Thursday, October 28, 2004

my world feels like its crashing down... here are my reasons why:

me and one of my closest friends arent that close anymore.

school feels like its getting harder for me than someone who is stupider than me.

i regret stuff that i did to ruin a good "friendship".

i dont have a dad in my life everyday.

lonelyness is starting to sneak up on me

those are my reasons for my world crashing down on me. if you dont think they are good reasons and i am lying, then how would you know how i feel deep inside, under my smile i know people see on my face everyday. do you know how feel when i may feel happy the whole day? do you know how i feel when i am at home, in my room, listening to music?

so please dont try and tell me i have a good life b/c from my perspective, i dont have a very good life. Sarah, i am not sayin that you are the bad thing in my life, how could you be. you are my the coolest sister.i love you to much to have you as something bad in my life.

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Well, softball season is over but we came out with all our heart. We played pretty damn hard and we deserve to be called a great team. Well, i am trying out for basketball...i am really good at it actually. Okay, nothin else to post. Later g unitz. btw, i want only the poeple from school to answer the questions below. igonre the ones about date and kiss, there only for guys.
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

What Would You Do If..
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I asked you out:
I kissed you:
I stole something:
I told you to die:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:
I did something that you could never forgive me for:

What Do You Think Of My..
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Appearance:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Body:
Friends:
Decisions:

Would You..
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Beat me up:
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   Anyways...

ive been thinking

and i think some people need to stop trying to be so god damn hard dude.

theres this one person and IT is always like fuck you, fuck this, i swear IT oesnt show ne emotions IT needs to and IT gets on my nerves. IT is just jealous

sorry if you guys don't get that...it's just coming from my head, and that is how i post, straight from my head...

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Monday, October 25, 2004

Well you guys, Red Soxs beat the Cardinals again. I dunno how they are gonna do at Cardinals stadium though....Oh, i gotta tell ya'll all about sunday. I got my first kiss on the lips by Chris, but it wasn't a long make out one so don't worry, I hung out with Derek all day and he won me a prize at the arcade, i played Dance Dance Revo extreme all day too, and I watched the initial D tournament. Then My step dad was mad for some reason and wouldn't come and pick us up...>.<. Well, I gotta go get ready for school. Later kids.
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Saturday, October 23, 2004

Yeah, the game is coming on at 7 30 tonight...cardinals at red soxs. I hope that the red soxs win...i really do. Well, nothin to really post about cause i am as bored as hell. oh, happy b-day maddy! i will be there! Later g units.
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Thursday, October 21, 2004

   hey yall nothin interestin today. all i did today was school then practice. so pretty much my normal everyday life.

You jump i jump, right?!

I feel the need The need for speed

My momma always says life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what your gonna get.

Love is the wisdom of the fool and the folly of the wise.

Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

You cannot be lonely if you like the person you're alone with.

these are some quotes i found somewhere on the internet. they sounded like good ones so i put them in here.i got somene else to pick on.... j/k:
i am gunna go now. later.....

[]< @ † i €...... we have known eachother forever. hey now we have been through a lot of shit i lost count on how many fights we have been in. which isnt a good thing. but you know they never said friendships was smoth sailing. i had a great time with you last year. and this year we are going to be party girls!! getting drunk is on our agenda for this year!!(just kidding)with all my heart girlie and hope we stay friend for a long time. Love you kaite!

.Maddy.... hey chick you are the coolest person to laugh with and talk to. i am glad you are one of my best friends and i am glad we got close this year. but i wish we could have gotten to know eachother better when we were in the 6th grade. but you know i love you and that i would do anything for you. cant wait to have another good year with you even if we arent on the same team. love you chick!!
Naomi....Yeah, even though we have been through alot of shit this year I still hope we could be friends again. Well, i still want you to be my friend but i'm not gonna put up with this shit anymore. Love ya chick.

those are my favorite people they arent in any order. but those are the people that are close to me, they are like my school family. and some of them might be my sports family. i love havin like 3 families in my life. its just good that i have 3 families that love me for me not for some other person. and thats what i love. i can also be myself around these people that i love. why am able to be myself, b/c i they dont care just as long as what i am donin to be fun, wild, and crazy is me not someone who is tryin to be all those things. well later kiddios i am gettin tired. so i will write later.

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Saturday, October 16, 2004

I'm too young to worry this much. What the hell is wrong with me?

I was just thinking about the infinite amount of universes out there, since a new universe is created for every thing that could go differently. Thinking about parallel universes and such always makes you think, and helps you forget about the mistakes you make
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Wednesday, October 6, 2004

i dont think i will updating this thing anymore. but if you want to read about my stupid life go somewhere else....cause you can't...


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Tuesday, October 5, 2004

Basics

Name:: Hiroko Masabe

Age:: 12

Height:: 5.0 or 5.1 onw...i forget...
Hair Color:: brown.....oh yeah baby

Eye Color:: green

School Life

What's your school's mascot?: falcon

School color(s)?: light blue and red

G.P.A.?:ummm....3.0 or 3.5 i guess

Who is your favorite teacher?: Mrs.Baines

What do they teach?: P.E.

Is this your favorite class?: yeah

Internet

Do you use any instant messengers?yes
If so, which ones?: aim

About how many hours a day do you spend online?: about one or 2
Do you have a digital camera?: no

Music

Do you play any instruments?:i play violin and a really crappy acoustic guitar
::3 Favorite Genres Of Music: rock and a lil country, not much rap.

3 Favorite Bands:: yellowcard, maroon 5, red hot chilli peppers

Do you go to concerts and/or shows?: once

What is the most you've ever spent on a concert/show?: probably

What is the least you've ever spent?: when i had to pay back a buddy a dime

Do you think buying merch at a concert then wearing it there is corny?: sometimes

Do you listen to any bands that you'd be ashamed to admit to listening to?: nah, never

Did you notice the grammatical error in question 29?: um.. this is the 26th question so...

Word Association Blue:: huh?

Do you think labels are dumb?: yeah, pretty much

Why or why not?: if you're labeled like a bad kid and you're not really bad then people are gonna think that you're bad

What do people label you as?: athletic and quiet i guess.

How/Why did you get this label?: Um, probably because i play sports and i am quiet in school.
Which Is Worse? Physical Pain/Emotional Pain?: emotional pan because it is most likely to stay with you

Blink-182/Good Charlotte?: Blink-182

Being Deaf/Being Blind?: deaf

Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do?: rushing around

Losing your dominant leg/Losing your dominant arm?: losing dominant leg

Love

Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"?: yes

Is it better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all?: i dunno...

Are you romantic?: i wouldn't say so, but i have someone i like now.

Are you in a relationship now?: nope
how long have you been single?: a long time, probably about 7 months


What song describes your love life right now?: i dunno...haven't thought about it.
Good or Bad?: both

What do you think of designer labels?: i wish i had that much money
Who's skankier: Britney Spears or Paris Hilton?: paris

What is it with guys and cars?: i know my bro likes cars alot, but maybe it is just natural for boys to like cars

Do you sing?: not really

Kiss or hug?: both

What color is your room?: green
How old is your mom?: 36

Black and white or color photos?: both

Who cuts your hair?: the hair cut people

What color is your toothbrush?: white

What color is your hair brush?: black

What kind of hair products do you use?: shampoo and conditioner. can it get any simpilar?

Is K-Mart just the poor man's Wal-Mart?: probably, if not then big lots is lol.

Are you sexy?: -,_- wish i was

What color do people tell you looks nice on you?: everyone says i look nice in green.

What color do you think looks nice on you?: green

Clothes shopping or grocery shopping?: clothes. it is more of an adventure i guess.
Who do you sit with at lunch? katherine, chelsea, allyson, mechelle

Do you like the sound of your own voice when you hear it played back?: i don't really like my voice, it is kind of scratchy.

Who has the nicest speaking voice that you know?: nobody

What is the website for one of your favorite bands?: ......

Do you prefer to date people younger, older, or the same age as you?: same age

Do you listen to songs on repeat often?: hell yeah, all the time

Who was the last person you hung out with?: my sister sarah.

What did you and that person do?: just talk

Do you use internet shorthand (i.e. "lol", "brb", "jk", et cetera)?: sometimes, if i am feeling lazy

Are you a people-pleaser?: oh yea

Do you dye your hair regularly?: no, but i did once.

What about your eyebrows?: i don't wanna mess with them....i will probably mess them up
Do you wear makeup?: eyeliner

If you answered "yes", to #96, are you female?: yeah baby
Do you buy CDs edited or unedited?: i dont know, i guess both

Can you beatbox?: o yea...

Does your mom like the song "Hey Ya" by OutKast?: she likes to dance to it when it comes on the radio



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