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Wednesday, July 26, 2006


   Longer post than yesterday....

The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

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February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

Hello people. I can type some today so yeah. The reason I couldn't type much yesterday is because I couldn't focus. I my thoughts tend to race, so I couldn't exactly type anything. I have been ok lately, but I am still depressed. I haven't cut or tried to kill myself, but 1 time in the last week and that is really good...I think. I like to thank all the people who comment and actually like me...but I don't really know why you like me, but thanks anyways. I am counting down the days till school starts here. That is one day I don't want to wake up for. I have 27 days left including today. I hate school. The only thing fun to do is getting kicked out for stupid things like not following the dress code. Anyways I'm going to go now. So please leave me comments. They make me feel better. :)

Bye.

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006


Sorry I haven't been on lately...

The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

I have been without internet for the last week or so. So I am sorry for that. I can't really type much right now. So I guess I will put more later. Bye.

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Saturday, July 15, 2006


The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

Hello people. Sorry I have been on that much. I have stoped cutting for 3 days now, but who cares. This one shouldn't be that long considering I don't have much to say. Just wanted to let ya'll know I was alive and all. I guess I should go. Bye people. And thnx everyone and anyone who takes time to comment. It means alot. Bye now.

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006


Read...or...die...without...my...help...in...the...process...(just wanted to type that)

The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

Sorry about not posting yesterday. I was editing my myspace for like the 3rd day in a row...I like adding stuff...But anyways...I did the worst thing yesterday. I broke 3 promises not just any promises though. They were about cutting and I broke them...I am doomed...doomed. Thnx to all the people who commented last time and the thing about the carving into the neck wasn't really for me. My friend was wondering and I wasn't sure...so I asked ya'll and ya'll help me. Thank God he didn't carve into his neck... (The sad thing is I don't thank or worship God...) but anyways...I have been doing better. I stopped cutting for a whole day. So now I gotta try to go for 2 and then 3 and you get the point...Well I g2g...bye...

P.s. I am dying of boredom...Texas sucks! It is so boring! (I live in Texas so I can say all of that...)

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Monday, July 10, 2006


   Thinking about it again....

The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

I am seriously thinking about just killing myself again. I have gone through everything that will happen to my parents and everything that will happen to almost everyone else. I have found out these good things: my parents will become rich, my son gets to live with his father (even though I'm not really sure if that is a good thing for him), most of my fake friends don't have to lie anymore, and no one has to worry or see the lonely, depressed, Goth kid anymore at school. Some bad things are: Some of my good friends will get depressed and maybe even die, my ex will kill himself (I know this for a fact), my son will no longer have a mother, my friend will become even more involved in drugs, and I will not be able to piss off the mall cop that kicked me out of the mall (sorry but that is really fun). So I don't know if I will kill myself or not, probably not considering I'm just thinking right now, but still. I don't know. Now on to a more serious note...I got a question for anyone who can answer it. Is it a bad idea to carve into your neck? I'm not joking...I am serious...

Well ttyl...

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Sunday, July 9, 2006


   ....sorry....

The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

Ok, now about the last post. I posted that because I knew I probably should type something that clues ya'll in on me and because I thought some of ya'll wanted to know the truth. Now this post will not be long because my cousin (he is a doctor and a real jackass, but he has never told anyone that I cut and I love him for that.) is making my get my wrists, and arms checked out to make sure they don't get infected and to get stitches where I cut cuz some of the cuts keep reopening and it is freakin annoying. I know I should stop that is why I have a goal. I am going to try not to cut for a week and then 2 and then 3 (and you get the point) just to see how long I will last. I will probably start to meditate again. But oh well. I have to go now. And please if you didn't read the last post, please read and comment. That one tells me if you truly care that I'm like this. I will post tomorrow. I hope to get more then 1 comment on this one. If I don't I know people just don't care. It won't bother me I have been antisocial before, but that isn't really healthy. So bye.

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Saturday, July 8, 2006


Please if you don't like me...then don't read....other wise read at your own risk...but please read this.....this is important...and you will learn something.....about me.....

The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

It is official, I am crazy. I know I have promised so many people that I would never cut again, and I would stay alive, but sometimes things get outta hand. Lately people have been asking me how I am and I have been saying not so good, but usually I say fine even when I'm not. I’m not fine, ok, good, or anything anymore. I am terrible. When people ask why I never want to tell them, but that is because I don't believe they care. The reason are never simple with me, they are always complicated. My reason lately are: my 8 year old brother is in a mental institution, my boyfriend may be going to jail, my ex is in love with me again and just got dumped by his girlfriend, my ex's girlfriend dumped him because she likes me not him, everyone wants me to help them with there problems, I seem to date only suicidal people so my ex wants to die, I am extremely unstable, my parents think I’m on drugs again, my best friend started back up on drugs, and to top it all off I have blades just can't use them, but I see them everyday and almost every second of the day. I'm sorry to everyone, but last night I just couldn't take it and a couple of hours ago I couldn't take it either. I know I should stop cutting, but it releases those feelings. I am that type of person that holds emotions inside. I don't like to talk about it, but I thought I should type all of this for ya'll. You see, I'm not going to kill myself, but sometimes I do stupid stuff like cut deep enough to were I see blood, but won't die. I am sorry.

Now I must go.


P.s. Me and my sister made a site together called
Rulersofthenight
Please check it out....and sign the gb.....

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Thursday, July 6, 2006


I am alive......please read.......

The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

I'm sorry to all of you that read my last post. I was really depressed and shit kept happening. I talked to some of ya'll that commented on the last one, but not all of ya'll. I am truly sorry about that post. I promised a lot of people I wouldn't die, but there is one person I am really living for, Blackrose11780, because I think she needs me more than most of my other friends. I know that if I die it will hurt you all, but if I die then she can die and that can't happen. So I promise I will stop cutting. Thnx, I g2g. Bye.

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Tuesday, July 4, 2006


   .......

The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

I'm done with faking my life. I don't want to live anymore. I wasn't cutting for about 4 days, but that is when I lost it. I think I may end my life now. No one really seems to care. Everyone is leaving me and I understand why, Ii have a lot of shit wrong with me. I know I focus on my problems, but I'm not going to fix someone else, just so I can be broken. I'm done with this life. I have officially given up completely. I have tired to talk to someone, but that person never calls back. So I may just slit my wrist and say good-bye. You people do not know me, so I shouldn't bother your lives much. All you have to do is forget me. It is that simple. Now I have to go.

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Thursday, June 29, 2006


   Freakin bored..............

The End of A Dream

411

Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty

Links

Backroom
Guestbook
Add
Message
Portfolio
King Char-Char [Charles]
Randy

Music

Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein

Credits

Aethereality.net
Index Stock.com
Hybrid-Genesis.com

Intro

February 16th 2008

So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.

Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.

I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.

Have a nice day. Peace.

Kitty

Rules

  1. Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
  2. Visit me and I will visit you.
  3. Don't fuck with me.
  4. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.

Post

Thnx to all the people who commented or will comment. I'm dying of boredom today. There is nothing to do at all; the only thing I can do is try not to harm anyone. Ok a few things, a lot of you knew me on AIM under the name Faiatsukiokami98. I don't really go on that name anymore I switched to Mybloodydeath13, cuz I have more friends on there. So if you want to talk you have to talk to me on there. Next some of y'all would be proud to know I have been eating, sleep and not cutting lately. I decided I will stay alive for all you people who care. Another thing I don't know when I will get more of my story out, cuz I'm an idiot and left my spiral at my grandparent’s house. So that I'm not sure about. If there is anything else y'all wanna know you can message me or e-mail me. Ttyl people.

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