can even think would understand because we both are.

Fortunatally, dressing as hinata kept Yasha from going to crazy. chris-kun thought i was weird...
taht was kind of the point though. Even if my friends think that i'm a total freak for doing this, so be it! Notice to Brian-kun if you ever read this: WE ARE NOT FRIENDS!! I HATE YOU WITH A PATIENE! GET OVER IT!!
and yes... i do mean that. just like i mean that i hate my school and my english class!!

as an otaku, i was just being who i choose to be...
and i don't care what others think. people don't understand me. I don't know of anyone who does or will ever be able to truly understand who and where i am. I mean, why would anyone? yamiko-chan is the closed to bein able to...
as you already know...
other than the who would want you know everything about me??

ok,that'd all that i have to say today...
Ja ne

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Tuesday, February 7, 2006

Ok...
seeing as i know of very few people that can black mail me for this at school or in my family...
i guess you guys should know that i have mentioned the name of my crush on this site already! You remember the time that i called Brain-kun/B-kun (one in the same) a bitch...
well if you did you might remember that name Chris-kun/C-kun...
well...
that is my crush!!! also...
he thinks that the thing that i hate the most about myself...
what makes me cursed...
is cool!?!?!

Hanajima: He must really care about you...
otherwise he would think you were a freak.

Well...
he is into FMA, YYH, and Inuyasha (just to name a few)...
so i can see why he doesn't think i'm a total freak and just shun me for and eteranty...
I know...
i sound like B-kun there!! also...
the waves that have been around me lately are bad...
there have been at least two times that my body has gone nomb from them. I hope Yamiko-chan did not tell him that bit of it...
I haven't even told my parents the yet!!
Added reason for my to be going crazy...
the barn dance is in 17 days, and my friends are trying to get me to either ask him to it...
or write a note to him and give it to him on Valentine's Day. Let me just say that NEITHER is going to happen!!! i don't want to see him get hurt because of my! I know...
i'm not sounding like any character form Naruto at the moment...
but i just can't see him hurt. i can berely live with myself now!!
*stare off into space*
It hurt's so much...
it's getting hard to breath. I'm not saying that i'm depressed...
i just can't can't let my friends get hurt because of my burdens.

Kyo: it's not easy...
protecting some one. you have to give it all that you have in order to help and protect them.

I know that...
you're dealing with some one that has lost so much in under a year. why do you think that i don't want to lose any one again. I hate this! being cursed, while all of those i know are sorrowing ahead, i'm stuck on the ground looking up at them wishing i could join them, but i never will be able to. All because of this curse that i hold. I push everyone i care about to provent their pain, and causing my own. Ok...
I know that you people don't want to hear me going on and on about how my life is, how i'm cursed, and just how i cause myself so much pain to save others from it. but that's just the way things are, and i can't wish for it in a different way.
well...
that's all i wanted say.
*"you raise me up" comes on, cry*
well...
Ja ne
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Saturday, February 4, 2006

Konichiwa minna!!!
=^___^=
as you all can see...
I'm feeling a lot better!! Mayby it was my furry friends??
Yeah...
i had mice up until yesterday! the day after they leave i'm feeling great!! YAH HEALTH!!! Yes...
I'm happy today!! Maybe because there is a new episode of NARUTO today at 8!! (my time)

Kyo: Great...
she's feeling better!!! and it's a sunny February day. How fun...

Quit being so sarcastic, Kyo-kun! I haven't been feeling well for weeks!! Must you always be so mean, Kyo-kun?!?!

Kyo:...

Everyone other than Tohru, Kyo, and self: Yes...

You guys are so mean to Kyo-kun...
*tear up*

Kyo: Great...
now she's going to cry...

No i'm not...
Why would i cry when there is nothing to cry about?!?! how could i be so wimpy??? it's not like i'm just someone who only thinks of themself?!?!!! I'd even turn down the boy that i have a crush on if he asked me out!!! Ok...
so i would have trouble with that because he's a great guy, and i really like him...
so I'm really tworn between saying "of course!!! I love you!!" and "i'm sorry, but my heart belongs to someone else
*run off crying*"
just to protect him!
...
Yeah...
I know...
you people think that i'm crazy. But i can't help it!!! he's such a great guy!! I'm not even going to ask him to the barn dance at school (it's a saty huken's dance)! I'm just so worried that he might get hurt.

Tohru: Hoshiko-chan...
I know how you feel. I want to protect the juunishi remember?

*smile*
Yeah

Kyo, Yuki, Momiji, Rin, Haru, Hatori, and Kisa: What do you mean by that?!?!?!

Tohru and self: Ah...
Uh...
Um...
NOTHING!!!

*scratch head*
Well...
i guess that's enough for today!! don't you guys agree??

Tohru: Yes!!! Of corse!!

Everyone else: NO!!!

Too bad!! Please comment!! Take it away...
ANYONE!!!!!

Sakura:Wait!!! Congrates on getting Naruto's idea of a passing grade in English and Physical Science!!

Sasuke: Well...
we all know what you did in Physical Science...
You were drawing!!

*giggle*
yeah...
i barly past either class...
maybe i should focus on my school work a bit more?!? Oh well!! maybe i should upload the unit 5 notes up here...
all it has is the notes for the whole unit *shock*
and a whole bunch of doodles!!! than again...
I drew my first sasuke in that class...
so it wasn't a total loss of time!!!
Take it away Naruto!!!

Sakura and Sasuke: sure...
have the hyper-active-nuckle-head-ninja say Ja ne!!

Naruto: *jumps into the sceen*
JA NE MINNA!!!
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Thursday, February 2, 2006

An other draft down!!!
*strong taste of chicken from rice*
O~o
I hate not feeling well!!! yeah...
that's all i really wanted to say!
please comment!
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