Saturday, June 25, 2005

   Graduation...*sarcastic* Hooray * sarcastic* If you can't read just highlight the text.

First Flame Master Hiei,xXchikaraXx, and animeseizuka I hope you don't mind I used your e-card and wallpaper. Well today I graduated,otaku account shows a different date but for me right now it is the 24th, thanks to IndigoIce260 for remembering, I don't think I'll miss anyone, but remember a few things my "son" egaD/Kadaj is one, for those of you who know about the FF7 Advent Children movie I named Dominic(egaD, I call him that because of his shirt he had when I first had a real conversation with him; it said MegaDeath but the M of Mega, and the eath of Death was covered by his jacket so it said egaD) anyway I call him Kadaj cause he somewhat looks like him and acts like him (Evil, but caring towards his mother ME) Well my other son was in therapy(I will not mention any of this because it is private.) Well an ironic thing occured, there are four main people I used to hang out with at school, Princess(yes that's her name), Devan, Adaline(I can't spell it), and Melissa. In a book of birthdays, stars, and numbers on Devan's birthday(TODAY HA! YOUR FACE DEVAN!!) Princess and Adaline were listed under Friendship (which they are very good friends with each other) Melissa was listed under Beneficial (and she is) and I was listed under Challenging (and I am) now we are going our seperate ways, each one of us are going to a different high school (except for Adaline, and princess they are going to the same school) Though something that Devan said has stuck to me she said one time when all of us were acting weird, she said "When we go to different schools, we will never find anyone like us ever again" I suppose that's true I will be going to a school where few people I know will go( and if I know some I do not get along with them), Melissa is going to a school where no one she knows is going (but she's going to a school with mostly asians, so her and her gamer friends will get along), Devan is going to Arizona, and Princess and Adaline are the ones who will be surrounded by other students they know. Well High School will be hard and I will more than likely be left alone because of how weird I am, or how weird people defind me. Throughout my whole school year I have been classified by all these names: Cynthia the weirdo, Cyn the Freak, Freak, The following are because of blue and red hair: Tucan sam, Rainbow, Skittles, and Silly Rabbit. Well I suppose that's it... Oh and to IndigoIce260, the reason I don't have friends is because humanity has not shown me that they are worthy of my respect or my friendship, I tried being nice and have only been used over and over it doesn't matter how many times I've tried and how nice I used to be after it's all done there is no one I can trust no one that will not harm me, that is also why I control my emotions so that I will be numb for the rest of my life...oh and I changed my site because I relized the most horrible thing on June 21st due to the Yu Yu hakusho DVD now I have decided the hardest thing in my life... -"Well our paths will eventually cross...but until then fare thee well"-Sora? -Tsumetai-Hi

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