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Achievements • I have lost almost everything. Anime Fan Since • Forever Favorite Anime • Too many to type. Goals • I have a different goal every day. Hobbies • Computer Talents • Dancing, singing/screaming, math, writing, ballet, skateboarding, hurting people. Ask if you wanna know anymore.
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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
Day: The last day I had a heart
Time:50 minutes after I lost it
Mood: Dead, Emotionless you pick
Listening to: The voices in my head
I have died people. How fucking cool is that? Oh by the way I am not happy, sad, mad or anything at this point. I am an empty shell for my lifeless soul. I don't get why people use people or lie or cheat. I also dont give a fuck at this point. Only one good has happened and That is I am not faking anything. I am not hiding anything. I have my original lifeless black eyes back. I have my so pale that i am whiter than paper skin. I have my pale lips. I have my make smeared down my face. I have all my piercings in. I have my favorite clothes on. I don't have any skin darkener on or lip stick on. I am not hiding the scars. You can see where I used drugs that i quit. You can tell that I am dead. I am not acting happy. I am not anything, just dead. I am showing the real me. The dead me. The part of me people don't usually see. I am listening, actually listening, to the voices. I am believing them too. I am remembering my mother. My beautiful Mother. Her smile, her laugh, her anger, her yelling voice, the way her eyes glared at my dad for wanting to save me, the way she would say "its all for your own good" and "if i cant save you no one can" and "if only you could see how the world really is". I am remember the way my dads eyes shined when he looked at me, the way he laughed, the way he smiled, and the way he smelled. I dont want to live, but I don't want to die. I am going to shut up. Maybe I'll type more later.
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
Day: August 4, 2007
Time: 1:40 am
Mood: Tired.
Ello people. I think I may stop posting for a while. Just cuz I'm tired of not really getting comments and shit. But yeah. That's all.
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
Ok. So the last update was pretty bad. But Now I think I may dis Taco Bell alittle.
Lets see. I fucking hate Taco Bell. Mainly for the fact that white people should not, i repeat, SHOULD NOT cook Mexican food. That's like an Asian cooking Pizza or an African cooking Asian food. It just ain't right. Now this could be because I live in Texas and Texas is loaded with Mexicans. But Get real people. Taco Bell ain't even Mexican food. I mean have y'all ever had a real Taco made by Mexicans. If you have then you would know they fucking rock.
Ok. Now on to more important stuff.
I really feel like I have been fucking up alot lately. I also feel like no one cares. I mean I know 3 or 4 people that care. But other then that no one really cares. So yeah.
Oh I hate this one chick, not gunna say who, alot more then I should. ^-^ Ain't that Awesome. I hope she chokes on some guys...anywayz.
How are y'all doing today? I'm doing pretty good. I should be back to the whole Day, Time, Mood, and listening thing soon.
So yeah.
That's all.
Peace.
Kitty
Oh and if you read it. Please comment. At least say hi.
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
THIS IS THE MOST FUCKING IMPORTANT SHIT YOU WILL EVER FUCKING READ ON THIS SITE!!!
Things I'm tired of:
I am tired of this bullshit in my life.
I am tired of missing Zander.
I am tired of crying.
I am tired of being bitched at.
I am tired of this world.
I am tired of Humans.
I am tired of having to do something for someone else's happiness.
I am tired of people telling me what to do.
I am tired of breathing.
I am tired of every fucking thing hurting me.
I am tired of feeling my heart break.
I am tired of you. [group form]
I am tired of me.
I am tired of my thoughts.
I am tired of being judged.
I am tired of being alive.
I am tired of people hating me because I like girls.
I am tired of eating.
I am tired of trying to quit.
I am tired of everything else/person being more important than me.
I am sick and tired of dealing with life without someone who really cares enough to where nothing else matters but me when I cry or yell or be suicidal or homicidal.
Things I want:
I want someone to listen to me. To take the fucking time out of their day to really listen.
I want someone to want to talk to me and not be lying to me.
I want someone to be real with me for once.
I want someone to say something and actually fucking do what they said.
I want you all to stop fucking the world over more and more everyday.
More shit I want to talk about:
I don't care if you think I am fucking emo. Because if you think that, well fuck you. I don't care. At least I am doing more than what most of you type. I don't wanna talk about my day, because I can tell you everything you need to know in one fucking sentence. It Fucking Sucked Monkey Balls. There now you know about my fucking day. Are you happy? If not, go kill yourself. I don't care right now. At least I am typing how I feel and its not just something that is in my mind. It's coming from my destroyed heart. I know I am fucking heartless how can it be broken. Easy answer. It Just Fucking Can Be. Oh and if you don't like my stupid post because there is cussing in it the next fucking sentence is for you. Go The Fuck Away Then AND Stop Fucking Reading This Shit. There another problem solved. I am so fucking sick of all this shit now. I mean I can't take it. I am so sick of hearing my phone ring and it not be ringing. I fucking hate this world and Country. I don't I am going to be moving back to Japan, because I'll be fucking dead already. I HATE AMERICA SO FUCKING MUCH YOU COULD NEVER FUCKING UNDER-FUCKING-STAND!!!!!! Sorry, just a little pissed right now. I mean come one America, you can't be this stupid. Oh and LEAVE THE MIDDLE EAST THE FUCK ALONE!!! If you really cared about the men and women of The Military Forces [The Army and shit] you wouldn't have fucking put them there in the first place. DAMN YOU PEOPLE ARE STUPID! I bet I will get bitch out for this shit. OH THE FUCK WELL!!!
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
~Date~
July 28, 2007
~Time~
7:20 am
~Mood~
RAWR!!!!!
Ello people. How are yall? I'm great....i guess. I changed my site...again. Yup yup.
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
Day: July 24, 2007
Time: 3:42 am
Time done: 3:43 am
Mood: Blah
Listening to : Night Birds and Insects
Ello people. How are y'all? I'm ok i guess.
Anywayz. I called my friend. And now everything is cool. So yeah. ^^
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
This post is really important!!!!
So important I'm skipping almost everything I usually say. Like day and shit.
I have really fucked up. I over slept on Sunday and I didn't call a friend I really wanted to call. I feel like shit about it. I don't know why I am such a fuck up. I have tried calling [when it was even free and since I'm over my minutes, I just got my ass grounded.] But he wouldn't answer. I think he hates my guts now. I feel like...I'm not gunna finish that sentence. So yeah. I feel like total shit. I really want to say sorry. I MEAN I DID GET MY ASS GROUNDED JUST BECAUSE I WANTED TO SAY FUCKING SORRY!!! But I guess he hates me, so I might as well just say fuck it, lite up a cigarette [I failed quitting.], and just try to relax.
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
Day: July 21, 2007
Time: Noon
Time done: 12:10
Mood: Tired
Listening to: Nothin
Ello people. How are y'all? I'm good. I'm over at meh Grandma's house. I like it over here.
So anywayz.
Rawr.
Not much has happened. I am watching Smallville...Damnit where is the remote.
Anywayz.
I really miss Zander, but I am slowly getting use to him not being here. But Randy is helpin me with that.
I need to call people tomorrow. I hope I can talk to um tomorrow.
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
Day: July 18, 2007
Time: 2:49 am
Time done: 2:55 am
Mood: Awake and happy
Listening to: Paramore...still
Rwar!!!! Ello people. Good fucking mornin to y'all. How are y'all doin on this beautiful mornin? I am so fuckin great. btw the only reason why it is beautiful is cuz its still dark. XD I know. I am such a loser. But call me crazy cuz I love it. XP
So anywayz. I have mad skills. XD Sorry had to say it.
Ok. So I feel like I may have lost a really good friend. And its really bothering me. I dont know what I did wrong. But oh well. I guess I am gunna have to get over it.
Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
Day: July 17, 2007
Time: 3:36 pm
Time done: 3:50
Mood: Happy
Listening to: Paramore- Misery Business
Ello people. How is y'all? I'm good.
I didnt sleep at all last night. I just couldn't fall asleep. I tried everything I could think of. I even tried to force myself to sleep. That didn't even work. I dont know why.
This morning my fucking "mother" slapped me. I so wanted to hit her. But I knew if I hit her, I would have got the shit beat out of me by my "Father".
Sometimes I just want to run. Run very far away. But I can't. Cuz I could end up in more trouble then before I ran. So yeah.
I really miss Zander. Even though he is happy with his dad right now. So, I guess I'll have to deal with it.
I'm typing on my laptop right now. I dont want to be out there right now. I just don't know what I am going to do.
So to catch you up, this has happen to fuck with me so far. I have been beat up by my brother. I currently have a busted lip from him. My mother has slapped me. I was called stupid. My father called me a whore. My "parents" are trying to get me to go back to my ex. Witch aint gunna happen. I almost cut, but I didn't. My son is with his dad. My ex wont leave me alone. I have broke my laptop, but I did fix it. I have cried. I have yelled.
All of this shit has happened and I'm still happy. It's really weird. It's like, no matter what happens, as long as I have Randy I am happy. I hope we never break up.
