Saturday, July 8, 2006

Please if you don't like me...then don't read....other wise read at your own risk...but please read this.....this is important...and you will learn something.....about me.....

	411 Name: Kitty. Age: 18. Birthday: January 30th. Currently: Texas Education: G.E.D. Currently Reading: American Psycho Email: [Link] Myspace: [Link] Hobbies: Technology, what few friends I have, Reading, and Dancing. Hates: Alot of shit. Mainly fakes. MSN: Atheist_Kitten@hotmail.com AIM: My Bloodydeath13 & Tehvampirekitty Links Backroom Guestbook Add Message Portfolio King Char-Char [Charles] Randy Music Currently Playing: Ein Lied By: Rammstein Credits Aethereality.net Index Stock.com Hybrid-Genesis.com			Intro February 16th 2008 So I figured I would use an already made layout. I just don't have time right now to make it myself. Other wise I so would have. Plus it's pretty. Anywayz. Please sign my guestbook if you stop by for the first time. Even though I have a few rules. They are below. I don't know how often I will update. I will try for everyday, but considering school and the fact I am actually reading a book, I may not be able too. Have a nice day. Peace. Kitty Rules Sign more than 1 fucking line in my guestbook. Visit me and I will visit you. Don't fuck with me. Last but not least, if you hate me, don't tell me you do. I don't really care if you do. Post It is official, I am crazy. I know I have promised so many people that I would never cut again, and I would stay alive, but sometimes things get outta hand. Lately people have been asking me how I am and I have been saying not so good, but usually I say fine even when I'm not. I’m not fine, ok, good, or anything anymore. I am terrible. When people ask why I never want to tell them, but that is because I don't believe they care. The reason are never simple with me, they are always complicated. My reason lately are: my 8 year old brother is in a mental institution, my boyfriend may be going to jail, my ex is in love with me again and just got dumped by his girlfriend, my ex's girlfriend dumped him because she likes me not him, everyone wants me to help them with there problems, I seem to date only suicidal people so my ex wants to die, I am extremely unstable, my parents think I’m on drugs again, my best friend started back up on drugs, and to top it all off I have blades just can't use them, but I see them everyday and almost every second of the day. I'm sorry to everyone, but last night I just couldn't take it and a couple of hours ago I couldn't take it either. I know I should stop cutting, but it releases those feelings. I am that type of person that holds emotions inside. I don't like to talk about it, but I thought I should type all of this for ya'll. You see, I'm not going to kill myself, but sometimes I do stupid stuff like cut deep enough to were I see blood, but won't die. I am sorry. Now I must go. P.s. Me and my sister made a site together called Rulersofthenight Please check it out....and sign the gb..... Designed by Aethereality.net

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