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• Kajime
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• Becoming a serial killer who's MO is beating people with slippers
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• FullMetal Alchemist, Ginga Densetsu Weed, Ginga Nagareboshi Gin, Wolfs Rain, Kingdom Hearts, Naruto, Bleach, Death Note, Avatar the Last Airbender...
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• To make a name for myself
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• Drawing, Singing, Being stupid, Killing people with slippers
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• COMEDY RELIF, Drawing, Singing, Being stupid, Killing people with slippers
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Saturday, January 12, 2008
even a strong soul can cry
"I have learned to love that which is meant to harm me, so that I can stand in the way of those who are less strong. I can take the bullets for those who aren't able to" -Margaret Cho
well,
last night i started reading a book i got from my cousin for christmas.
it's called chicken soup for the petlover's soul.
in the book it's all stories about people and their pets.
well, the first chapter of the book has stories about the trust and love between an owner and a pet.
every single one of those stories touched my heart somehow.
i'm only on the 15th or so page but every single story that i've read so far made me cry.
i cried so much that i felt like i was pouring my heart and soul out onto the floor.
i felt so alone but so moved at the same time.
i ended up crying all over my poor cat who was trying to sleep.
he licked my nose and gave me comfort.
and, when my sniffles went away, i started to write another fan fiction.
maybe i'll post it up later...
but now i feel like there's a void in my heart.
it's like a leaf that starts to burn from the middle, slowly working it's way out to the edge.
i hope it never gets to the edges....
and if your reading this and kicking yourself for not being here for me, don't.
i don't need sympathy or people to feel bad for me.
i just need to pull myself through.
i'll survive, i know i will.
so don't worry yourself with my problems.
live your life while you can; even if i'm not there.
that's what will make me happy.
so promise me you'll do that.
~Kajime
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