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Sunday, August 28, 2005


   Emotionally Mixed Up
Okay, I'm stressed, happy, scared, and depressed all at the same time. Here's why:
I'm stressed out because I have to read another novel and do some projects (of which I know what neither are) by next Tuesday (not two days from now, two days and a week from now) and I don't think I can finish.
I'm happy because I've hit a HUGE well of inspiration for Dream Legends! I'm working on the story a whole lot more. Wish I could share with you guys, but I'm still afraid of plagerism, especially to my brainchild.
I'm scared because school is starting and I have bad memories of how bad last year was for me.
And finally, I'm depressed because I'm realizing that all my friends can draw better than me (if you don't believe me, look at your artist ratings compared to mine) and no matter what I do it doesn't seem as if my art is getting better.
That aside, I'm also depressed because there's so many cool things coming out that I can't have due to TOTAL lack of cash. I currently have $0. Yeah. So, emotional mix-up aside, there's not much else to say. Gosh, I have a boring life. Anyway, I'm really bored. I could use some new comments on ANYTHING right now. Or maybe I'll just get off the internet and draw or write, since I'm so inspired.
Y'know what? This is really random, but I suddenly really wish I was in Japan. That'd be so fun. Anyway, ja ne! I'll probably be back on tomorrow! Hopefully my 20th art piece (which probably isn't nearly as good as you're expecting) will be finished by then! Anyway, see ya!

(Man, am I redundent, or what?)

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