Monday, July 23, 2007

   bleh

Do you ever feel like someone is backstabbing you, but you don't really want to tell them? :/ well I feel that way right now, and I'm feeling reaeaeaeaeaeally emo ;_; screams into pillow* seriously, I mean a thought going through my head earlier was "What would stop me from jumping off the Coronado bridge, I mean, I'd get a great view of the convention center as I was falling XD" yeah -_- as you can tell if not already, I am a bit quarky, if you knew in person, you'd swear I have like a multiple personality disorder or something like that. *looks around suspiciously8 I'm telling, none of my screwed up mentalities were caused by anime, I TOTALLY SWEAR! So, it's been bugging me because you have to highlight my posts in order to read them, so I've been trying to figure out how to like put a text box thingy around my posts, bu no one has told me yet -_- good news, my scaner works sometimes now XD I might be able to get some more art here *cheers* and maybe if I can figure out the manga thing, I could get the first chapter of "Jester" up. That's all I can really say for now.Because I need to study for my exam tomarrow, and dye my hair XD. TTFN ~Tara, as long as there is TRUST there will be BETRAYAL~

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Friday, July 20, 2007

   (O_O)/)))))))) I wave to thee!!!

okay, so I've actually been posting every day...yay, I'm soo proud of myself *hugs self* okay, here's the issue, there's this really tall white guy at my school, and he always stares at me during English and Biology, and he's im band...it's kinda awkward, except he has the most purtiful blue eyes you have ever seen in you life! oi. yay, the obsession part ^-^ So I'm getting a bit weirded out by Regie, thanks Sincerey for askinghim to go with me -_- yuo see, I left my baritone in my geometry class and I went to get it during lunch, but Sincerey didn't want to go get it with me, so she's like "Regie, go with Tara yeah?" and I swear, he got up, and walked over and asked what class it what was in O_O; I was thinking OMG, you're trained too!? have I mentioned how much I love this guy? then, we were wzaiting in line for lunch (Sincerey and me)and I am wearing a shirt with the Disturbed face on the back, you know, with the creepy eyes and such, but the shirt is backwards so the face is on the back, because where the eyes would be is really funny *looks down* yeah anyways, and he three a cheetoh and it hit me right between the 'eyes' ...I dunno, but he's messing with me a lot...I don't mind but...^_^;;; I'm not all that 'hot' or 'cute' at least in my opinion. I dunno what other people think... so, anyone going to comic-con this year? yay San Diego man that's meh home right there...Dogtown more though. I can see Tijuana through my window XD

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Thursday, July 19, 2007

(*-*)

errr, I was getting messed with soooo much by someone whom I adore greatly (he kept on aking the piano play party boy music and was dancing in the practice room (0_o);;;), including a sign on my shoulder that said "I like to suck eggs *insert heart here* " and an ONLY $19.99 WHILE SUPPLIEs LAST" sign on my hood (I'm not sure if that was him though...)-_- but it's okay, there were a few 'lick me' signs on him so it's even. XD Anyways, band is propably one of the most interesting classes I have, as my biology class is regular ed...I swear, regular ed people are so duh sometimes (take no offense if you are, I've just never been in a class with them...I'll converse with you still) Wow, I sounded so snooty in that last sentance, but it's not really my fault, as I have been in honors classes since they were available at second grade, so like being thrown in a Biology class in high school with them was like O-O; normies? ^-^;;;; I can so totally handle this...five minutes later, GET ME OUT OF HERE!!! Okay anyways. Have I mentioned how much I adore Regie? Teehee, anyways, my hair is purple at the moment...why you needed to know that, I have no idea, I just felt like saying that. And I barely finished my homework after being home and working for four fracking hours. Part of that was I put off this geometry assignment *looks away nervously* Grr! okay, so anyways, I brought my camera to school and all I got was a video of this guy Eriel (he's almost emolicious without the 'emo' part XD) riding my baritone, which is funny enough on it's own...I wanted to more catch the band at it's weirdest moments XD like the french horn kid blowing bubbles with his toungue and making them fly towards the trumpet players who are really grossed out socials XD So, that's it for school...and pretty much my day. So, any comments o the new site :D or :(

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Monday, July 16, 2007

Hiya.

Today was my first day of school...yay new friends XD. I met these people that were exactly likt me, how neato is that. Then Sinceey couldn't find me. But it was awesome, I love this guy man (not literally), he's like a little part asian slice of home. but anyways, my math teacher is psycho...again. seriously, why do I always have the psycho teachers man T-T but in balance, my English teacher is like totally gothi/punk and awesome. The rest are bleh. In celebration, here's a funny ninja video to entertain you: wasn't that fun? if not than here: Mother's Day: sheesh, was that not fun enough for you? then too bad! Thanks to ElvesAteMyRamen for telling me how to put on videos, I'm working on pictures in the backgrounds of my posts though XD and even getting them on here. you'll never see any pictures of me though, because I've already had one stalker, I don't need another. *fluffs hair* So, this new school is totally awesome, skaters evreywhere in tight pants. *giggles* I'm sorry, I'm a sucker for guys in tight pants, but I'm upset: I saw Regie, and he didn't even say hi, it was like OMG, all I do is put a "kick me" sign on you, and you don't talk to me? WTF!!!! but anyways. XD I'll deal. But I have to drive out there outrageously early, like as in leaving a the ass-crack of the morning to get there on time. -_- ZzZZZzzzzZ CURSE YOU FIRST-PERIOS FORMAL GEOMETRY ACCELLERATED!!!! yeah, can you say COFFEE *note to self, "coffee" has two 'f's in it XD so how's life people? everything okay? cuz my life is like WTF?! where'd that come from right now, my background on here is going to change soon ;_; bye-bye smexy Toshiya, and you're awesome-ness. TTFN~ Taaaaara out ^_~ *ever downcast?*

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

AND ONE DAY, AT BAND CAMP!!!!!!!

yeah, I got back from band camp...yeterday as of about an hour ago XD It was awesome, I mean, it really couldn't have been better. I met this person in art who was totally awesome, but then she ended up likning the same guy there as I did so...that was kind of awkward, ^-^; There will propably be a video on myspace within the next few days having to do with what the counselors there did XD. It may be titled "and one day, at band camp" or "couselors at Cuyamaca" but watch for it, It's hailarious, and the one in the yellow shirt is lurv incarnate :)

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Wednesday, July 4, 2007

   ZZZZzzzZZzZZZZ

Okay, every year, I do this fourth of July parade, but I'd never played piccolo on it...err, I was out of breath about 3/4 of the way through it, and my feet hurt like flippin crazy. and one of my friends baled T_T not cool. but my other friend, Andy, we got into a "who could know the other down first by kicking him/her in the back of the knee" contest. I won I think, I dunno though. It wasn't even funny how many beatles(slug bugs :]) were there, needless to say, some people arms were hurtin' majorly. Wow, I just realized, some people thought I was older than I actually was...my birth-year was wrong :X oops, anyways. Sorry for that whole erm, interupption, but we were marching and right in the middle of a song, and due to my exteremely short attention span (sometimes) I was distracted by some gorgeous emo peoples on the sidelines, tight pants and everything *drools* yeah, but then one of the guys sat in the other guys lap...so ;_; But I never realized how long of a ride it was from Coronado X_X I almost fell asleep on the bus. (Did you know they changed all the buses so know you have to wear these really retarded seat belts now, but they made the vacks higher so the bus drive can't see you) (our bus driver looked like santa clause) we wanted to say "I want a pony, and, and, and, a new dolly, and a bycicle...and a new oil drum to make napalm in" but anyways, I kinda hate fourth of July, we never do anything, mostly. And I missed the after parade party because I went home and sleeeeeeeept. OMG that was the best nap I've ever had...EVA! *stealthy side looks* I was a ninja, and instead of shuriken, I was throwing duplicates of my really insane spaztic cat. Well, to the anime part of my post. I just ordered the Entire Elfen Lied series for sixty bucks woot, go FYE.com, I love you! I love that place, mostly because the one by our house, one of the clerks is totally into screamo, so if you just walk up and ask him to reccommend a band, yo'll get him into and hour long shpeal over the difference in style between the bands, and some really good bands out of it. Plus he smells good, like...mousse, and garnier. wow, I got off sunbject again ^-^; don't take this to heart, I'm just really blonde today. Elfen Lied: It's about these mutants who had these invisible super-arms (called vectors) and the starts spreading the mutation, but one of them is a friggin schyzo, (the one with the most vectore) and she gets like adopted by this family along with another mutant (Nana) (the mutants are called diclonius) who hates the schyzo(Lucy/Mew)and whenever Mew gets onked on the head, she urns outrageously evil, and kills alot (this is a very bloody anime) So anyways, the government is trying to keep these mutants hidden...inside THEIR facility, and they try to catch the loose diclonius. I don't want to go any further for fear of spoilers. Overall, this is a very good anime, though it has a lot of nudity, and dismembered parts flying everywhere. Drama, horror, and action I would think...maybe not horror though. Check it out. MUSIC: okay, I'm getting Dir En Grey: Withering to Death, so I don't have to briefly download songs for like two minutes so I can hear them, yay for Saku! I would reccommend them for anyone who's into grind core with amazing vocals sung by a really short (around 5'4" (yet tremendously smexy asian dude who although you may not believe it is in his early-mid thirties) "Hades" I'd reccommend, along with "Grief" I've posted the "Hades" Lyrics before, but I ca'nt figure out how to put music into my posts X_X Tara out-

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Monday, June 25, 2007

XD this is..sorta true?

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   @_@

oi, I went over to my uncles today...I got so many comment's on my pants it was irritating T_T my cousin andrew was like OMFG when did you wear tight pants, then I had to say, it's emo today...yeah, then they were like OMFG because my shirt said "Lamb of God" <---it's a really good band, I reccomend them if you're into the err...darker? stuff. Then my uncle was like "if you get your lip peirced...change your ways Tara, change your ways..." I was like, OMG, you are not my dad, and just because i'm being emo right now does not mean a goddamn thing. now off of that note...I only have two weeks of vacation left ;_; band camp is the week of the ninth-fouteenth, then school starts up. woot, emo asian school yo! hello regie... It has come to my attentkion that I never post nythnig anime related, but I have come to realize, I don't really watch that much anime anymore...and I guess I've be so busy lately, I mean I'm almost never home...I'm always at the beach, or the movies, or a friends house. It's kinda sad. I'm going to try o get some more artwork up here, I only have two, and the blue on isn't all that great, it's definately not my best. current song: Hades (Dir En Grey) current mood: slightly emoish? anime's I reccomend: Tokko..agaim

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Friday, June 22, 2007

vacation...boring?

Meh, I'm sort of already bored of vacation, which is kind of strange. Who gets bored after not even a week of vacation?! I do, all my friends live on the other side of town...an they tried to teach me how to surf, but it didn't work, 'nuff said. Okay, there are four friends, and we might form an all bass band, but then Ricardo comes an asks me if I want to learn how to scream so I can be their prophet with his band which is my favorite genre (screamo/grind-cor) and I was like OMFG I have an excuse tot alk to Mario now! *gasp* he can help me! So I'm in this dilemma now. I'm watching my cat digging in a sheet right now, it's kind of entertaining, as she is quite fluffly, and all I can see is her tail. anyways, the song for the say: "Suspended by The Throat"- Job For a Cowboy, I heard it this moring on the radio, OMG *gasp* I listened to the radio! and I loved it. Anime's I recommend currently: TOKKO!

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

   bleh...

Okay, I lied, I said I waould add on to the previous post later, but meh, I don't remember what I was going to say 0_o;... well anyways, I got into this huge fight with Sincerey, and I don't really know if we're still friends or not, I had said she looked like a whore when she was doing something and that no one should expect to win anything because they will get crushed and such, and I guess she got all emotional about it, it could have been the way I said it. meh, it's up to her whether we're still friends or not. OMG, im losing weight! O_O i need to sleep all day more often, I'm not healthy though, because I'm constantly tired, but meh. So, I have straight A's, hello snake bites :3= (the new me portrayed smiley form...it looks like a gotee XD)muahahaha! I'm so excited, but if it hurts like a twisted little fuck, I might not do it, I have a high pain tolerance, and sometimes I enjoy pain, but not on my face x_x <---that sounded bad. Oi, I'm so stressed, I got into that new highschool, but I'm also going to bandcamp...again, and bandcamp is the week before school starts, from July 9th-14th. then school starts that monday X_X I have to do all my shooping the week before ;_; but Ozzfest is also coming up, and Dir En Grey is coming to San Diego...in a week *giddy fangirl moment* please note I literally screamed as I typed that. So, I'm happy, except that my mom's been really bitchy T_T I got grounded for not cleaning in the order she wanted (i.e. sock first, then dresser) And I'm worried about Ricardo and Regie...i might ask out Regie which I really want to (hot asian whom I get a long with reeeaaaally well) that sounded like...anyways yeah. *looks stealthily side to side* Tara out.

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