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Birthday 1990-01-30 Gender
Female Location Lost and not found Member Since 2005-06-17 Occupation Nothing Real Name Kitty
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Achievements I have lost almost everything. Anime Fan Since Forever Favorite Anime Too many to type. Goals I have a different goal every day. Hobbies Computer Talents Dancing, singing/screaming, math, writing, ballet, skateboarding, hurting people. Ask if you wanna know anymore.
myOtaku.com: Tsukitheninjawolf
Saturday, June 10, 2006
The End of A Dream
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Name: Kitty.
Age: 18.
Birthday: January 30th.
Currently: Texas
Education: G.E.D.
Currently Reading: American Psycho
Email: [Link]
Myspace: [Link]
Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing.
Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes.
MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com
AIM: My Bloodydeath13 &
Tehvampirekitty
So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty.
Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below.
I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too.
Have a nice day. Peace.
Kitty
Rules
Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook.
Visit me and I will visit you.
Don't fuck with me.
Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do.
Post
I have a question. If i handed you a gun and i was standing right in front of you, would you shoot me? I asked that cuz i really want to die right now. My bestfriend left his gun at my house so i could kill myslef if i wanted to, but then it would be painless. I want to die a painful death. So i think now i will go and destroy my arms with my razors. I'm sorry I let all of you down, but life is not short enough when everybody hates you. Here are a few poems.
I'm sorry,
For every lie,
Every heart break,
Every crush,
Everything I have done.
I'm sorry,
I was born,
I met you,
I ruined your life.
But if you life was so perfect,
Then why were you always there.
There is one thing I'm not sorry for,
And that is taking my own life.
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Sitting in a pool of blood,
And wishing to cut in deep.
I keep cutting,
And you keep screaming.
I start smileing,
While I'm Dieing.
I'm a freak,
And you love me.
You yell stop,
but I still cut.
The floor is covered,
and I fall down.
Sitting in a pool of blood,
And finally am free.
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I tried.
I tried to stay alive.
I tried to never give up.
I tried to be happy.
I tried to not let you down.
I tried to follow the rules.
But tonight I lost it.
I Gave up.
I didn't follow the rules.
I was depressed.
I let you down.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry,
I killed myself.
But I would do it again,
I would keep trying,
To end my life.
I'm sorry,
But I don't want to take it back.