Wednesday, January 9, 2008

   *sigh*
Why is it when you have friends you know are there, you know your family cares...and yet you still feel alone? *sighs and sits on a couch* I mean I should be happy...but I can't be...it's just not in me for some reason...anywho, so I worked today then went to class at 6 till 9, and came home...that was my whole day
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Tuesday, January 8, 2008

School
Yep, today's my first day back at school and it's gone by pretty well so far, one more class to go in about an hour from now, well here, where I am it's about 5:30, and the last class is 6:30 to 9:15...so yeah, another late night and I'm gonna try to work on some hw, and contemplate saving up for a new comp and my new years resolution. Not a whole lot is new, meeting a few new ppl on myO amazingly lol. It'll be tougher keeping track of my real friends bc of the cramped time I've got now. And yet, I dunno if I'm ready for spring and the summer just yet. *yawn* I just gotta find ways to keep my brain working and up haha, so anyway...yea life is mostly good except still no girl and I tell that alot but honestly that's only bad thing other than my parents stripping the house down to sell and move, that I think is wrong with me. I've got tons of... I think... caring friends lol, and I'm just gonna be making money and getting educated, and as always getting online late. I guess I'm a bit bored waiting for my class to start, hence why I'm writing all this, if you've gotten to this point it's probably good enough, you can stop if you want lol. *sits on the floor against a wall* I've seen quite a few ppl I don't ordinarily see recently and conversated (if that's a word) with them to catch up on life etc. Mostly girls so I can't talk about football or anything really bc most girls i know are just told what team they like by their parents lol. You know me (maybe) always thinking, thinking ahead of my dream house and puppy, and closer than that of the anime con's coming up, one next month and one in june. Prolly won't cosplay for the one next month. Too much work and I planned on going to too it way to soon for me to draft and think and make a costume that quick. Ugh, *places a hand on my forehead and looks at the floor* dunno why I'm so tired all of a sudden...meh I'll get over it xP. Man this is still just a super long post, just me typing what comes to mind...but I just feel like rambling. I haven't done a whole lot this week although it is only tuesday...well anyway, thanks for reading if you did, and I hope everyone had a wonderful day and sorry I don't get to talk much.
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tired
Today went well, got to celebate my friends b-day at a restaurant then talked to a friend for a while catching up, its been a while since i last saw her.
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Monday, January 7, 2008

Could
I could rant and talk about all the stuff in my head, but I know no one really cares or want to read about that so I'm just gonna say sunday was good, and I saw National Treasure with some friends, their idea of course...so yea thats it lol
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Sunday, January 6, 2008

Continue...
ok...so its a cute lil show after all called Girl's High interesting to say the least
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Continue...
I like so many others saw sweeney todd today. Im like paranoid about my neck now lol. I'm busy...err...borderline innocent yuri...heh...^^" not bad...about an all girls' school lol so yea...bbl
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Monday, December 31, 2007

   Not really much
I don't really have much to say, but I figured it's the right thing to do lol, So, happy new years everyone.

Oh and my new years resolution is to start learning Japanese, and eventually move on to Cantonese and Mandarin, haha wish me good luck ^^;;;

Well that's all there is to say, so later!
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Monday, December 24, 2007

   Better Early Than Late
It's a bit early, but I figured before I head out to church I'd say Merry Christmas, Happy Channukah, Kwanzaa, and just Happy Holidays all around. I hope everyone and I mean EVERYONE has a wonderful time enjoying there break from work, school, and just the stresses of life while they can.

I know you all are the best friends, acquaintances if I haven't yet fully met you, and just the best that you all can be, and I need to start trying to do the same and turn over a new leaf for the new year I suppose. I'm sure things will go well eventually and I've just gotta keep my chin up, head raised and look to the future.

Wow, this is a bit of a long post, but so much to say, honestly life isn't going horribly, and I'm sorry for every wrong thing I've done for this entire year....and I just hope you can forgive me in time. I try to make everyone happy, as happy as they can be without worrying about myself. May not always be the best policy but...I try as much as I can, and I hope to do better soon.

Thanks for all the good times this year, and again. Happy Holidays ^_^
I Love you all in one way or another.

~TEW
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Saturday, December 22, 2007

*sigh*
It's been a while...of course life hasn't been going as planned recently, alot of ppl are being crazy a-holes bc of the holiday season trying to get their kid what they want, and driving like maniacs etc. I too have just gotten around to getting christmas presents today for some people on my list, the rest I'm hoping to get tomorrow. Oh and as always I'm just a fugly loser scumbag that's the lowest of lows, in case you didn't already know that....I just try to live life and have fun, but bc of my lack of confidence, self-esteem, and experience with girls I always fail at life sadly...i don't really know what else to say for now, and I'm sorry that this post had to be so much of a waste of time, ranting about stupid stuff....peace....
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Friday, November 30, 2007

Idk...
Idk why, but I feel like posting...not really sure what to say....wondering what's on people's minds and if I have any chance of invading people's thoughts lol. *yawn* tomorrow should be...interesting?
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