Friday, September 14, 2007

	411 Name: Kitty. Age: 18. Birthday: January 30th. Currently: Texas Education: G.E.D. Currently Reading: American Psycho Email: [Link] Myspace: [Link] Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing. Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes. MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com AIM: My Bloodydeath13 & Tehvampirekitty Links Backroom Guestbook Add Message Portfolio King Char-Char [Charles] Randy Music Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein Credits Aethereality.net Index Stock.com Hybrid-Genesis.com			Intro February 16th 2008 So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty. Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below. I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too. Have a nice day. Peace. Kitty Rules Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook. Visit me and I will visit you. Don't fuck with me. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do. Post Day: Friday Time: 5 somthin Mood: Avoiding emotions so...nothin really. Listening to: Already Over by: Red Ok so I was thinking and the best way to not feel alone, is to think that you aren't and if anyone tells you that you are you just say no i'm not and keep on being happy. Use your imagination 24 fuckin 7. ^^ So that is what I am doing. I'm just thinking Randy isn't in jail. He still calls every night and tells me he loves me. Stevo isn't going to ditch me. My dog never died. My real father still play the piano untill i fall asleep every night. He never died. My real mom never did any of the shit she did. She never tried to Kill me, she also never killed herself and my dad. None of my friends, that I use to love dearly, never left me. I am not killing myself by not eating. I am not smoking myself to death. I am not crying myself to death. I am not emotionally unstable and I should not go to a mental institution to get the help i don't need. I am not dying from a heart break. Nothing bad has ever happened to me. My life has been perfectly happy. That is what I am telling myself I will continue to till it comes true. Yes, I am smoking again. It makes me calmer than what I usually am. I am crying myself to sleep, because I can't hear his voice or talk to him at all. I am not eating, because when I see food it makes me cry even more. It makes me remember him even more than I already do. And. Yes, I am crying right now. I know what the reality is. I'm just not gunna live in it. ^^ Ok so yeah. I've updated. Comment if you wish. It may make me feel alil better. Peace Kitty Designed by Aethereality.net

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