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Birthday 1991-02-10 Gender
Female Location Lahti da big city!xD Yup,I'm from Finland.^^ Member Since 2005-06-03 Occupation Hmm...Student? Real Name You can call me Nessa.^.^
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Achievements Getting my first song done.^^ Anime Fan Since I think I became a fan ever since Pokémon was shown on TV here. Favorite Anime Inu-Yasha,Gravitation,D.N.Angel,Ranma ˝,Tokyo Mew Mew,Magic Knight Rayearth,Dragon Ball Z,Spirited Away,My Neigbor Totoro and Howl's Moving Castle. Goals To become a singer or manga-artist...I dunno yet...^^ Hobbies Music(singing and doing songs),daydreaming,drawing,sleeping.OH!I have one actual hobby too;Tae-Kwon Do.^^ Talents Singin voice,daydreaming,playing RPgames and in some point my drawing skills...
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Hellooooo everyone?Ikaga desu ka?^.^ Or how are you,if you want it translated.:P I've been really happy today,well,most of the day at least.I got my Native language...Umm,writings back...From one I got 6 ˝,and from the other one I got 6...-.- Not really my style,but sometimes you gotta have bad numbers.*^.^* Oh yeah,and as you can see,I changed my theme.Now it's "Team 7 from Naruto" or just "Team 7".^.^' I got sooo hooked to Naruto!I just watched the first episode,and that's it;I had to see more.^.^ I'm gonna start to watch episode 5 soon,so I try to make this short.^.^
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First of all,I'm gonna put my MySpace address here once more,for the ones who haven't seen me yet.You don't have to see my picture,I'm ugly,but anyway,here it is;
http://www.myspace.com/shadowness/
There.^.^ Hmm...What to tell today...Oh yeah!I promised to draw a b-day card to my friend,but I have no idea what to draw in it...O.O If someone has an idea,tell me!And no,I can't draw animals,at least real ones.^.^' And there's one more problem:I LOST MY COLORING PENCILS!X.X I dunno where they are...-.- I wanted to color something and then I noticed that they weren't anywhere...!Just my luck...-.-
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I think that's all for now...Though I saw a nice dream last night...*^.^* It was just so real,that I had to shake my head few times to get it that it was just a dream.But I can tell it to you later.^.^ Sayonara!^.^
Hello again!Sorry I haven't up-dated in few days,but I've been bussy again.And I haven't been able to be at the computer 'cause of my brother...*Glance* Well anyways,I don't have much time to up-date today,or neither have much to tell,so let's get started!First of all,if you haven't visited me on MySpace(If you wanna see my picture) the address once again is:
http://www.myspace.com/shadownessa/
Sorry I can't link it.I dunno how.^.^'
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Yesterday I was in Helsinki for the whole school day(Nyahahaa!:D).We went to "do" a magazine and visit the parlament house.It was pretty neat.:} Doing the magazine was totally fun!We had to be reporters and gather information from people,places,net and sometimes we even had the chance to call people and people called to us!Not real people,though...It was fun anyways.^.^ Today we went to Ainola,which is the place where Jean Sibelius lived.He's a famous Finnish composer,if you didn't know.It would've been more fun,but it has been really windy and it has been raining the whole day,so everyone was just cold.When we were at the bus,someone started to throw hard candy on me.T.T I know this one sounds childish,but it really hurt!They threw them on me for really long,and I still have a headache.I hate them!>.<
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HARD ROCK HALLELUJAH!You guys propably don't know about this,but a Finnish band won the Eurovision song contest for the first time in Finnish history!Finland hasn't won it never before!And we got the most points than anyone has ever had!YaY!^.^ Our song was Hard Rock Hallelujah and it was/is performed by a monster-rock-band called Lordi.These dudes are neat!*^.^* There has been a lot talking about Mr.Lordi(The singer) and the other ones in the band,'cause they don't want their faces to be shown if they don't have their masks on.Wait,I'll get a picture of them for you...*Searches*
There!^.^ These are their new masks and costumes;they looked different before the Eurovision.The one who changed the least,was Mr.Lordi(The singer,in the centre of the picture).And I gotta say,they were THE BEST!Everyone else performed a ballad or some teen-pop(Which I don't like) and they performed RoCk!Wohoo!Lordi is the best!^.^
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But now I think I gotta go...See you around everyone!;)
Hi dudes!Sorry I haven't been here much,but I've been bussy again.Well,bussy and bussy,but I've just been away again for waaaay too long.Gomen Nasai.-.- I've had lotsa exams and stuff like that,and tomorrow I gota have a speech.Not cool!x.X And I've made an "account" to MySpace.It's
http://www.myspace.com/shadownessa
I have a picture of me there,if you wanna see what kinda creature I am.^.^
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Well,I'm in the computer class and I'm really tired and bored...-.- The class lasts only about 15 minutes anymore.But then I gotta wait for about 15 other minutes to see my best friend.My other best friend is sick.She has a high fever.Damn her for coming yesterday...!Yeah...Now I think I gotta go to do something more usefull.See you guys!;)But here's a music video,starring...Miroku.You know what's coming when he's around...~.^
Hi all who have enough time to waste to read this.^.^ I'm just so happy right now...!My Easter holiday has already begun,it lasts for three more days,I was on a date,in a consert and already got bored.Just try to understand me.:D So first I'll tell you about that date of mine...
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So I was finally on that date yesterday.It was my first time I was supposed to meet this guy face to face.I wasn't nervous at first,but when I had to go meet him finally at the bus station,I felt like I was gonna have a heartattack...For real!So I called panic calls to my best friends,but neither did answer...-.- So I just had to swallow my fear and I walked to meet him.So we greeted,and I was still in panic.I had a shaky voice,so he propably thought I'm nuts...Well,we went to pick up the movie tickets and got going to eat.Oh yeah,and he paid for the tickets.^.^ So we went to a restaurant he wanted to go.We talked this and that.I ate chicken salad and he had pan pizza.Few times he looked straight at me and smiled...His smile was so...Warm and nice and...It's just difficult to explain...!-.-' It was like he I could melt by his smile...Yeah,it sounds wierd...When we had eaten,he paid for the food,even mine.x.O The movie was about to start only about an hour later,so we took a little walk.Then we went to the movie theater.I knew my best friend and her crush would be there,so I greeted my friend,and and disturbing silence fell upon us four...Luckyly the movie started soon.Oh yeah,if you didn't know,we went to watch V for Vendetta.Really romantic film on a first date,eh?T.T At the movie,I wanted so many times to hug him,hold his hand or lay my head on his shoulder...It felt really wierd for me to feel like that...I've never had that kinda feeling with any guy before...o.O But I manage to hold my feelings and just almost tore my jacket apart.-.- The movie ended and we just said good bye.I won't be able to see him in,like,months!Bwaah!T.T
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Wow...Lotsa explaining only from that date...But that wasn't even all of it.It would've been way too long story if I'd told it fully.T.T I'm gonna go now to listen some music and calm down...Hope you guys have a great Easter!^.^
Hellooo everyone!How have you been?^.^ I'm actaully sooo fine you wouldn't believe me...!Again...-.- I'm just so happy!I'll tell you everything a bit shorter than this whole thing is!^.^
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Guess what?I'm going on a date,if you didn't know!*^.^* So yesterday,I asked my mom can I go to movie with this one guy.You can just guess what followed that...A whole series of questions!"How old is he?","How did you meet him?","What kinda guy is he?","Where he lives?".And that wasn't even the half of it...-.- Then my mum wanted to see what does he look like.When I showed his picture,she was like "Yeah...He is pritty handsome.".You can just imagine it how red I blushed...Then I already had said to my mum that he's into sport and he goes to gym,she said "Yes,you really can see it from the picture that he's working out.".*Another blush* That wasn't the whole story,and I'm not gonna tell you more...So now you know how strange my folks can be.T.T
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I was kinda bored today,and I was playing Final Fantasy VII.Then I wanted to draw something from it,and I ended up to draw an yaoi pic...-.- KYAAH!*Dodges the rotten vegetables* It has me in it...And Cloud and Vincent.And Aeris,Tifa and Yuffie saying their comments and reactions...Please spare me...I'm gonna show you the pic.It was really fast,so it's not really good...
And now you can see how wicked I can be.T.T What a blast.:D
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I also had to time visit some peoples site.I'm glad I had time for even that.^.^ I hope you had a great April Fools Day!^.^ So I'm gonna go now,so see you!^.^
Hi ya peeps!I'm sooo sorry...!I haven't updated in a long,LONG time...-.- I'm just so God damn bussy!Gomen nasai!Or then I just didn't remember to update...Stupid me.T.T Well anyways,lotsa things have happened to me!And I'm so happy you wouldn't believe me how happy I really am!^.^ I'm gonna tell you eeeeverything.So prepare yourselves!;D
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So first of all,I'm going out on a date with a super nice and sweet and just awsome guy!He comes to see his dad who lives near my city(or town...) so he promised to catch a movie with me and maybe even dinner.And he said he's gonna pay it all!Ain't he sweet?*^.^* Oh yeah.He's not Aleksi who I told you about,it's someone else...-.- But I'm too happy to worry about that!^.^ MY friends are losing their nerves with me when I just hope that day is gonna come soon.:D And then I've been basicly just being embaracing myself infront of Aleksi...T.T But it's a too long story to tell today!Let's move to the next thing...^.^
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As you can see,I also changed my theme.It's called "I just wanna be with you...".Sweet,eh?I'm gonna change the music video soon,too,so rememeber to check that one out too.^.^ And I also submitted now some HANDdrawn fan art by me.They're pritty lame,but who cares?I just enjoy drawing,so that's why I want you guys to see it.^.^ Hmm...What else...Oh!I also got 400 hits during my break from here!Thanks all of you who visited here!^.^ I'm gonna draw something to celebrate it in few days,so wait for that too!;) And gomen nasai already...I don't have time to visit any of your sites today!GOMEN NASAI!My updating took so much time,and I gotta go sleep soon or my dad'll freak out...T.T So sorry,see ya and thanks!^.^
Well,I've been visiting lots of peeps sites lately,but like even a half of MyO-friends don't come to stop by my site...Bah.T.T Oh well,life goes on.^.^ I'm just so bored and I feel a bit dizzy 'cause I have a light-flue.I have to like sneeze all the time and my ears and nose are...Uuh...Like that way I can't breath or hear quite well.^.^' It kinda sucks.T.T
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It's so God damn cold here...Finland's winters kinda suck when they are this cold!Few days ago it was "only" like -10 celsius,now it's like over -20 celsius!And for tomorrow and over the weekend it's said that it will become as cold as over -25 celsius.I'm gonna freeze at the same second I walk out the door tomorrow.T.T And my mittens were stole yesterday!And they were kinda valluable to me 'cause my second best friend gave them to me as a birthday present on my last birthday.And I loved them 'cause they had Snoopy printed on them!!!Now I have to wear some old dark green mittens...Bah.T.T Oh yeah,mentioning my birthday it's not even a month 'till my birthday!I can't wait!Me,my best friends and my other best friends crush are going to this one "all you can eat" place.It was such a blast on my last birthday,and now with a guy along I'm not sure what we'll do...*Evil laugh!* Yeah,I'll calm down.^.^' My second best friend Santtu suggested that she,my other best friend Nelli and Santtu's crush would buy me a big present together.I hope it's going to be big then!:D I just said that they better not be buying me a lamp or stuff like that!^.^
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I guess I'll be going now 'cause my fingers are still like icecles.I'm gonna eat some warm toast and drink a cup of hot choco infront of our fireplace.Whepee!^.^ And today's pic of the day is winterish(Winterish?!Is that even a word?O.o) pic,but I'll go now.Bye!^.^
Howdy everyone!^.^ How have you all been?^.^ Sorry I haven't updated in a while again!I actually helped starfire001 in her box/post-thing,otherwise I've been just checking my stuff but not updating.Wierd isn't it?O.o
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Well I had the greates Tae-Kwon Do practice like ever on monday!So we tried to practice one-step battles(Or something like that...T.T) with partners.First I was with Lucy,and she tried to teach me the 4th one because this one girl teached me it the wrong way.I still didn't get it when we had to swithch pairs.My next partner was this one guy.He's usually shy and haven't talked to me much,but this time he actually spoke to me almost all the time!I didn't know he has such a soft voice...It's sooo hypnotic...I almost melted on the floor when he talked and smiled to me.*^.^* He asked how much of the techniques did I had time to make,so I said I did only the 4th one and still didn't quite get it.So he started to teach me.The pose where you end it is kinda...Uhh...Funny.The one you try to blog has to almost hug you from behind.I tried it on both sides like over 5 times.I must've blushed like hell!O.O Well,it was fun anyways.^.^
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Oh yeah,I drew myself as an anime character with Paint.I added this one to "Fan Art" with some random mermaid pic,but it hasn't showed up yet.So,I'll show you it here!^.^
I think it came out pretty well,and it actually looks a bit like me...!^.^ And don't be surprised by the cat-ears,I draw them to my anime-self.^.^
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I think there's nothing more to tell you guys right now.^.^ Oh yeah!I've started to doodle some of me and my friend's messing arounds.I draw them kinda in manga-form...^.^ I actually copied one piece with Paint,but the text in it is in Finnish,and I'm too tired to translate it now...^.^; So bye for now guys!^.^
Waz uuuuup?!^.^ Yeah,I'm just having a party of my own here!^.^ I'm listening to some party/dance songs,singing along and almost jumping around the walls!Do you think that the other cup of coffee was too much...?*^.^*
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So I was at the job today from 9 a.m. to 2 p.m.I drinked coffee there like hell because I was bored,and now I'm feeling sooo hyper...!*^.^* My job is to serve coffee/juice/water/tea to the people who come there.Then there came this one so super cute guy,and when I asked from him what did he want he said "Water...Or juice.".Then I was like "Umm...So which one is it?".He seemed to be little embarraced and just replied "Uh,juice.".He just looked so cute when he said that...*^.^* And after the job me,my dad and my brother went to eat in this one Spanish restaurant and guess what?My ex-history teacher was there with his husband!@.@ It was kinda funny when my dad said to her that I have a job!xD Me and my brother ate tehe same foods,and the food tasted sooo good...*DROOL* So now I'm just hanging at the computer,thinking about what kinda clothes my new manga cahracter should have.I liked the way she came out,but I just don't know her "style" yet.^.^ And I should find some clothed for a guy too.I'll explain the idea of my new manga(which at least these characters are in) at the next section.^.^
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So the idea is that there is this girl(haven't come up with the name yet.You can suggest some names to her!^.^),and her features are these:
*Elf ears.Two rings on both ears,on the left ear's other ring hangs a little black heart on a chain.
*A white bond on her right hand.
*Gets a wolf tail during the story.
*Has a "Wolf Spirit" tattoo on her lower back(She has had it since she was little).
*Has two long hair on her forehead.
The idea is that the tattoo comes alive somehow.I think it transform into a guy who has wolf ears.So that's the point when this girl gets the wolf's tail!^.^ It's the "curse" of her family that the spirit will watch over the on with the tattoo by giving up it's tail.^.^ The girl will go all freaked out at first by this thing.^.^ So this guy is going to be a bit perv,annoying and obsessed with something...Like her and strawberries!^.^ He'll follow her everywhere,even the shower/bath,so I bet it's going to be a real blast to draw this!^.^ Oh yeah,you can suggest names to the wolf guy too,and you can suggest some more characters to the manga!^.^ Maybe they'll show up in it someday...~.^ And I'm going to buy a digi-cam,so you'll propably will see it drawn with pencil!Then you'll see how I really draw.^.^
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Today's pic of the day wont be a picture,it's a music video.^.^ It's sooo funny and the words of this song are sooo funny too...xD Oh yeah,I found it trough Lytjuh's site,so all the honor for finding this video goes to her!Thanks!^.^ So watch it and bye for now!^.^
It's Friday the 13th and I sooo much to tell you all!^.^
Current mood:*Muahahaa!I'm feeling evil...@.@*
Hi ya!^.^ How has everyone's Friday the 13th been?Mine has actually been good,REALLY good for speaking the truth.^.^ I don't know why,but always when it's Friday the 13th,only good things happen to me...^.^' At the moment I'm listening some japanese net radiostation called "Party Radio".They actaually play quite good music!Me likes it.^.^ You should listen to it sometime.^.^
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Well,first off all,I'm gonna talk about my day at school.It was sooo cool!My crush came to stand almost next to me during this one break.My heart beated like crazy and I must've been so red as a tomato!*^.^* But I didn't mind,it was so cool!^.^ And I think my new biology teacher has something against me.I'm like the only one he checks if I have wrote the notes down!ARGH!He's a nice person,but I just don't get it what have I done to him that he keeps annoying me...O.O
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And just inside and hour,my brother's one friends mom called to him and started to blame him for something he didn't even do!He blamed that my brother had thrown a sweatty sock to his son face,which he didn't.Her son actaully threw socks,so he had lied to her mother!I know this sounds childish,but how would you feel if your friend's mother would call you and start to blame you for like,beating her kid?I think it would feel horrible...:/ But my mum took the phone and yelled to the mother that my brother didn't do anything to her son and cut the call.Go mum!^.^
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Today I watched my very first episode of Teen Titans.Oh man it was hillarious!I laughed so hard...xD I hope I'll see another episode soon,because it trully was funny!^.^ "Uhh...Watch out for the flying dinosaurs!"...Heh.Beast Boy is the best!^.^ And tomorrow I'm going to the job.I'm not working with the same girl who I worked last time because she's on holiday somewhere south in warm...I wanna go to somewhere warm too!@.@ I have to wake up like before 8 a.m. tomorrow 'cause I'll have to go to shower because I'm too lazy to go now...^.^' These early weekend mornings are killing me!-.- Yeah.But I guess I have to go now 'cause the clock is soon almost 10 p.m. and I want to be wide awake tomorrow at the job,so sayonara for now!*Hugs everyone and leaves* ^.^