Thursday, September 6, 2007

	411 Name: Kitty. Age: 18. Birthday: January 30th. Currently: Texas Education: G.E.D. Currently Reading: American Psycho Email: [Link] Myspace: [Link] Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing. Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes. MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com AIM: My Bloodydeath13 & Tehvampirekitty Links Backroom Guestbook Add Message Portfolio King Char-Char [Charles] Randy Music Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein Credits Aethereality.net Index Stock.com Hybrid-Genesis.com			Intro February 16th 2008 So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty. Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below. I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too. Have a nice day. Peace. Kitty Rules Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook. Visit me and I will visit you. Don't fuck with me. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do. Post THAT'S IT. No day No time Mood: Pissed and Depressed Listening to: Billy Talent and my Stomach growl randomly Between me and Joey -_- BTW Joey and I don't always get along. >.< §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: how no school Kitty says: i didnt go §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: why Kitty says: cuz i didnt want to... §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: -_- §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: thats not cool.. Kitty says: and i may drop out §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: wtf §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: ur gonna live a shitty life Kitty says: nope Kitty says: i'll be just finr Kitty says: fine* §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: lol... doubt it Kitty says: i have plenty of money to live Kitty says: plus i'm not going to be living long Kitty says: with how i'm treating my body and lungs and heart §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: thats just stupid.. Kitty says: to you §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: u smoke Kitty says: yes Kitty says: too much §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: and u think its cool Kitty says: no Kitty says: i think it makes me relax down Kitty says: stop worring about every little thing §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: omg im not one of those "smokeing is bad for u u shouldnt do it people" im one of those, wtf is so fun about it people Kitty says: Its not fun §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: it just seems pointless Kitty says: It actually does release anger and stress §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: ur breathing smoke, that couldnt possibly help anything Kitty says: that is how people get addicts Kitty says: addicted* §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: light ur house on fire, ull relieve everything then Kitty says: i would Kitty says: but that would get me in trouble §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: -_- Kitty says: and i don't want to have to get a new family again §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: from the way things sound.. u already fucked up ur life.. Kitty says: no my mother did, i just fucked it up more §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: thats pathetic.. Kitty says: i know Kitty says: if i was smart i wouldn't have dated alot of people i have dated Kitty says: if i was smart i wouldn't have done the shit i have done §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: do u even know the meaning of a human life.. §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: or rather value i should say Kitty says: Do i even really care about life anymore §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: cool go kill urself Kitty says: Every year I go to a mental hospital Kitty says: Someone calls me crazy §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: gee, wonder why Kitty says: People say go kill yourself Kitty says: People tell me I will never be anything in life §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: wonder why.. Kitty says: I get beat up so much I get tired of it Kitty says: I almost go to jail Kitty says: Someone tries to piss me off till they do piss me off and then i get in trouble Kitty says: i get suspended on the third day of school for something i didn't even fucking do Kitty says: I am just tired of it all Kitty says: I'm not even going to try to stop it anymore Kitty says: I don't want to deal with school, or my brother, or theses parents of mine, anything anymore. So why should I keep on trying to fix my life, when no matter what I do it only gets worse and worse by the day. Kitty says: If I even call CPS all they do is say, we can try to find you a new home. If I call the Cops they say will get to it as soon as possible. If I try to tell someone something they say yeah right your life aint as horrible as you try to make it out to be. I can't change my life if no one is willing to listen to me for a change. Kitty says: So fuck this life. It doesn't like me and I don't like it. Kitty says: I'm tired of being the emo girl no one likes, no one listens too, the girl who is crazy, the girl who sees things, the girl who hears things, the girl that lies, the girl that no one even likes they just act like they do, the girl people call just to find something else to make fun of her with. Kitty says: I'm tired of this bullshit. Kitty says: Ok §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: i can understand that §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: people dont care about me either §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: i dont give a damn about them §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: so i ignore them §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: i still dont give up on life §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: i try to value if weather i can or not §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: people like u who dont give a shit, tick me off Kitty says: Well people who sit there and try to change me. piss me off Kitty says: I'm me. Get use to it. Or fuck off. I'm not changing for anybody or anything. I am my own person and I will do as I mother fucking please. Weather you like it or not. I'm sick of this world telling people what they should think and wear. What they should worship and praise. I am not like you. You are not like me. If something pisses you off about me. I don't care. I have tired quitting smokeing. Kitty says: I just can't do it Kitty says: Cuz everytime I try to get better. I only get worse. §¤ I am Pein of the Akatsuki ¤§ says: i wasnt saying what u should think or wear, i could care less. i dont care what anyone worships or praises, not my business. i dont see how not dieing on smoke is hard. if u know ur dieing, if u know ur turning ur life into shit, do somthin about it, tell ur parents to lock and remove the computer. tell urself to go outside a few hours a day, u dont have to talk to anyone in school, u can ignore every fucking one of them, i do, works for me, so jsut do somthin, try asking ur parents if u could find a job like a bagger at a grocery store, or maybe working at a restaurant or even a near gastation u can ride a bike to, just fucking do somthin Kitty says: Look. I already have a job. I have to take care of Zander. That is a big job. I don't need money. I personally hate money. I wish it would all burn. Its hard to stop because I am addicted and quitting once addicted i really hard. I can't live without my computer. I may be in highschool, but alot of my other classes are on the computer. I'm basically already in college. Kitty says: If I go outside I have to do 4 things before I can even go outside, which is why I swim indoors Kitty says: I hate the sun. I'm too pale to even be in the sun. I am doing what I can to quit Kitty says: I'm not dying because of smoking Kitty says: I'm dying because of what has happened to me my whole life. Not only what I have done, but what others have too. If I could stop the dying, don't you think I would have already? THATS most not all, but MOST. I thought it would be a good read. ^^ I am really getting tired of all this shit though. I want life to go fuck itself and leave me alone in my own world. I gotta go eat. PEACE Kitty Designed by Aethereality.net

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