Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: Toumoku


Wednesday, December 5, 2007


   death be to me

"I have learned to love that which is meant to harm me, so that I can stand in the way of those who are less strong. I can take the bullets for those who aren't able to" -Margaret Cho

lately i've felt like s**t.
*small sigh*
i can't explain it.
i'm having good days, good moods.
here, i'll give you an example,
let's just say this person, we'll call them john-doe (gender neutral name), is making me feel bad.
it seems like every chance john-doe gets, he's degrating and belittling me.
everything i say is contradicted; i'm never right.
i feel like that person it trying to take over me, control me.
and i hate it!
in health class we're watching a movie called when a man loves a woman and there's this one part were the husband's in a counceling group and one lady is talking about how her alchoholic huspand used to emotionally abuse her.
well that's exactally hos i feel about my friend john-doe here!!
john-doe's doing the same thing!
one of these days, maybe soon, i'm going to give john-doe a peise of my mind.
then he might not pound on my emotions like he does...
**the following is just a poem, don't take it personaly**
i say i'm strong but i'm just covering up my faults.
i say i'm a leader but i'm just being degrated.
i say i'm a fighter but i'm just continually falling.
loosing myself,
loosing my friends,
i'm all alone now.
hallelujah!
death be to me!
i die alone.

Comments (0)

« Home