Wednesday, January 30, 2008

   OMG! I'M GONNA GO INSANE!
i am about to go crazy! there is so much drama in school that i feel like i could explode in any moment. if there isnt a stupid gurl that pissin me off, its a stupid boy who still pissin me off. but i find it very hard to cope with the fact that i do have a bit of an anger issue. like if u stare at me 2 long...i kinda go insane (n my mind). but i find it funny how the gurls act in my school...at least some of them. they fight over the dumbest things: boys, things people have 'supposedly' said about them, or if someone happens to bump n2 them. what is the world coming 2! gurls shouldn't fight over guys, especailly if ur relationship isn't the marriage kind. and still he should fight for you-knight n shining armor. another thing, people are always gonna talk, so why not give them to reall talk about that you dont mind them talkin about. as long as its not extreme or stupid. then i guess they do deserve to talk about you. i don't even know how you can get upset if someone bumps n2 u, espeacially if it was a mistake. but whatever. and boys are no better i can't standit when u talk about my height...unless we're jokin bout it or we're that close to the point where i don't really care. i mean i know im kinda short don't rub it in. its not like i can stretch myself and plus it kinda gets old hearin the same stuff over agiain. oh well. idk.
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Thursday, December 20, 2007

   boys
i find boys complete idiots. well at least most of the ones at my school.but i find that they only care about 1 thing and 1 thing only...sleeping with u. i find it very annoying that they don't even take the time to find out more about u. they may ask a few questions. but it ends up in the end asking if they can do it or do u. i haven't really found a guy worth dating thats up to par with my taste and is considerate of my feelings.

the type of guys i like...mainy emo. but to narrow it down. long or shoulder length black hair,blue,green or brown eyes. taller but not 2 tall than me. and attitude-wise, he has to be a bad boy/ and a bitf a mystery. kind and gentle but mean and rough. in the way i kind of describe him, i kind of want him to b bipolar. but i like em the way i like em. oh and they have to be smart. or at least a little smart. im not asking for a computer head. but yeah...and cute too with a wonderful personality to boot. kind of like a mix between toushiro, renji, sesshomaru, neji, and lee, and L.

none of the guys at my school are like that soo...i'll look elsewhere.
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   Life
For myself life has been completely boring. i have had my fill of idiots,and nincompoops. but overall i find that life is most exciting with friends and sometimes family. but whatever its mainly boring for me. i find at times i wish i had a death note, but im sure i would go completely crazy by killing anyone that makes me upset.but in the end i guess i would miss them. idk...whatever.
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