Sunday, March 19, 2006

New Fav.
I have a new favorite Fruits Basket character, I like Haru! He's exactly what I want my bf to be like...
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   THEY SUCK!!!
THEY DIDN'T ACCEPT MY WALLPAPER! THEY SUCK!!!!!!!
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Wallpaper
I just sent in a wallpaper thing of Shigure, hopefully they accept it!!!!! Hope hope hope!
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Saturday, March 18, 2006

Boring Day
All I'm gonna be doing today is cleaning up the house so my Mom will give me money for Fri...hopefully I won't get so bored doing it where I just stop. But I have to wait for my Dad to wake up so I can listen to my music (MUSHROOMHEAD!)
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Not Looking For Sympathy Just Gotta Get It Out
Ok, so lately I haven't ever been able to get a couple of subjects out of my mind lately, and it freaks me out more than anything, and I have to like write about it or something, maybe than it won't bug me so much later on. So everyone in my family has started a family (my sister is married and has a baby, my brother is engaged and has a baby, and my other baby has a baby). Everyone has a baby or is having a baby, and I haven't even had a serious relationship. Now, I pretty much never give into what other people are doing, I only do stuff that looks like fun pretty much. And I'm freaked out that I'm just gonna wind up all alone for the rest of my life. I'm 17, and the longest relationship I've ever had was a couple of months. And he was my only boyfriend, so I'm constantly thinking that I screwed up the one relationship that I will ever have. He's now engaged like everyone else. He used to piss me off like all the time b/c he was such a mama's boy and was always lieing to me, but it still freaks me out that maybe he'll be the only guy that'll actually be able to stand all my immature bullshit and like me. I hate meeting new people though since I hate rejection. I have so many insecurities, that I have to try to cover them up by joking and acting tough, like I don't care about anything else but me. I can't help but think of all the things that I could have done different with Joe that would've made it work. I know he wasn't the guy for me. Because I've made a list of the qualities my perfect guy needs to have and he didn't have a single one of them:
~Funny/Immature (prolly the most important thing)
~Talkative (but not to talkative)
~Semi-Romantic
~Not self-centered (i.e. if we're having sex, I tell them they're big, they don't say "I know" good chance I'm lieing)
~Honest and Open (If they cheat, I want them to tell me)
~Has Goals
~NO MAMA'S BOYS!!
~Cuddly ^^
~Tall
~No Fatty Fats
~Prefer Dark Haired (but blondes are good to b/c than you can dye the hair)
~Good Fashion Sense
~Knows How To Wreastle Around and Not Be A Pussy About It

thats all I can think of right now...lip piercings wouldn't hurt. Penis sizes I don't care about b/c I'm not a big fan of sex, very over-rated. Foreplay is the best. Yeah, I just had to get all that off my chest. All I can think about is having a baby and getting married. Babies sometimes scare me though b/c they're so dependable on you if you screw up it's like forever with them...
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

   Just Sad
You know it's just sad when I have to call up my one and only friend and ask her what my password is to this site. I deleted all my cookies last night, which deleted my "remember me" part on this website, so I had to call Lou Lou up and ask her what my password was, b/c I can't be expected to remember these things!

Why is my hair sticky after I had just gotten out of the shower?
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Monday, March 13, 2006

Getting Desperate!
I want a job! I want my own money! I want out of this house! I'm not getting the job over at Borders. Not getting the one over at Kohl's. So I'm gonna try to hunt down some places Wed.
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Help Me
Ok, I need help with something, I've been trying to remember what one anime is where someone gets turned into a dog, not Fruits Basket because that dog is black and I pretty much know all about Fruits Basket, well not really, but Fruits Basket drawingings look different to me than other animes. I don't know, but yeah whats another anime where someone gets turned into a dog? Or there is a talking dog? Also thanx rivanime for that you tube thing!
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Sunday, March 12, 2006

my secret confession
i smell my own underwear. not joking, i seriously do. i also smell socks when they are a bit to stiff for my comfort. also, i have a magical room. things just appear out of nowhere, like the magical imps living in my closet are giving me peace offerings. and the mean old mice that live in my walls and poop in my shoes mess up my bedroom when i'm not around, like my halloween chan. haven't had it for like a month, and paint is all chipped of from it, chipped, the hair is broken, the dagger is broken. so i have decided to make my magical imps more powerful and go to war against the mice in my walls. SHIT! i hope the mice aren't reading this while i'm typing, goddamn, they know my plans. G2G!
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   My New Fav. Song!!!
"I HOPE YOU DIE"- Bloodhound Gang

You must die I alone am best!
I hope ya flip some guy the bird
He cuts you off and you're forced to swerve
In front of the Beatles' tour bus
A Bookmobile and a Mack truck
Hauling hazardous biological waste
The light turns red you have no brakes
And "Hard Copy" gets it all on tape
So you can see the look on your face
Die Die Die Die Die Die Die
Die Die Die Die Die Die Die
I hope your Pinto begins to spin
Takes out a disabled Vietnam Veteran
Mows down a Nobel Peace Prize Winner
And maybe some orphans having Christmas dinner
Perhaps even the British Royal Family
And the Rabbi that's clutching the bottle-fed puppy
And we can't forget the newlyweds
And those Jerry's Kids are as good as dead
I hope this helps to emphasize
I hope this helps to clarify
I hope you die
I hope your cellmate thinks he's God
But C.N.N. refer to him as "Bowling Ball Bag Bob"
Serving time again for abuse of a corpse
Only this time the victim's a Clydesdale horse
While he masturbates to photos of livestock
He does the "Silence of the Lambs" dance to Christian Rock
Eats feces and quotes from "Deliverance"
And fights with his imaginary playmate Vince
Die Die Die Die Die Die Die
Die Die Die Die Die Die Die
I hope he grins like Jack Nicholson
And forces you to play a game called "Balls On Chin"
And whatever happens next is all a blur
But you remember "fist" can be a verb
And when you finally regain consciousness
You're bound and gagged in a wedding dress
And the prison guard looks the other way
‘Cause he's the guy ya flipped the bird the other day
I hope this helps to emphasize
I hope this helps to clarify
I hope you die
I hope you die
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