Tuesday, February 3, 2004

hmmm, as far as love life goes, i think i'm going to complete give up on kebi. forever, jsut cuz i know it'll never be anything ever again, as if the first time counted. so that narrows it down to koe, ne?

oh joy oh rapture.
my shoulder hurts like hell man...stupid keyboard.
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TricksterQueik in five years

Occupation: Professional Chef

Prized possession: A death-dealing Skittles packet.

Favourite film: The Matrix: Reruns

Age difference: One year younger.

LiveJournal Blurty Neither Fully coded by ianiceboy

so i've installed my tablet, but it makes crazy lines, eh, i guess it'll take time gettin' used too, i won't be drawing for a while, i fractured my collar bone playing soccer. yuuup. that's me. collarbone. soccer. mhmmmmm. smart one rihgt here all. yuuuuuuuup.


right. anyways.i should clear out some of my art.
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Friday, January 30, 2004

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so. i've finally gotten motivation to draw. i want to do some omore so i might while my dad wants me to be quiet. bleh. torn between two people, i hate it, i really do. the one half of me wants to go one way, the half that says i want someone to hold me. and the other half that says i want to help you let me in, the other. arrrrgh. emotions should burn.i've been so analytical today, but no one really noticed. i always try to act happy cuz people tol dme they get angry when i'm angsty. and then they are. if pisses me off. i start being optimistic and then everyone around me looks on the downside of everything. hiss.
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Sunday, January 4, 2004

i have a new lj, for those of you who read it, it's:
http://www.livejournal.com/~evaded_xtc

i need to draw more pics...school needs to start, s'the only time i draw ^^

happy new year all.
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Friday, December 26, 2003

well, christmas was quite nice, got stuff i wanted, i should've given my mom the magazine that i wanted a shirt from, but hell, i'm content. i have some art to upload and scan and such, but i'm feeling lazy, and without school i don't draw ^^ so, eventually i'll have some more up. eventually ^^ happy holidays.
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Saturday, December 13, 2003

i'm working an a realistic abstract. yea. i am. i'm also extremely bored. bleh. i envy people wiht talent

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Monday, December 8, 2003

i drew some cute pics ofme and Anrui in fox form, they look decent, after judy showed me a nice way to draw foxes. bleh >.< i need to work on animals. anywhat, i'll uploadsome pics soon too, maybe my andy and lizzy pics?
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Friday, December 5, 2003

   Grrrr
oh gods, i'm tired, bored, hissy, pissed, depressed somewhat, bitchy, and my head hurts like hell. goddamnit. here, this is a poem, i wrote it to show how i feel as of this moment, cuz i'm grrrrr.

Shards of Sorrow

Nothing quite describes me,
or what i am feeling,
there's no real reason either
little things impact my world,
a stake going through my soul
heart is shattered. why.
there is no justification
for my pain and remorse
bitter feelings for noone
unsung love for a fantasy
a hammer pounding in my head
to figure why i feel,
why i hurt for no one,
head in swirls, screaming
within me, tired out,
a non-existant force
tearing at me inside
clawing at my mind
Stress from somethings
Hurt from nothings
Falling apart in side
and then
b
r
e
a
k
i
n
g...into shards of sorrow.
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Monday, December 1, 2003

oh, bloodymotherfuck. a D, like that's gonna change in two days...fuck.
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