Thursday, February 12, 2004

Arty Mc-art-art / Serious post below this

	I'm thinking about doing a big art work for one of my classes. This is what i want it to look like kinda. There will be four paintings, either all looking the same with different colors, or all looking different but somehow linking together. The four paintings ill be on 4 different canvases and then hung on the back piece, which is seen as black. I think on the back piece i either want to do one big Japanese Kanji or a bunch of small ones lining around the 4 paintings (ie: where the black is now) It's gonna be abstract art, thats for sure, but I'm not sure all the details... like if there needs to be a subject on which I must do the art about... that will change what I may and maynot do. So yeah... Jimmy, I'll need your help with some of the Japanese stuff alright? I'll get back to you when I need some more stuff. Valentine's day is on Saturday... my first V-day with someone... I hope it turns out all well. Now it's been a while, or not at all I've made serious posts here. Like concerning how I feel for people in this circle of my life. There are people who I talk to that I really like, some I don't, some I just can't seem to understand, but for the majority whom talk to me I do like. Even some people I don't talk to on a regular basis, ever or anymore, I really like. In fact those are the people I probably like most out of anyone who I ever talk to. I'm not sure why, but people like Josh, Tori, Piro (I owuld say you're real name but I've always called you Piro), James, Sara, Tony, Jimmy, basically the people on my friends list here. Most of you I don't talk to on a regular basis, Jimmy is the only one I do but he's not online much therefor we don't so much anymore. But I must say you're the ones I like the most, I feel closest to. Why? I dunno. I never talk to most of you, and if I did it wasn't for so long. Intimidation? Probably. Or maybe because alot of what we would end up talking about has something to do with OB and honestly I'm not in that circle anymore. I know less and less about whats going on with OB everyday and not that it's a bad thing, it was an unconscious choice I made. But I feel that it's pulling me farther and farther apart. I won't be a mod next version, which is probably good cause I'm kinda tired of being there to set an example when there's so much I cannot simply stand back and be neutral on, not thats I've ever done that before. You all know me and how I am, which is probably why I won't be a mod, I never bothered to ask James or Charles why, I honestly didn't care too much. So I keep asking myself what should I do. I know some of you don't want me to leave the boards, which I won't, but there's something that just isn't like it used to be. I'm not sure what it is, why it is that way, or how it came to be that way, but something has changed. I have no idea where this is going or where it's gone, but maybe someone else can descifer it. Song of the Moment: Philip's Phile

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