The Last Noodle

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Damn the owner...damn the phone calls.
My boyfriend called me early this morning. When I answered it i was like all sleepy and then i heard his voice. I woke up all freaked out like and hung up. lol. I got scared and i was too embaressed to call him back...i´ve been thinking about it all day. Should i call him back or what? What if he says he´s officially breaking up with me? i am so lost right now.

anyways, me and mr. thomas went for a walk today and this giant damn dog came and scared the hell out of us. I picked up tommy right away, damn dog making him shake, and damn owner for not putting his damn dog on a leash. And also damn the owner for looking at me weird for walking my pet rabbit, lol.
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Friday, January 4, 2008

hey kitties. yesterday i went to the store all pissed off. i just went to buy milk and there was one hell of a line! i was like...what the fuck is this? so i went to go get my milk, which happened quickly, and then i returned to the hell of a line. what really pissed me off was that all these people were cutting me! what kind of shit is that? of course i was too polite to say anything...even though i wanted to. stupid people.

when i finally got to pay, which was very fast, this fucking boy bagged my milk. i was like whatever and then right when i was going to leave he said "normally your supposed to tip the person who bags your things" so i just said to him "it was just a small fucking carton of milk" and then i left.

i have no idea what my problem was, lol. maybe it´s because EVERYONE WHO SAYS THEY CARE AND LOVE ME LEAVE ME!! i don´t know what to do anymore.

i don´t want to go to work...
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Thursday, January 3, 2008

Depression Reeks of Unsatisfaction
hello everyone...sorry I have been too depressed to go online...why am i sad? oh why would care? i hate feeling this way it´s horrible. i don´t even know why i´m sad. maybe it´s because my boyfriend said i was no fun and he wasn´t sure he wanted to be with me anymore. i was alone for the new years and christmas was hell. but he did like the watch...that bastard. i hope you all are having a better time than i am.
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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

   Plans!
sorry about my absense. i have been ill but not anymore. it´s amazing what a few shots can do, lol. my mom didn´t want to help me so i had to ask my older sister. i´m glad she was more understanding. the reason why my mom didn´t help was because...well she thinks i´m a lying mistake that doesn´t deserve her love...or something like that, lol. it doesn´t bother me though. i don´t think.

well, christmas is coming up and i have the perfect gift for my boyfriend! i´m gonna write about it, but promise you wont tell him, tee hee. first i bought him a nice watch, he´s a total gadget freak. secondly i have prepared a night of perfect love making! ha ha, i hope everything goes well...it´ll be so romantic. i hope he´s willing to wear his costume, tee hee. oh, i blush just imagining. and i also am gonna prepare a fabulous dinner! i can hardly wait.

also i bought mr. thomas some new chew toys and made him a sweater. but that little guy came in while i was sewing and knitting...so it isn´t much of a suprise for him anymore.

oh i got some questions for you guys!

1. are you gonna have a fun christmas this year?
2. does it snow where you live?
3. do you like bunnies?
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

yesterday while I was on the internet I started hacking up blood. It was scary. I think I fainted from coughing so much. All I remember is hearing my boyfriends voice in the background and thomas stomping his foot in his cage.

Later that night I woke up in the hospital. I also found out that they had to put several shots in me. Turns out I have a spleen problem. Which bloody sucks and is something I can´t afford right now. which the doctors made clear to me. I didn´t have enough money to continue treatment. I´m thinking about calling my ol mum, maybe she´s forgiven me. After all I´m still her son, right?

I´m going to go to sleep now, maybe take Thomas out and snuggle with him.
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