Tuesday, August 21, 2007

	411 Name: Kitty. Age: 18. Birthday: January 30th. Currently: Texas Education: G.E.D. Currently Reading: American Psycho Email: [Link] Myspace: [Link] Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing. Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes. MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com AIM: My Bloodydeath13 & Tehvampirekitty Links Backroom Guestbook Add Message Portfolio King Char-Char [Charles] Randy Music Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein Credits Aethereality.net Index Stock.com Hybrid-Genesis.com			Intro February 16th 2008 So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty. Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below. I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too. Have a nice day. Peace. Kitty Rules Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook. Visit me and I will visit you. Don't fuck with me. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do. Post Date: Day 1 of locking my heart away behind cemetery gates. Time: 7 AM (Texas) Mood: Never ending tears, heart break, and insanity on the inside & Fake smiles and fake sanity on the outside. Listening to: Depressing shit ::CHANGED:: ::Background [page on now and gb] ::Info about meh ::Random shit under pic Ello you wonderfully depressive people and FUCK YOU happy people. ^^ So sorry [not really..just more fakeness] if that hurt your feelings. I am not in the greatest of moods. BEING A TEENAGER HAS NEVER SUCKED SO BAD!!!! My last post said "He dumped me". I only typed that cuz that told you everything you needed to know at that point. AND he did dump me. No lie there. I think this is what I get. My mommy did tell me I was going to die alone and in pain. Well guess what my wonderfully dead mommy, YOU GOT YOUR DAMN WISH!!!! I HOPE YOU ARE BURNING IN HEAVEN!!! YOU UNGRATEFUL BITCH!!! I'm sooo fucking mellow. Can't you tell?!?!?!?! I mean I am the calmest bitch in the world. -_- GOD THIS SUCKS!!! Have you ever loved someone soo much when you lost them you turned into a 3 year old that can't find the' favorite toy? Or you became so broken up you would kill anyone to get them back? I mean I use to think I loved a few people, that was until I met him and he was perfect and made them look like pennies in a jar full of quarters. I was so happy and now I can just sit here and wonder what I did wrong. I would do anything to have him back. AND DON'T TELL ME TO MOVE ON!!! Because you can't move on if you really love a person. If you really love a person, no matter how hard you cry, yell, scream you still love them. No matter how much y'all argue over the stupid things, y'all are still in love. You can't ever move on, no matter how hard you try. No matter how hard you try to be happy for them, you still cry. No matter how long it has been, even 40 years, you still are in love with them the same amount as before. THAT IS LOVE! Love is a word people use way to much. I was in LOVE and that love will never go away. I could try, and it wouldn't work, but I don't want to. I wanna stay living the past. When we were happy. I like that better. I love him. Alwayz and forever. Sometimez I have to wonder...was all of it a lie? Because I don't think any of it was. And if he loves me, he'll come back. If he doesn't, then he won't. I'll just have to smile when he around and cry in my room. I already made my pillow soaked in tears. I can only hold them in for so long. And I will do it till I can't do it anymore or he is mine again. Witch ever one comes first. Well I'm gunna go eat...even though I don't want to...but I know he would be telling me to eat...so I will. Peace Kitty -is putting up a cemetery gate around her broken heart. "I gave you my heart and you broke it. Yet I am stil in love with you. Won't you fix it for me?" Designed by Aethereality.net

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