Monday, November 12, 2007

	411 Name: Kitty. Age: 18. Birthday: January 30th. Currently: Texas Education: G.E.D. Currently Reading: American Psycho Email: [Link] Myspace: [Link] Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing. Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes. MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com AIM: My Bloodydeath13 & Tehvampirekitty Links Backroom Guestbook Add Message Portfolio King Char-Char [Charles] Randy Music Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein Credits Aethereality.net Index Stock.com Hybrid-Genesis.com			Intro February 16th 2008 So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty. Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below. I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too. Have a nice day. Peace. Kitty Rules Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook. Visit me and I will visit you. Don't fuck with me. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do. Post Mood: bipolar Listening to: a song >.> Watching: Movies of me and my dad Wanting: My dad [[duh]] Time: 12:25 PM [posted at 7 am] So it sucked yesterday. I can seem to get happy. I always miss Randy when he is on the computer. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so confused. I haven't felt like this in a long time. I guess I remember why I did what I did before I had Zander. I guess now I remember everything. I cant block anything out anymore. I hate this feeling. I hate it with a passion. I just wish my feelings could leave me again, but I cant do anything to make them go away. I have finally master typing without looking at all at my hands. I love that. Lol. Back to what I was talking about. I feeling like I'm losing myself again. Just giving up on my life and say "I'll do what you want. I'm to tired to fight back anymore. I'm too broken to break someone else. Just tell me when to do something, and I'll do it." I don't like that at all. I am envied by alot of people and I don't know why. I hate my life, so why the fuck do they want to be like me. I cant do anything without crying later for it. I'm random and happy, only when someone is looking. Other wise I am the most broken person alive. I still want to die and I have everything anyone can ask for. I have it all. But the one thing I want, I can't have. BECAUSE LIFE IS A MOTHER FUCKING BITCH AND LIFE FUCKING HATES ME! >.< Sorry. Anywayz. I'm a vegan now. Not a vegetarian. A vegan. Why? Because Zander wants to be a Vegan for 3 weeks and he asked me to try it with him. So I am. And so far....IT SUCKS! But hey. I Love salad. Lol. Oh well. What am I going to do? Crush his dream? No fuckin way. Designed by Aethereality.net

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