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Friday, October 19, 2007


As of late
OK so hopefully people have noticed my absense from the internet >.< T_T lol .... this is do to the fact that my life is all kinds of crazyness right now.

My roomate has gone completely physco and Im trying to get out of there as soon as possible. All of my belongings are still there so I stay over night but Ive been hiding in my room until he leaves so that I can get out/get ready etc >.<

He put a password on the computer so that I cant get online...thankfully I bought an external HD a couple days ago and got my stuff off of the computer.
Hes not giving me back my damage deposit either.... so im out $150. Its illegal what he's doing but unfortunaly we didnt do any paperwork when I gave him the deposit, so its his word against mine. I may have to eat it. At least its not a $300 deposit XP

Im feeling really alone.... not as bad as where I was in the beggining of the year...but just noticing that as Im going through all of this stress etc no one is calling me to ask how Im doing and if I need help etc. The only time I talk to people is if I pick up the phone and call >.< And even then its all about them....It would be nice to have someone think about me from time to time :P lol *sweatdrop* ... oh well XD I feel like when I say that Im being really selfish :S

My mom is letting me stay at home, rent free so that I can save up to move out again (in a couple months). But I really just want to take a month off and get away from reality....

Well so I dont seem like a completely depressed winer >.< lol I do have happy news! I went to the seattle cosplay meet up last sunday! ^^ I went as Light from Death Note and changed into Orihime from Bleach to take some pictures wie arrancar, then back into Light to do a private photoshoot XD I added a Light gallery to my cosplays, check them out!

Anywho, thanks if you read through all of that ^^ and sorry if its kinda depressing.
Everyone has their issues in their lives so im not special or unique....just have to work through it.

Im at home using our ridicuously old/crappy computer >.< lol I get very angry when Im on it *kicks* so you wont be seeing me online all that often.

~Ciao

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