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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
THAT'S IT.
No day
No time
Mood: Pissed and Depressed
Listening to: Billy Talent and my Stomach growl randomly
Between me and Joey -_-
BTW Joey and I don't always get along. >.<
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
how no school
Kitty says:
i didnt go
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
why
Kitty says:
cuz i didnt want to...
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
-_-
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
thats not cool..
Kitty says:
and i may drop out
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
wtf
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
ur gonna live a shitty life
Kitty says:
nope
Kitty says:
i'll be just finr
Kitty says:
fine*
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
lol... doubt it
Kitty says:
i have plenty of money to live
Kitty says:
plus i'm not going to be living long
Kitty says:
with how i'm treating my body and lungs and heart
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
thats just stupid..
Kitty says:
to you
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
u smoke
Kitty says:
yes
Kitty says:
too much
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
and u think its cool
Kitty says:
no
Kitty says:
i think it makes me relax down
Kitty says:
stop worring about every little thing
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
omg im not one of those "smokeing is bad for u u shouldnt do it people" im one of those, wtf is so fun about it people
Kitty says:
Its not fun
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
it just seems pointless
Kitty says:
It actually does release anger and stress
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
ur breathing smoke, that couldnt possibly help anything
Kitty says:
that is how people get addicts
Kitty says:
addicted*
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
light ur house on fire, ull relieve everything then
Kitty says:
i would
Kitty says:
but that would get me in trouble
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
-_-
Kitty says:
and i don't want to have to get a new family again
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
from the way things sound.. u already fucked up ur life..
Kitty says:
no my mother did, i just fucked it up more
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
thats pathetic..
Kitty says:
i know
Kitty says:
if i was smart i wouldn't have dated alot of people i have dated
Kitty says:
if i was smart i wouldn't have done the shit i have done
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
do u even know the meaning of a human life..
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
or rather value i should say
Kitty says:
Do i even really care about life anymore
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
cool go kill urself
Kitty says:
Every year I go to a mental hospital
Kitty says:
Someone calls me crazy
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
gee, wonder why
Kitty says:
People say go kill yourself
Kitty says:
People tell me I will never be anything in life
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
wonder why..
Kitty says:
I get beat up so much I get tired of it
Kitty says:
I almost go to jail
Kitty says:
Someone tries to piss me off till they do piss me off and then i get in trouble
Kitty says:
i get suspended on the third day of school for something i didn't even fucking do
Kitty says:
I am just tired of it all
Kitty says:
I'm not even going to try to stop it anymore
Kitty says:
I don't want to deal with school, or my brother, or theses parents of mine, anything anymore. So why should I keep on trying to fix my life, when no matter what I do it only gets worse and worse by the day.
Kitty says:
If I even call CPS all they do is say, we can try to find you a new home. If I call the Cops they say will get to it as soon as possible. If I try to tell someone something they say yeah right your life aint as horrible as you try to make it out to be. I can't change my life if no one is willing to listen to me for a change.
Kitty says:
So fuck this life. It doesn't like me and I don't like it.
Kitty says:
I'm tired of being the emo girl no one likes, no one listens too, the girl who is crazy, the girl who sees things, the girl who hears things, the girl that lies, the girl that no one even likes they just act like they do, the girl people call just to find something else to make fun of her with.
Kitty says:
I'm tired of this bullshit.
Kitty says:
Ok
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
i can understand that
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
people dont care about me either
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
i dont give a damn about them
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
so i ignore them
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
i still dont give up on life
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
i try to value if weather i can or not
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
people like u who dont give a shit, tick me off
Kitty says:
Well people who sit there and try to change me. piss me off
Kitty says:
I'm me. Get use to it. Or fuck off. I'm not changing for anybody or anything. I am my own person and I will do as I mother fucking please. Weather you like it or not. I'm sick of this world telling people what they should think and wear. What they should worship and praise. I am not like you. You are not like me. If something pisses you off about me. I don't care. I have tired quitting smokeing.
Kitty says:
I just can't do it
Kitty says:
Cuz everytime I try to get better. I only get worse.
坐 I am Pein of the Akatsuki 之 says:
i wasnt saying what u should think or wear, i could care less. i dont care what anyone worships or praises, not my business. i dont see how not dieing on smoke is hard. if u know ur dieing, if u know ur turning ur life into shit, do somthin about it, tell ur parents to lock and remove the computer. tell urself to go outside a few hours a day, u dont have to talk to anyone in school, u can ignore every fucking one of them, i do, works for me, so jsut do somthin, try asking ur parents if u could find a job like a bagger at a grocery store, or maybe working at a restaurant or even a near gastation u can ride a bike to, just fucking do somthin
Kitty says:
Look. I already have a job. I have to take care of Zander. That is a big job. I don't need money. I personally hate money. I wish it would all burn. Its hard to stop because I am addicted and quitting once addicted i really hard. I can't live without my computer. I may be in highschool, but alot of my other classes are on the computer. I'm basically already in college.
Kitty says:
If I go outside I have to do 4 things before I can even go outside, which is why I swim indoors
Kitty says:
I hate the sun. I'm too pale to even be in the sun. I am doing what I can to quit
Kitty says:
I'm not dying because of smoking
Kitty says:
I'm dying because of what has happened to me my whole life. Not only what I have done, but what others have too. If I could stop the dying, don't you think I would have already?
THATS most not all, but MOST. I thought it would be a good read. ^^
I am really getting tired of all this shit though. I want life to go fuck itself and leave me alone in my own world.
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
IF ANYONE ELSE SENDS ME A GODDAMN TAG THING IM GOING TO EAT THEIR SOUL...this is dumb...it remainds me of a chain letter which i hate with all my heart...
2nd its a waste of time...
3rd it annoying...
4th i dont like getting pms that have no point...
5th they make me want to kill who ever started the damn thing...
6th it brainwashing everyone...
7th your all going to do it cus you think its "fun"...wrong you robots...
I WILL END THE TAG THING...ALL who agree with me post this and delete any pm's you get that say you've been taged...DEATH TO TAGGING...
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
Day: Who gives a shit
Time: I don't give a shit
Mood: Dying as we speak [literally]
Listening to: A fucking song
Ok so this will contain two post in one. The one I typed earlier and then the one I am typing now.
EARLIER!!!!
Yesterday while I was cleaning my room I went to pick something up and I saw something from the corner of my eye. When I looked up to see what it was I saw my mother. [My mother is dead in case you didn't know.] I saw her hanging in the corner covered in blood all over again. I am getting really sick of seeing this. This is why I don't sleep that much anymore. Its scaring how my hallucinations seem so really. I almost had a fucking heart attack from that. The blood on the floor. Dripping from him cut flesh. Its scary to see that.
I'm getting to paranoid. I feel like something is watching me. I know I'm crazy. I don't need you to tell me I am.I just don't feel safe. I feel like something is wrong here.
POST FOR NOW!!!!!!
Ok so yeah if you read above, you know some of how my mom died. I'm not giving you full details, because you can't handle them. So yeah.
Stevo is dropping me as a friend. It hurts too. I didn't want to lose him too. I have lost so many. I know I should try to hang in there for Randy, but I just don't think I can do it anymore. I just need to talk to him, but I can't. I'm getting tired of crying. Of longing to hear him talk to me. Of wanting to hear him say I love you. I miss him and its hurting. I need him more than anything. I haven't been eating that much. I had a big breakfast today and that is all. Yesterday I didn't really have anything. I sleep all day or not at all. I cry all day. I fake happiness all day. I think about just ending it and saying sorry. Everyone is leaving me. No one is caring anymore. And I don't want to lose Randy too. My fear is getting so bad about that. SO is my Suicidalness and Homicidalness. I'm wanting to kill people and kill myself. I don't know what to do anymore. I miss him so much. The pain is getting worse and worse. I don't know if I can take this anymore. I really don't know if I can. I could and would never leave him. I love him too much to do that. I just don't want him to leave me.
I'm gunna go. I'm getting a headache from crying so much.
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
Day: Sunday
Time: 10:40 AM
Mood: Dead
Listening to: POKEMON!!!! OH YEAH BITCH!
Ello. How est y'all doing? I est dead.
This is a very good rule to remember. When headbanging with friends, do NOT do it when your neck is hurting. Because it will only make it hurt worse. XP I am a loser
I MISS RANDY!!! *cries*
I have every single Pokemon card. How dorky is that? I mean EVERY SINGLE one. Even the new ones. Own the all. ^^ I *draws heart in air* Pokemon. I can get billions off the ones I own. Billions.
I REALLY REALLLY REALLLLLLLY MISS RANDY!!! *cries more*
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
Day: Saturday, September 1, 2007
Time: 7 AM
Mood: Bi-polar
Listening to: Depressing | Angry | Suicidal | Emo | Screamo | Death Metal | Rock | Japanese | German Music. ^^
Ello.
I don't really have that much to say...for once. I figure y'all already know I am missing Randy. So yeah. Why should I could talking about him? So today...no Randy shall be said...or I'm gunna try not to. Let's see if I make it. ^^"
I got suspended on Thursday. I somehow threaten this chicks life. I mean come on. I would have just killed her. ^^ Plus I'm more Suicidal than Homicide...Unless you are a blond prep, Poser, or you drive a hummer. <= They all die. Especially the Hummer People. I HATE HUMMERS!! >.< ^^
Yesterday I almost lost my bestest friend. That makes me said. :( I mean really, I almost did. I don't wanna lose him. He is too important. I need him to survive. Since the person I can't say is in jail for like 2 MONTHS and I said I would kill myself if it was that long. So yeah. He is keeping me alive right now. >.< SO no leaving me German Sex Ninja. ^^ Lol. I have issues.
So I'm gunna go back to sleep now.
If ya know my phone number, ya can call meh if ya need me. Those who don't...maybeh you'll get it one day.
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
Day: Thursday, August 30, 2007
Time: 2:38 AM
Mood: Really Depressed
Listening to: My Laptop
Ello people. How are y'all? I hope y'all are better than me.
I really miss Randy. I keep crying. I'm slowly losing all feelings. All I wanna do anymore is sleep. I laugh and joke at school and only I know it's fake. I never noticed how good I am at faking happiness. I am really good. You can't even tell its fake. It's kinda scary. No one has asked me, "What's wrong?" And this whole time I have been longing to talk to Randy. To just hear his voice. God damn, I never knew I could feel this numb and cry the whole time. I need to talk to him soon or I will lose all my feelings. Not my love, just feelings. Like happiness, depression, anger, etc.
I'm pretty sure one person won't comment this...but at least I am typing what I am feeling.
Just for those of you who only type about there day this has been the last 3 days. They. Have. Sucked. There ya go. Be happy now.
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
Ok so I added more pics above. Please look at um
I LOVE MY HAIR!!!
SMEXI MONKEY!!!! lol
TODAY EST THE DAY I START SCHOOL!! Someone please blow up the school. ^^
Lol. Well I'm going to sleep. I promised smexi monkey I would so nighty night pplz.
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
Day: Monday, August 27, 2007
Mood: Dying, missing Randy, wanting to talk to Randy
Time: 9 AM
Listening to: Some depressing song...
So school starts tomorrow. I don't wanna go.
No one will talk to me. So I don't know anything about Randy. I miss him so much.
Oh and No, dark desires. I can't go see him. He is in WI. I am in TX.
I have to get 70 bucks in 1 day. Anyone wanna donate? ^^ Lol.
So I haven't slept in 2 days. Witch is a good thing...I think...
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how much more of this pain I can take. I want someone to just talk to me and not hate/dislike/want me to hate them while doing so. I want someone yo really care about me. But I'm started to think, I'm dying. I have been through some horrible pain, but this is hurting the most. I feel like someone just threw me in a closet, lock the door, and told me they'll let me out soon only to never let me out. I'm falling out of reality and into my own world more and more everyday. And it always happens at the worst time. Like while I'm on the phone, or trying to re-learn my Latin, and it always happens when everything just gets quiet. I don't know why, but I am sleeping just so I can be away from this world. I just wanna talk to him and smile when I hear him say I love you. I don't know what to do anymore. I am really dying from a broken heart, but mine isn't being broke by him, it's by me. What am I going to do....
