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Saturday, August 12, 2006


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erm elo its somethin new that i dont speak much at school and that i start to feel pain in my chest as if there is a chain around it until now i can still feel the pain sigh for the whole week things had been going on lately it was hard you will all know soon i guess in my story that im going to post but it might take a while well i'll just tell you a few of what happened lately this week well me and aya are classmates right so we have another classmate dana she's a new student but guess what she is walking with her head up high and doing mean things to us not even saying a meaningful sorry especially to me she tried to trip me and push me and made it look like an accident but her plan backfired because i am like a cat really im like one but im no neko-jin i just have the attitudes and characteristics like before i fall i regain my balance etc. well isnt our quater exam stated last august 10 until today were only half day when it was august 10 guess what dana did she was sitting on my chair cause the chairs are mix the teacher will assign where you will seat i found dana was the one sitting on my sit next to aya and after 3 tests on 3 subjects i checked my table in case it was clean when i saw my table my schedule sticking to it looked trash cause somebody had written on my schedule and i know it was dana because aya was the witness she saw dana scribbling some things on my table and i learned that she vandelized my own table (note: sorry if im gonna curse k) when i saw my table i stormed out of the room looking for dana i saw her sitting at the place where the whole class hangs out and she was with her friends it was my chance to show her that im angry at her but somethin in my mind stopped me i talked to her out loud for her friends to hear what i was saying i said " dana why is there writings in my schedule" then dana answered back by saying " i dont have anything to do with it i didnt do it " (f.y.i. me and dana are cold war there is no chance were going to be close plus half of the class hates her) what a liar it was half obvious that she was the one who vandalized my table and what i did next was that (no i didnt do anything bad) i just smiled and said to her laughing "dana if you hated me just tell me and pls. the next time i make a schedule dont write on it pls. and im sorry okay" after i said those words aya was looking at me a bit disbelief giving me a look that says 'what the heck are you saying sorry for' i just smiled at her but inside deep down i really wanted to tell mean bad words to her and puch her and pull her hair but all i can do is walk away and smile i know its weird i cant hurt someone even if i wanted to show all my emotions and hurt somebody i cant do it i wanted to but i cant because my body was affected marica told me i was to much laughing and smiling and my body got used to it it was hard to show any hatred to anyone for example even if i wanted to kill you i cant cause i got used to treating you good and smiling i cant show any emotion at you that shows hatred or pain and well have a good day everyone k sigh im starting to feel my chest hurts a lot more than the usual..........................................................................................
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