Monday, April 5, 2004

   Think im just happy........
Well im pretty happy at eh moment..although there is a very complicated issue around me, my mate and my sister...but im not going into that. Err i got a nice acoustic guitar today. its an old 60s thing with a built in amp...its beautifull. its also rare and the dude at the shop has only ever seen 2 in 30 yrs. but thats not why i bought it..it sounds great! my band is finally begining to take shape and well...*sigh* nevermind.
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Wednesday, March 31, 2004

heh how cool i took tghis test and i ended up in the 7th lvl of hell lol



Seventh Level of Hell

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Guarded by the Minotaur, who snarls in fury, and encircled within the river Phlegethon, filled with boiling blood, is the Seventh Level of Hell. The violent, the assasins, the tyrants, and the war-mongers lament their pitiless mischiefs in the river, while centaurs armed with bows and arrows shoot those who try to escape their punishment. The stench here is overpowering. This level is also home to the wood of the suicides- stunted and gnarled trees with twisting branches and poisoned fruit. At the time of final judgement, their bodies will hang from their branches. In those branches the Harpies, foul birdlike creatures with human faces, make their nests. Beyond the wood is scorching sand where those who committed violence against God and nature are showered with flakes of fire that rain down against their naked bodies. Blasphemers and sodomites writhe in pain, their tongues more loosed to lamentation, and out of their eyes gushes forth their woe. Usurers, who followed neither nature nor art, also share company in the Seventh Level.

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Sunday, March 21, 2004

thanks....
hey there...jus want to say thanks to all those of you have been kind enough to visit me an my little site...i mean i didnt expect 50 yet alone a hundered visits. this may not seem much to all of you, but it is to me. thank u.....also specail thanks to steel for...well being her.....
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Thursday, March 18, 2004

in regards to my last post
I read stells reply and i would just like to say sorry to her.I agree with her that understands me...and in the message i really was refering to those in my town. which is full of narrow minded prejdudice (sorry bout speling..)fools who seem to hate anything that deviates from the norm. And why do they do this??? Because they have been told that it is not normal for those people to behavie like that or look like that by there peers. they are a complete product of our F*"king society.....
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Wednesday, March 17, 2004

I have decided to writetype out ym thuaghts as they flow from my head and not go back an edit em as i belive that this is the best way to really asy what you fell so sorry if you think this nxt bit makes no sense...
I have come to the conclusion that those aroud me really dont understand me...even though i seem to make friends really easily...... i think i make so many friends to try to avoid bein alone as i hate to be cos i always get f*$ked up and deppressed. oh well i was going to write more but my mind has gone blank....sorry...once again ive screwed up...

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Friday, March 12, 2004

   well im back..
Hi there all..im in a good mood and well im goining to share it.(rather than my usual i hate the world stuff..)I have jus got back from a week with the army in a "look at lif course" man it was great.
we did field drills, conact drills, firing and manouvering
FIBA(fighting in a built up area) canooing assault corse, map reading, strecher race(ok this one hurt like hell but oh well) i met loads of new people and we all got on well. we were divided into two 10 man sections,which where then futher split into two 5 man fire teams, charlie an delta. we parctised all our drills in these sections and got now the people in your really well. I was rather pleased as i got made platoon sargent and was in charge of fire team delt in 1 section. But the best part of the whole week were the excerises. we did two night excerises one section attacking and one defending, each section spent i night as defender an one as attacker.
The first nightthe section i was in was defending a hille an trenches from enemy attack. my fire team had the crappy job of actuly manning the trenchs an the hill whil charli fire team got too do a ambush on the enemy.(sitting for 2 hours in a freezing trench with the only thing keepin ya warm is the odd patrols we run is NOT FUN!)but it was a laugh an i got killed(some ass grenaded my trench) but we got are revenge the nxt night when we got to attack them when they defended a house in the middle of no where.
we tore them apart both fire teams got fr closer to the house than we expected(although my fire team crawled for a mile through mud along a fence to remain unseen.) the other section did a really cheaky thin an alked up to the house with the corpral, del(fire team had a proper soldeier with em) an lobbed genades in the window berfore egging it!! well i could go into more detail but the post id huge already so i wont...but afterwards the corpral saiid we did F*&king ecelent and preformed all the right manouvers. i had a great time i know have a massive cold and chest infection but it was worth it! i think ive found my career. thanks if ya took the time to read all that!
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Friday, March 5, 2004

   loosing direction...
Well i would like to appologise for not posting on my site in a while...basicly ive been a bit sick an i jus couldnt bring myself to....sorry. I have been visiting your sites and artwork still and id like to say how cool everyones was(then you get mine...how crap..)im a a bit of a standstill in my life at the moment i dont know what im going to do with it or anything...i jus seem stuck doing the same crappy stuff... oh well ive got to go ill try to post a longer post later.
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Wednesday, February 25, 2004

   life full of tests....
well i went to the doctors yesterday,and he said for me to have a blood test. so im jus back from having that done, its testing my liver function an a few other bits...dunno why my liver is being tested but oh well:) at least im getting closer to some awnsers to what it is. I must say the whole experiance was made much more enjoyabe by the fact that the whole time i was there the fire alarm had got stuck during testing an they coulnt get it off..lolol. heh, let me see..oh yeah i went round a friend of mines yesterday to teach him how to play guitar...he now jus about nows the intro to "come as you are",progress was slow....but we had a good laugh. what else... oh yeah i now fell happy for no reason at the mo despite numerous crappy things happening so fir the time being life is good and im not sad...i might aswell enjoy this felling as i doubt it last to long!!!!

oh well cya all soon have a good time till my nxt post:)
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Tuesday, February 24, 2004

this week i'll mostly be eating.....
Hmm i must post much more reguly,its jus my time is almost all taken up at the moment. im in the middle of course work for all my collage courses, im doing 3 manga projects, i have to learn "the man who sold the world" by friday on my guitar,so im very pushed for time.

One good bit of news is that i have finally got a doctors appointment about my stomach, so i hope he will have good news an nothing serious,although im kinda suspecting something though it may jus be paranoia. hmm let me see what else.... oh yeah im wrting songs again(its been a while.) but since i fell pretty crappy still i thuaght i might aswell. one im working on at the mo is called role modle, nutin special jus a bit of a rant about how i hate peolplesdouble standards....(naming no names..) right well i better get off. if your reading this tnx for taking the time to read the whole thing.

p.s if you play a instrument an live in either norfolk or sufolk the drop me a line on my email or msn.

cya all soon...
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Wednesday, February 18, 2004

jus when i felt alittle better...
someone i know died...:(. it was one of the people at my work,apprently he had a fall and hit his head... its all so sad as i only knwe him for 4 mounths and he was a really nice bloke,easily approachable and full of life.(and what made it worse was that i heard it second hand over the phone rather than at work that day) it got me thinking about how short life is and all that again but this time i have decided that life is two short so im going to try to enjoy it more. So i have decided to dedicate the upcuming performance of "the man who sold the world" and "something in the way" to my dead workmate, i think there quite suitable and i hope he would think so to....cya man hope your happy.well thats it for now ill c you all later too.....


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