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Sunday, August 5, 2007


A Resolve?
myOtaku: TrigunMax

Requests... are ALWAYS OPEN!!!
I can do quite some stuff... Drawings, layouts, icons/avatars, banners, almost any kind of design. You name it, and I'll see what I can do. You go PM me!!

PERSONAL REQUEST SITE
A list of my sites | My deviantART account

December 24, 2007 ~ For 12/25

__Personal Request Site
Send your requests to me! Or see if your requests have been taken in.
__Anime Kichigai
Work alongside with me on the site! (You don't have to know HTML.)
__Galbadia Hotel
Please help me gain points.

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I'm going to try to be more obsessed with blogging. Lol. I want to try to post every day. If not, every other day... Because that way, I won't feel lonely! I'll be more open about the things I do in life so I'll have something to say. Lol. No good?

Well, for now, I guess I'll ask questions..? Lol.
1) Do you watch drama movies? Japanese drama? Korean drama? Etc.?
2) Do you like to read "fan" fictions? Even if none of the characters are from series of anime, etc.? (Hence the quotes around 'fan'.)
3) Do you like to write, read, or draw more?
4) If I held another graphic contest, would you enter?
5) Do you hate me, like me, or feel nothing about me? (Lol.)
6) Do you like my layouts, wallpapers, or drawings better?
7) Do you want me to add more wallpapers, drawings, or comics to my portfolio?

Well... I'll end it here this time. Lol. Don't you love questions?
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Daily Questions:
1) Do I owe you any requests? If so, please remind me.
2) Do you know about PHP?
4) Do you have any of the following songs:
From Anime
Anime - Song Title [Original Artist]
- Fruits Basket - Serenade Pf. Solo version [Ritsuko Okazaki]
- Hana Yori Dango - Todoku ka na [CaYOKO]
- Kaleido Star - Yakusoku no Basho e w/ Kaleido Stars [?]
- RahXephon - Hemisphere (instrumental) [Maaya Sakamoto]
** If you have any of these songs, please notify me and tell me which one(s) you have. Thank you!

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Wednesday, August 1, 2007


New Sites!
myOtaku: TrigunMax

Requests... are ALWAYS OPEN!!!
I can do quite some stuff... Drawings, layouts, icons/avatars, banners, almost any kind of design. You name it, and I'll see what I can do. You go PM me!!

PERSONAL REQUEST SITE
A list of my sites | My deviantART account

December 24, 2007 ~ For 12/25

__Personal Request Site
Send your requests to me! Or see if your requests have been taken in.
__FictionPress: saekimidori
Visit to read my current story, The Decoders! Feedback would be appreciated!
__Anime Kichigai
Work alongside with me on the site! (You don't have to know HTML.)
__Galbadia Hotel
Please help me gain points.

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I am happy to announce that my site has a new host!!! Yahoo!!!

I wanted to start anew, so the site is pretty empty, but the other site is my personal portfolio, so it's not as empty... Lol.

Graphics site: The Last Good-Bye Productions
Personal Portfolio: Severed Soul

Thanks to Sweet-Mizuki to introducing me to this host!

Well, it's kind of late now, so I'm just going to watch a movie and go to bed! Lol.

Have a good day, everyone!
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Daily Questions:
1) Do I owe you any requests? If so, please remind me.
2) Do you know about PHP?
4) Do you have any of the following songs:
From Anime
Anime - Song Title [Original Artist]
- Fruits Basket - Serenade Pf. Solo version [Ritsuko Okazaki]
- Hana Yori Dango - Todoku ka na [CaYOKO]
- Kaleido Star - Yakusoku no Basho e w/ Kaleido Stars [?]
- RahXephon - Hemisphere (instrumental) [Maaya Sakamoto]
** If you have any of these songs, please notify me and tell me which one(s) you have. Thank you!

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007


Characters List
myOtaku: TrigunMax

Requests... are ALWAYS OPEN!!!
I can do quite some stuff... Drawings, layouts, icons/avatars, banners, almost any kind of design. You name it, and I'll see what I can do. You go PM me!!

PERSONAL REQUEST SITE
A list of my sites | My deviantART account

December 24, 2007 ~ For 12/25

__Personal Request Site
Send your requests to me! Or see if your requests have been taken in.
__FictionPress: saekimidori
Visit to read my current story, The Decoders! Feedback would be appreciated!
__Anime Kichigai
Work alongside with me on the site! (You don't have to know HTML.)
__Galbadia Hotel
Please help me gain points.

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Well, Homsar88 said that I should put up the list of characters I'll be drawing. Well, in a way... Whatever. Lol. Well, here it is. They're mostly characters that I think are really attractive and stuff. Most of them are from the same series, but whatever... Eh?

Bleach
Abarai Renji
Aizen Sousuke
Grimmjaw
Hisagi Shuuhei
Hitsugaya Toushirou
Ichimaru Gin
Inoue Orihime
Ise Nanao
Ishida Ryuuken
Ishida Uryuu
Kuchiki Byakuya
Kuchiki Rukia
Kurosaki Ichigo
Kurosaki Karin
Kusajika Yachiru
Shiba Kaien
Shihouin Yoruichi
Soi Fong
Ukitake Jyuushiro
Ulquiorra
Final Fantasy VII
Vincent Valentine
Kyo Kara Maou
Murata Ken
Mahoromatic
Ryuga Toh
Naruto
Aburame Shino
Gaara
Haku
Haruno Sakura
Hatake Kakashi
Shodaime
Nidaime
Yondaime
Godaime
Hyuuga Hinata
Hyuuga Neji
Yamanaka Ino
Inuzuka Kiba
Umuino Iruka
Uchiha Itachi
Uchiha Sasuke
Yakushi Kabuto
Kimimaro
Rock Lee
Mitarashi Anko
Uzumaki Naruto
Nara Shikamaru
Orochimaru
Shizune
Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge
Sunako (in dress [episode 25])

If you want to add to the list, go right ahead! Tell me the full name of the character and the series he or she is from.

Angel Zakuro: Those are the lyrics from the song from Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. When it played in the series, it was in English.

I finally finished Arisawa Tatsuki, one of them. I have it posted up, and it's your choice whether to see it or not. But I really don't think it came out all that great.

Well, that's all I can think of saying for now... So later, guys!
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Daily Questions:
1) Do I owe you any requests? If so, please remind me.
2) Do you know about PHP?
3) Do you know any good sites that provide free web hosting?
4) Do you have any of the following songs:
From Anime
Anime - Song Title [Original Artist]
- Fruits Basket - Serenade Pf. Solo version [Ritsuko Okazaki]
- Hana Yori Dango - Todoku ka na [CaYOKO]
- Kaleido Star - Yakusoku no Basho e w/ Kaleido Stars [?]
- RahXephon - Hemisphere (instrumental) [Maaya Sakamoto]
** If you have any of these songs, please notify me and tell me which one(s) you have. Thank you!

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Monday, July 23, 2007


Um, Stuff...
myOtaku: TrigunMax

Requests... are ALWAYS OPEN!!!
I can do quite some stuff... Drawings, layouts, icons/avatars, banners, almost any kind of design. You name it, and I'll see what I can do. You go PM me!!

PERSONAL REQUEST SITE
A list of my sites | My deviantART account

December 24, 2007 ~ For 12/25

__Personal Request Site
Send your requests to me! Or see if your requests have been taken in.
__FictionPress: saekimidori
Visit to read my current story, The Decoders! Feedback would be appreciated!
__Anime Kichigai
Work alongside with me on the site! (You don't have to know HTML.)
__Galbadia Hotel
Please help me gain points.
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(Bad subject title... Lol.)

I added something to the above of this post. Well, it's going to be there for awhile. Hehe. Please help me gain points for Galbadia Hotel! Details will be there when you click the link.

I am happy to announce that my music request list has decreased!! By a lot!! Yay~ I'm so happy. All the songs I received from Sister Princess Re Pure is all thanks to Angel Zakuro. Thanks so, so much! Remember to tell me if you need anything!

I just finished watching Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle, and I think it's the 3rd time recently that I've seen a disappointing ending.
There are a lot of insert songs in that anime! And I wanted to download all of them, because the majority of them sound good. And... well, I'm just like that. But I'm having trouble finding out the title of the song, so I thought I'd ask you guys. Here are the lyrics that I received from the anime:

Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle . . .
Now we've come so far from darkness
And we'll never be apart
So we'll leave for tomorrow
To start our lives again
Find me in my tiny feathers
Of my holy ancient days
You will calm all my sadness
And ring your song only for me

Find me there, my tiny feathers
Of my holy ancient days
I will calm al your sadness
And sing my song for you...
For you

If you guys know the title of this song and/or artist, please tell me! Thanks!

Well, I don't really have much else to talk about... unfortunately. But I made a huge list of characters I'll be drawing. If you guys want to know it, I don't mind typing it up to let you guys see. It'll also help me in a way that I'll have something to talk about the next time I post. And I'll let you guys add to the list, as well. It'll be fun. I'll also be coloring all of them, since I don't like how black and white my portfolio looks, so look forward to it!
So far, I've drawn Arisawa Tatsuki from Bleach twice. And Chaos-sama from Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle. I've only finished the line art for Arisawa Tatsuki on Photoshop, so I'll have to get coloring soon.

Um, well, now I really have nothing much else to say. So until next time!

Oh, and I added a new question below. Please see it!

EDIT
I just visited Shireishou's site and saw she took a quiz. I thought I'd take it, too, since I didn't have much else to do. Here was my result:
52%How Addicted to Blogging Are You?

Free Online Dating from Mingle2


Ah! I'm recalling things. I hope I'm not talking about too many things that you guys will forget what I said previously...
About my story, The Decoders, m3ia and I are actually working on it together. Well, I'm doing the story and working on everything else. But she's doing all the drawing and coloring and stuff. Since I want to keep the same style. But let me let you in on a secret... She's slacking off! Haha... Well, I don't really mind. But I just wish it could all be done soon, because I can't seem to work on my part without seeing the results of the what she does first.
Well, aside from that, m3ia already posted 2 of my characters from The Decoders in her portfolio. You can go see it if you'd like. One of them is really hot, so you have to see him, girls! Lol. I would also like to see what you guys have to say. (Yes, girls, too.) Well, I'll give you the links to them, so here:

Kier Fornet: click here
Kijura Hasari: click here

And don't forget about the new question down below! Lol.
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Daily Questions:
1) Do I owe you any requests? If so, please remind me.
2) Do you know about PHP?
3) Do you know any good sites that provide free web hosting?
4) Do you have any of the following songs:
From Anime
Anime - Song Title [Original Artist]
- Fruits Basket - Serenade Pf. Solo version [Ritsuko Okazaki]
- Hana Yori Dango - Todoku ka na [CaYOKO]
- Kaleido Star - Yakusoku no Basho e w/ Kaleido Stars [?]
- RahXephon - Hemisphere (instrumental) [Maaya Sakamoto]
** If you have any of these songs, please notify me and tell me which one(s) you have. Thank you!

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007


New Artwork - Lady
myOtaku: TrigunMax

Requests... are ALWAYS OPEN!!!
I can do quite some stuff... Drawings, layouts, icons/avatars, banners, almost any kind of design. You name it, and I'll see what I can do. You go PM me!!

PERSONAL REQUEST SITE
A list of my sites | My deviantART account

December 24, 2007 ~ For 12/25

__Personal Request Site
Send your requests to me! Or see if your requests have been taken in.
__FictionPress: saekimidori
Visit to read my current story, The Decoders! Feedback would be appreciated!
__Anime Kichigai
Work alongside with me on the site! (You don't have to know HTML.)
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A new artwork! I know I haven't been doing a lot lately. Well, here's one! I was going to use this instead of what I used for the picture I chose for 1000 Hits, but I guess not.

Yesterday was a kind of cool day... Three of my friends came over and we were going to watch videos, but none of us really were paying attention, so we played Chinese Poker. And then the guy there wanted to play Mahjong, so we played Mahjong. None of us really knew how to play except for the guy, so he taught all of us. The other 2 girls caught up pretty quickly, but I was really slow and until now I still don't really get it.

The night before yesterday, I only had 2 hours of sleep. I woke up around 3:30AM because my brother came back from Maryland, and afterwards, I couldn't fall asleep anymore. After 2 hours of trying to fall asleep, I finally decided to get out of bed at 5:30AM. And then I took a shower and waited like 14 hours for my friends to arrive. It was a mighty long wait!

Last night, a guy from my neighborhood told me to go outside and meet him like at midnight. And my mom said there was a guy waiting for me outside, so I quickly got out of the house because I almost forgot. He wanted to show me his new clothes. Like his new jacket and his new shirt about a police department thing. Knowing him, it's really not that much of a big deal, for him to ask me to get out of the house for that. It's also because he says we should hang out more often. Even though we live practically right across from each other, we never really see each other.

Well, some time before we left, he said that I should go out with the guy who was over at my house earlier (the guy who taught everyone else how to play Mahjong). He said that I should hang out with him more often, saying he's a nice guy and he's quiet like me... Saying we have stuff in common. Lol. But he's more talkative than I am, really.

Lol. So what he said kind of surprised me. But I'm not really interested in dating guys who are younger than me... Even though he is really just like 4 months younger than I am. Lol. But I did kind of had these weird feelings inside me after awhile of knowing him from school before school ended. But I doubt I'm going to say or do anything about it. Lol.

Apologies for this nonsense ramble. Hehe.
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Daily Questions:
1) Do I owe anyone any requests? If so, please remind me.
2) Does anyone know about PHP?
3) Do you have any of the following songs:
Artist - Song Title
Shuji to Akira - kizuna
Megumi Hayashibara - I'll Be There
From Anime
Anime - Song Title [Original Artist]
- Fruits Basket - Serenade Pf. Solo version [Ritsuko Okazaki]
- Hana Yori Dango - Kenka no Ato de [Tomohiko Kikuta]
- Hana Yori Dango - Todoku ka na [CaYOKO]
- Kaleido Star - Yakusoku no Basho e w/ Kaleido Stars [?]
- RahXephon - Hemisphere (instrumental) [Maaya Sakamoto]
- Sister Princess Re Pure endings, all sang by [Ritsuko Okazaki]
- Lyric
- Sugao
- Sweet Dreams
- Sorewa Atashi no Kokoronano
- Reminiscence
- Be Happy, Please!
- Haru no Yorokobi
- Mamoritai Hito Ga Ite
- Issho ni Tabeyo
- Romantic Connection
** If you have any of these songs, please notify me and tell me which one(s) you have. Thank you!

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Monday, July 16, 2007


Thanks For 1000 Hits!
myOtaku: TrigunMax

Requests... are ALWAYS OPEN!!!
I can do quite some stuff... Drawings, layouts, icons/avatars, banners, almost any kind of design. You name it, and I'll see what I can do. You go PM me!!

PERSONAL REQUEST SITE
A list of my sites | My deviantART account

December 24, 2007 ~ For 12/25

__Personal Request Site
Send your requests to me! Or see if your requests have been taken in.
__FictionPress: saekimidori
Visit to read my current story, The Decoders! Feedback would be appreciated!
__Anime Kichigai
Work alongside with me on the site! (You don't have to know HTML.)
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Thanks for 1000 hits, guys! I posted up a thank you art in my portfolio. But really, it's not much... Apologies. I need to think of better images to draw out on occasions like these. Heh heh.

Well, that's all for now. I'm in a hurry!
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Daily Questions:
1) Do I owe anyone any requests? If so, please remind me.
2) Does anyone know about PHP?
3) Do you have any of the following songs:
Artist - Song Title
Shuji to Akira - kizuna
Megumi Hayashibara - I'll Be There
From Anime
Anime - Song Title [Original Artist]
- Fruits Basket - Serenade Pf. Solo version [Ritsuko Okazaki]
- Hana Yori Dango - Kenka no Ato de [Tomohiko Kikuta]
- Hana Yori Dango - Todoku ka na [CaYOKO]
- Kaleido Star - Yakusoku no Basho e w/ Kaleido Stars [?]
- RahXephon - Hemisphere (instrumental) [Maaya Sakamoto]
- Sister Princess Re Pure endings, all sang by [Ritsuko Okazaki]
- Lyric
- Sugao
- Sweet Dreams
- Sorewa Atashi no Kokoronano
- Reminiscence
- Be Happy, Please!
- Haru no Yorokobi
- Mamoritai Hito Ga Ite
- Issho ni Tabeyo
- Romantic Connection
** If you have any of these songs, please notify me and tell me which one(s) you have. Thank you!

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Saturday, July 14, 2007


New Layout
myOtaku: TrigunMax

Requests... are ALWAYS OPEN!!!
I can do quite some stuff... Drawings, layouts, icons/avatars, banners, almost any kind of design. You name it, and I'll see what I can do. You go PM me!!

PERSONAL REQUEST SITE
A list of my sites | My deviantART account

December 24, 2007 ~ For 12/25

__Personal Request Site
Send your requests to me! Or see if your requests have been taken in.
__FictionPress: saekimidori
Visit to read my current story, The Decoders! Feedback would be appreciated!
__Anime Kichigai
Work alongside with me on the site! (You don't have to know HTML.)
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As a reminder: Please help with the Galbadia Hotel situation as I mentioned yesterday.

Well, I made a new layout like I said I would! And it's an orange theme this time! I noticed I usually use the colors blue and red, so I tried to go for something else this time. I even named the title of the layout 'orange'! Although it's really not much... Well, I think this is going to be the layout I'm going to use to enter Sweet-Mizuki's contest. I hope it won't bring me to a disadvantage. Well, please vote for me! I'll put up the picture Sweet-Mizuki provided for me...



Until next time!
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Daily Questions:
1) Do I owe anyone any requests? If so, please remind me.
2) Does anyone know about PHP?
3) Do you have any of the following songs:
Artist - Song Title
Shuji to Akira - kizuna
Megumi Hayashibara - I'll Be There
From Anime
Anime - Song Title [Original Artist]
- Fruits Basket - Serenade Pf. Solo version [Ritsuko Okazaki]
- Hana Yori Dango - Kenka no Ato de [Tomohiko Kikuta]
- Hana Yori Dango - Todoku ka na [CaYOKO]
- Kaleido Star - Yakusoku no Basho e w/ Kaleido Stars [?]
- RahXephon - Hemisphere (instrumental) [Maaya Sakamoto]
- Sister Princess Re Pure endings, all sang by [Ritsuko Okazaki]
- Lyric
- Sugao
- Sweet Dreams
- Sorewa Atashi no Kokoronano
- Reminiscence
- Be Happy, Please!
- Haru no Yorokobi
- Mamoritai Hito Ga Ite
- Issho ni Tabeyo
- Romantic Connection
** If you have any of these songs, please notify me and tell me which one(s) you have. Thank you!

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Friday, July 13, 2007


Mostly About Galbadia Hotel
myOtaku: TrigunMax

Requests... are ALWAYS OPEN!!!
I can do quite some stuff... Drawings, layouts, icons/avatars, banners, almost any kind of design. You name it, and I'll see what I can do. You go PM me!!

PERSONAL REQUEST SITE
A list of my sites | My deviantART account

December 24, 2007 ~ For 12/25

__Personal Request Site
Send your requests to me! Or see if your requests have been taken in.
__FictionPress: saekimidori
Visit to read my current story, The Decoders! Feedback would be appreciated!
__Anime Kichigai
Work alongside with me on the site! (You don't have to know HTML.)
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Hey guys.

I've been using my friend's laptop for the internet these couple of days. But I never posted anything because I didn't have anything to say. I've only been dealing with PMs here at myOtaku.
Well, hopefully I can continue using her laptop until I get my internet back. But I'm still not going to ask my brother for it because I'm not going to give in so easily this time. He's practically got on my last nerve.

Well, I have an account at Galbadia Hotel, and I need your help. I need points so that I can "mass download" forever . . . I don't know, some of you who have accounts there might know what I'm talking about. Well, all I need you guys to do is help visit three sites. Each site will give me a point. I need 1000 points in total. Yeah, I know it's a lot. One computer can only give me 3 points if they visit each site once. Meaning, if you click on them one day, and wait tomorrow and click again, it probably won't work. So it would be really great of you if you can help send the links to your friends. That way, I can get the points more easily and stuff. And if you do, I'll be forever grateful. And the next time you ask for a favor, I'll do it if it's within my reach.
Well, here's the link to the other 3 links that I need you guys to visit:
http://www.freewebs.com/sae-shadow/links.htm

If it's not too much to ask for... Thanks so much!
I even typed up the explanation on that same page so that when you give the link to others that you know, you don't have to do the explaining all over again for me.
That's about it... Again, thank you!

Aside from that, I'm going to be leaving soon for Manhattan. I'm going to do some ceramics stuff with my mentor. I'm actually not exactly sure what's going to happen, but hopefully it'll be fun. And hopefully she'll join in with me... I wouldn't want to do it alone.

I'll also be joining Sweet-Mizuki's contest soon. Vote for me~ Lol.

And again, apologies for my last post. It was really depressing, I guess... But I wouldn't say disregard it... That's really how I feel... And thanks for your comments.

Well, have a good day everyone.
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Daily Questions:
1) Do I owe anyone any requests? If so, please remind me.
2) Does anyone know about PHP?
3) Do you have any of the following songs:
Artist - Song Title
Shuji to Akira - kizuna
Megumi Hayashibara - I'll Be There
From Anime
Anime - Song Title [Original Artist]
- Fruits Basket - Serenade Pf. Solo version [Ritsuko Okazaki]
- Hana Yori Dango - Kenka no Ato de [Tomohiko Kikuta]
- Hana Yori Dango - Todoku ka na [CaYOKO]
- Kaleido Star - Yakusoku no Basho e w/ Kaleido Stars [?]
- RahXephon - Hemisphere (instrumental) [Maaya Sakamoto]
- Sister Princess Re Pure endings, all sang by [Ritsuko Okazaki]
- Lyric
- Sugao
- Sweet Dreams
- Sorewa Atashi no Kokoronano
- Reminiscence
- Be Happy, Please!
- Haru no Yorokobi
- Mamoritai Hito Ga Ite
- Issho ni Tabeyo
- Romantic Connection
** If you have any of these songs, please notify me and tell me which one(s) you have. Thank you!

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Monday, July 9, 2007


Stress is Infuriating!
myOtaku: TrigunMax

Requests... are ALWAYS OPEN!!!
I can do quite some stuff... Drawings, layouts, icons/avatars, banners, almost any kind of design. You name it, and I'll see what I can do. You go PM me!!

PERSONAL REQUEST SITE
A list of my sites | My deviantART account

December 24, 2007 ~ For 12/25

__Personal Request Site
Send your requests to me! Or see if your requests have been taken in.
__FictionPress: saekimidori
Visit to read my current story, The Decoders! Feedback would be appreciated!
__Anime Kichigai
Work alongside with me on the site! (You don't have to know HTML.)
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Hello all.

Sorry I haven't visited your sites for awhile. I was disconnected from the internet for a long while and then I came back for a post. But I think hardly anyone read the post that day so it probably looks like I've been gone for an even longer time.

Well, the thing is, a few days after that post, my brother and I got into another ridiculous argument and he went and disconnected me again. Seriously, it's so [insert word] of him to do that to threaten me. (Honestly, it's just so ridiculous that I still haven't thought of the word to describe it.) It's so infuriating! I mean, I'm not really that angry that I'm getting disconnected. It's just... "uber ridiculous" that he thinks disconnecting me from the internet will make me react. Seriously, screw him. He can burn in freaking hell. Have his whole life shoved up his ass.
Apologies. I don't know what I'm saying. It's just really that infuriating.

After that, I thought a lot about things. I was thinking of taking the airplane by myself and go to live with my father in China. But can a 16-year-old do that? So I asked my mom and stuff, and she thought it was strange of me to ask. She thought it was because I miss my father just that much. But it's because I don't want to see my brother's face anymore.

And since I probably couldn't do that, I thought another option would be to run away from home. Even if I have nowhere to go. I'll find a decent enough place to sleep. Or I can wander around during the day and rest at the bench at our porch, but never return home. No one in this family understands me, and they don't even try to. I don't have a lot of friends, but the one who I thought was closest to me doesn't support me. And one who I thought was the only one who could help me and keep me "stable" no longer does. What I mean is, I feel like I'm losing everything.

To be honest, I think the reason why I don't care so much if I said, "I'm definitely getting a job this summer!" but end up not getting one and not really giving any much care at all is because I really don't feel like living anymore. That may not be the best example, but... Let's say: I get a low score on a major exam which affects my future, and I could retake it again. But I don't because I don't care that much.
Well, that's what I think. Some people threaten to harm me and cause me danger, but I tell them, "Go right ahead." I feel like I'm ready to die any time, any day. I can sit around at home all day and called useless, I don't care. I really just don't give a damn anymore. And no one is around to listen.

Well, apologies for this gloomy post. I just felt like putting it out there. People say if one lets things out and tell it to someone else, they'll feel better. But in my case, I really feel no different. But sorry to have come back with depressing things to say. I probably won't be around for another extended period of time. Take care till then.
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Daily Questions:
1) Do I owe anyone any requests? If so, please remind me.
2) Do you have any of the following songs:
Artist - Song Title
Shuji to Akira - kizuna
Megumi Hayashibara - I'll Be There
From Anime
Anime - Song Title [Original Artist]
- Fruits Basket - Serenade Pf. Solo version [Ritsuko Okazaki]
- Hana Yori Dango - Kenka no Ato de [Tomohiko Kikuta]
- Hana Yori Dango - Todoku ka na [CaYOKO]
- Kaleido Star - Yakusoku no Basho e w/ Kaleido Stars [?]
- RahXephon - Hemisphere (instrumental) [Maaya Sakamoto]
- Sister Princess Re Pure endings, all sang by [Ritsuko Okazaki]
- Lyric
- Sugao
- Sweet Dreams
- Sorewa Atashi no Kokoronano
- Reminiscence
- Be Happy, Please!
- Haru no Yorokobi
- Mamoritai Hito Ga Ite
- Issho ni Tabeyo
- Romantic Connection
** If you have any of these songs, please notify me and tell me which one(s) you have. Thank you!

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Wednesday, July 4, 2007


Whoa!
myOtaku: TrigunMax

Requests... are ALWAYS OPEN!!!
I can do quite some stuff... Drawings, layouts, icons/avatars, banners, almost any kind of design. You name it, and I'll see what I can do. You go PM me!!

PERSONAL REQUEST SITE
A list of my sites | My deviantART account

December 24, 2007 ~ For 12/25

__Personal Request Site
Send your requests to me! Or see if your requests have been taken in.
__FictionPress: saekimidori
Visit to read my current story, The Decoders! Feedback would be appreciated!
__Anime Kichigai
Work alongside with me on the site! (You don't have to know HTML.)
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Okay, I've been dead for awhile.

My brother and I got into an argument... a long time ago. And eventually, we made a deal. I had to beat a game or Tales of the Abyss (apparently, I didn't hear him clearly) in order for me to get connected to the internet again. Unfortunately, he has full control of that stuff... So it's gayness. So I went and played TOTA like crazy. I played like 13 hours a day. And took like... I don't know, 3 days to finish? I have no idea, actually. I would do the math and all, but I'm too lazy to load the game and see my time frame. Well, anyway, I just beat the game about an hour and a half ago and immediately came on to the internet after I asked my brother to connect me back to the internet. Apparently, it took me about 1 1/2 hours to comment on stuff at deviantART. And I'm really hungry now.

While I was playing TOTA, I got stuck on some stuff, so I paused for awhile and played FFXII for awhile. And I think I really like it! I was thinking about it a lot. When I reverted back to TOTA to finish it, I was anxious and stuff to get it done. My favorite characters are Jade and Dist... But Asch is really hot... And so is Guy. I would have to say Asch is hotter, although I used to think Guy came first.

Well anyway, that pretty much explains my long absence. I have a bunch of other stuff to do before I go to sleep, so I'm just going to end it here... A lot of people have been working on their art and stuff while I was gone... While I haven't done much of anything in awhile...

Anyhow, hope you all are enjoying your summer!

(Above was really just a copy and paste from my journal entry at deviantART.) But oh well. It's late and again, I'm STARVING. I'm 3AM right now. But what the heck, I'm going to go catch up on my anime.

I probably have other things to talk about, but they slipped out of my mind. Heh. Unfortunately. Anyhow, for me, good night!

Oh yeah... I remember one of the things I wanted to talk about. It's been rather cold these days!! I was actually wearing a jacket about a day or 2 ago. (I've been staying up so late these past couple of days, I really don't know how long it's been since I last updated here.)
So, yeah, it's really ironic, since it IS summer! And right now, I'm wearing a thin black thing... I really don't know what to call it. But whatever.

So, yeah, onto checking a few other sites now and then anime for maybe another hour or so.

And about my coughing... (Hey, the topics are coming back to me.) I took about 4-5 medications and it finally calmed down... It's been alright for awhile, but suddenly, I feel bad again since maybe an hour ago or so. Ya think it's because I'm staying up late all the time?

I'll also be making a new layout since it is a new month... And happy 4th of July!

Well... That's all I'll talk about for today. Have a good one!
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Daily Questions:
1) Do I owe anyone any requests? If so, please remind me.
2) Do you have any of the following songs:
Artist - Song Title
Shuji to Akira - kizuna
Megumi Hayashibara - I'll Be There
From Anime
Anime - Song Title [Original Artist]
- Fruits Basket - Serenade Pf. Solo version [Ritsuko Okazaki]
- Hana Yori Dango - Kenka no Ato de [Tomohiko Kikuta]
- Hana Yori Dango - Todoku ka na [CaYOKO]
- Kaleido Star - Yakusoku no Basho e w/ Kaleido Stars [?]
- RahXephon - Hemisphere (instrumental) [Maaya Sakamoto]
- Sister Princess Re Pure endings, all sang by [Ritsuko Okazaki]
- Lyric
- Sugao
- Sweet Dreams
- Sorewa Atashi no Kokoronano
- Reminiscence
- Be Happy, Please!
- Haru no Yorokobi
- Mamoritai Hito Ga Ite
- Issho ni Tabeyo
- Romantic Connection
** If you have any of these songs, please notify me and tell me which one(s) you have. Thank you!

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