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• Kajime
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• Becoming a serial killer who's MO is beating people with slippers
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• FullMetal Alchemist, Ginga Densetsu Weed, Ginga Nagareboshi Gin, Wolfs Rain, Kingdom Hearts, Naruto, Bleach, Death Note, Avatar the Last Airbender...
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• To make a name for myself
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• Drawing, Singing, Being stupid, Killing people with slippers
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• COMEDY RELIF, Drawing, Singing, Being stupid, Killing people with slippers
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Sunday, January 13, 2008
beautiful mess-eclectic collective
"I have learned to love that which is meant to harm me, so that I can stand in the way of those who are less strong. I can take the bullets for those who aren't able to" -Margaret Cho
well, my life seems similar to this song
except i'm not a man singing about a woman... 
the bold parts pretty much cover it.
*small sigh*
i'm not even sure who's gunna read this anyway.
i don't understand why i even bothered typing it all out then... 
so much for effort.
for the first time in my little, pathetic life,
i'm about ready to give up.
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this is my owe to the woman who stole more than a bleeding heart,
ripping game apart,
traped in the mental maze,
so here's a song that i sing,
move exactally how the beat say,
wanna thank you lady but d'say,
call me selfish when your needed, just so cleche,
i admit taking this for granted but now i've changed,
you leave me stranded,
some kinda love, oh yes,
just a beautiful mess.
since that tune and scent of perfume largely reminds me of you,
this pain is hard to get through,
going fast we're going nowhere,
i'm tired of proving i care,
it's neither here nor there,
expitations roaming the air,
i'm like what you want for me,
your reality pushed away,
with no chance to even salvage,
in other words are laced with madness,
some kinda love, oh yes,
just a beautiful mess.
i see and akward, uneasy, unknowing, out of mind, out of shape, and out of control,
let this be a lesson to those who choose to love, unconditional,
uncomfortable, unbelievable, unfortunate, unrealistic, and unfair,
is where it ends and here i stand once again, dissapointed in love
i lied, but then i tried,
i tried, i tried,
this beautiful mess!
it's a beautiful mess, a beautifull mess, a beautiful mess, a beautiful mess,
oh!
i'll try!
i'll try!
i'll try!
i'll try!
i'll try!
a beautiful mess, a beautiful mess, a beautiful mess, a beautiful mess,
a beautiful mess, (i'll try)
a beautiful mess, (i'll try)
a beautiful mess, (i'll try)
a beautiful mess, (i'll try)
 ~Kajime
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