Wednesday, April 12, 2006

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	411 Name: Kitty. Age: 18. Birthday: January 30th. Currently: Texas Education: G.E.D. Currently Reading: American Psycho Email: [Link] Myspace: [Link] Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing. Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes. MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com AIM: My Bloodydeath13 & Tehvampirekitty Links Backroom Guestbook Add Message Portfolio King Char-Char [Charles] Randy Music Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein Credits Aethereality.net Index Stock.com Hybrid-Genesis.com			Intro February 16th 2008 So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty. Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below. I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too. Have a nice day. Peace. Kitty Rules Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook. Visit me and I will visit you. Don't fuck with me. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do. Post Sorry I have been forgeting to post, but here is chapter 2 The Past Comes back (4 hours later) “My head hurts.” I mumbled as I woke up. “Icewind… Icewind where r u? FINE DON’T ANSWER ME!!” “Sis be quiet.” Icewind said slightly irritated. “Why?” I asked confused “Because I don’t want dad coming back in here.” Icewind said with a hint of fear. “Why are you so scared of him? He never has hit u that bad, and plus we could take him on.” I said bravely. “Sis, don’t worry about it.” Icewind said. “Helena, what time is it?” Icewind asked breaking the silence that filled the room. “7pm. Why?” I said, looking down at my watch. “Just wondering.” Icewind replied “So…Icewind, um why does my head hurt?” I asked slightly confused. “Dad knocked you unconscious when he punched you in the face.” Icewind said quietly, but I still heard her. “Oh.” Was all I could say. I looked out the window by my bed. ‘It looks so peaceful at night. I guess we will have to work in the rain.’ I thought. ‘Why am I so weak. I always have been able to protect Icewind, but I got knocked out cold. Am I turning weak? Why does everything have to be so confusing? Why can’t I just move on and leave Zander behind? Do I feel guilty that they took him? It’s not my fault that he got taken away, is it? God why me? Why do I have to be the strong one and not the emotional strong one? I wish I could just take it away, and act as if it never happened. But I know I never will. Cause I will always keep grudges and regrets, and I never will move on.’ “Sis, I’m going back to sleep. I’ll be up later. Night Icewind.” I said as I crawled back under my covers. “Okay, Good night sis.” Icewind said as she also crawled under her covers. ~Helena’s Dream~ (It is a flash back, Just so u know) *9 Months Ago* “Come on you two.” Zander yelled, as we were running through the park, one morning. “Man y’all are slow.” “Well don’t get mad at us. You are older, and plus we were Jogging.” Icewind said, in that know-it-all voice. “I bet I could beat you, if we had a race Zander.” I said bravely. “Bring it on. I could beat you in my sleep.” Zander said trying to act tough. “Just don’t cry when you lose to a girl.” I said smiling. “I won’t.” He said back. “Ready………Set…………Go!!” Icewind yelled, as me and Zander took off. “See you at the finish line Sis.” Zander said has he ran faster. ‘That is so sad. He thinks I’m really this slow. That’s sad.’ I thought as I sped up too. “No I will see you at the finish line!” I yelled as I caught up. By the end of the race, we were both breathing hard. “Man your fast sis.” Zander said when he caught his breath. “I know, but you’re not so bad either.” I said back. We walked back to the house , with smiles on are face. We kept on goofing off, as the sun hit us on are lightly tan skin. We were completely happy, without a care in the world. As long as we had each other, we would always be happy. But of course when you are on top of the world, something always goes wrong. As we walked in the house we didn’t see our mother or father. So we went up stairs to find them. As we were about to walk around the corner we heard talking. “What do you want? We just can’t throw him out and have someone else take care of him.” Yuri “their mother” said. “We are going to Yuri, if you like it or not.” Father said. “You are not going to touch Zander at all! You can’t take him back again. He needs to die with the rest of them here.” Mother yelled back. “Don’t tell me what to do. He doesn’t need the help as bad as you, but at least he won’t be crazy like you.” Father yelled as he walked back in their room. When he walked out he had a suitcase. “I’m leaving Yuri, and this time I’m not coming back.” Father yelled. Tears grew in my eyes as I watch him grab his keys on the table outside their bedroom door. ‘No. don’t leave me dad. Don’t leave me here with her.’ I thought as tears started to flow out of my eyes for the first time in my life. ‘Take us with you.’ Zander pulled us into the bedroom we were outside of. I watched as he walked into the living room. “No, don’t go dad. Don’t leave me. Please don’t go, please.” I said as I ran to him. “I’m sorry Helena, but I can’t stay here. I can’t live this way. Baby don’t cry.” Father said to me as I cried into his chest as he held on to me. “Why can’t you take us with you.” I managed to say while I cried. “I can’t right now. Sorry baby.” He said as he put me back on the ground. “Bye dad.” I mumbled as I watched him walk out the door. ~~~~~~~~ (Next Day)~~~~~~~ (Still Dream)~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “Helena!!” Icewind yelled as my mother grabbed her by the arm. “Stop that hurts!” She said as she started to cry. “Don’t touch her!!” I yelled as I picked up the vase that held Icewind’s roses and threw it at her. “You little bitch! It’s your fault he left. It’s all yours.” She yelled at me. I froze and mumbled “Is it really my fault?” “Don’t listen to her Helena.” Icewind yelled to me. “You little brat!” mother yelled as she threw her against the wall. “Sis!” I yelled and that was all it took. “ You bitch.” I yelled as my hand started to glow black. Icewind sat up, and noticed my hands. “Wow.” She said. “Never, I mean NEVER, touch my sister again!” I yelled as I stood their. “Sis, your hands are glowing.” Icewind told me. “How the hell?” I said as I stared at me hands. That’s when I saw other people standing at the doorway to our room. “Where is Zander?” Guy 1 asked mother. “He is in their.” She answered back. Pointing at his door. “Come on guys.” Guy 2 said. “Help! Helena! Icewind! Someone help! Marcus! Helena! Icewind! Somebody! Anybody! Help me! Help! Get them away from me!” Zander yelled as they pulled him out of the door. “No!!! Zander!!” I yelled as I tried to get to him but guy 2 held me back. “Sorry kid, but he is coming with us.” Guy 2 said. “No! He is staying!” I yelled as I started to move around. “Let me go! Don’t touch me! Helena! Icewind! Please Helena help!” Zander yelled as he still tried to get away. “Don’t touch him!” I yelled at guy 1 and guy 3. When they got him out, I slid down the walls and started to cry. “Why Zander? Why?” I said over and over again. “Well now there are only 2 more of you.” Mother said rudely. (1 week later) (Still in dream) As I walked in the front door alone, I thought of things I could do. “Girls is that you?” mother said “No! It is just me!” I said rudely. “Good.” She said back. “Huh?” I said confused “You drove him away! You made him leave me! And if I die, you die with me!” she yelled as she chained me to a chair, with my forearms facing up. “What are you doing?” I asked scared to death. “Just helping the world out.” She said, as she pulled out a butcher knife. “Now no one will have to see me or you again. Anything you would like to say?” “Yeah, You drove dad away not me. You are the crazy one. You made Zander go to that place. You need to die, because Everything is Your fault. NOT MINE. You are destroying everyone. And you will not take anyone else away from me again. IT IS ALL YOUR FAULT!!” I said/yelled at her. “Why you little bitch!” she yelled at me as she sliced both my wrist and forearms. “You will never talk to me like that again.” She yelled. My eyes closed and the world disappeared. I heard a shot fired from a 44 caliber gun. Then blank. I saw Zander’s spiked Blood red hair and his empty black eyes. (Dream Over) “No!” I yelled as I woke up. I started to cry for the first time in 9 months. “Zander. I need you.” “Sis, are you okay?” Icewind asked. “Icewind don’t bother right now.” I snapped at her. “Ok. Well we need to get going.” She said a little afraid, considering I never snap at her. “Fine.” I said. Designed by Aethereality.net

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