Monday, October 20, 2003

   nothing much
Yea, it's kinda slow today in the counseling office... nothing much to do.
Chirstina asked if i'm the 1 Levi asked to HC. I was like... uhuh.. how do u know...and she was like every1 knows Levi. I was like kewl.... but 2b honest, i was pretty excited.
Lisa said he wanna know me and stuff, but i'm not really sure... It sux! I mean i was acting really normal b4 i knew the whole Levi-wanna-ask-me-to-HC thing.. it was fun. Now, i feel really awkward and kinda shy... SUX SUX SUX!
G2G
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Sunday, October 19, 2003

   Oct break SUX!!!
Levi called me and he explained everything that he didnt plan to come over on Saturday or Friday!!! Lisaaaa..... i'll kill you. No i wont. HAHAH jk. I love you Lisa. You've been really great. I like him, but I wouldnt picked him over you, EVER.
Today, Levi, both Lisa came to the picnic. It was cuz my "fake" parents wanna see him b4 HC. It is stupid. He's not my bf, just hanging out 2gether. But i can understand that they just wanna make sure if it's ok for me to go w/ him. They talked for a little bit. Then we walked around the place. When i got back, my mama was mad cuz we went off. I was like: what the heck! who cares! They didnt feel comfortable talking in front of whole bunch adults, i dont blame them! And it's not like they were talking to us for the whole time anywayz. Oh well, watever!! (To Lisa: i can imagine your voice when u say this, LOL!!)

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   CRAPPPPP!!!
Levi called me.. we were just talking bout stuff, and it went on for like 40 mins, and passed my curfew time 10pm. CRAP!!! Now my curfew is 9pm! This is soooo stupid... i'm not a 3year old kid. GRRRRRR!!!
Sooooooo stupiddd!!!!
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   SUX!!!
First Levi couldnt come yesterday. He went camping with his Hot Pockets somewhere. I waited for him forever. Lisa called me and told me bout the whole plan. I was so mad and bursted into tears.
Then Levi called and explained everything. That really helped, cuz a second ago i was gonna ..grrr.... kill him probably.
I went to the mall, AZ Mills. That place sux. There're no Abercrombie or Hot Topic. I couldnt find my cool sexy knee high boots and those kewl white baggy pants or the stripped red mini skirt in hot topic. GRRR...
Levi is still asleep. He didnt sleep at all last night. I havent gave him the direction to the picnic 2morrow yet *sigh*. I really wanna see him *tear tear*
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Friday, October 17, 2003

   kinda shaky! lol
I said NO to Chad. Well he is ok but it's just i dont really feel comfortable going with him. So... yea. But he just said it's ok. Phew. I thought he would get mad.
And because theres this guy, Levi, he wanna ask me. And he is sooo cute. I thought he was cute when i first saw him, but i tried to hook him up with either Italian Lisa or Swedish Lisa. It turned out he likes me. And he is a lot nicer than Chad, ever1 agrees in this. And.. yea, he's coming over in 1/2 an hour.
I spent the night at Ivy's house w/ Breann and Moe and Oscar. It was kinda awkward since we havent seen each other for months. But we caught up. Ivy hasnt changed much, still stuck w/ a loser-bossy Alex. She deserves sumthing alot better. I feel so sorry for her. Breann, well no comment, she's always like that. Moe, lol ,man!!! cant believe she's ditching Nick now. They were a perfect couple. He dumbed her for a chik named Amber, but he regretted it and came back to Moe. Sumthing's gone is gone. After crying so much, she has him back, and now she doesnt really want him anymore. Well, it's understandable! Oscar... he died his hair blue black, he looks a lot taller. But i like it when his hair was brown and spiky. It was last year. Lotz of memories. He just called me and wanna see me again. But i cant. It was the past. And i had tried so hard last summer to get over it, and have a life. Sorry Oscar. I know it's not gonna work.
But yea, I LOVE YOU ALL IVY, MONIQUE, OSCAR AND YEAH, BREANN. ALWAYZ.
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Wednesday, October 8, 2003

Homecomin'
Guess wat? Chad asked me to Homecoming. I was shocked!
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Saturday, October 4, 2003

   Happy Birthday to me
cant believe 2morrow i'll be 17... unbelievable.. i cant picture myself becoming an old hag, LOL!!!
Oh well, happy birthday to me!
My desire gifts would be: Lukas, John or Madison, or the cute guy I met this morning in the counseling office... LOL
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