Tuesday, October 18, 2005

   ....^.^
Today was.. Ok i supppose, nothing really special. Sat at Emilys table Me, Keiran and... I dont know the toher girls name (no offense to her she just never told me it lol) were joking around all period and listening to Emily and Niishas stories :P they were enjoyable hehe. Cept when Peter started talking about pastlives and metaphysical abilites... I almost started crying, from.. past expierances and from waht's going on with me now and stuff but I just started coughing lol and now, i can stop coughing >_< my back is kiling me

Me, Nina and Lauren stayed after for art club, and I can honestly say I have a good time there. Cause all i concentrate on is what I'm painting and i just let everything else dissapear. lol

Alotta things have been goin' on lately in my household and not that it borthers me at all. lol but my sisters being kinda wierd at the moment, long story.. but we found out her ex-fiance' david has been lying to her. Saying he was at work meanwhile he's by the middle east part of suffolk county. Which i dont think is right, cause my sis waits up for him cause she's worried until 6 in the morning.. and she has school at like 9.. so.. yeah Her and david exhcanged a few "words" and my mom keeps telling her, come back home. Leave him, he wants everything but doesnt want to give up anything.. he even told jeannie "im not giving up anything" but of course my sis wont come home.. I know love or whatever is complicated but still.. He got loud with my sister, threw stuff around, and lied to my sister. Nah, he's not on my good side at the moment... not at all. But, now all they are is "girlfirend and boyfriend" so my mom said, move back home and see how he feels at the end of the month when he doesnt have your extra 400 to pay for his rent. Becasue he spent it all going everywhere. So that's still to be resolved..

My cousin is doing good now, her parents didnt kill her (thank god because they were pissed!) and she hasn't been lieing lately... unfortuantly my aunt (cousins mom) took her outta school and put her on home tutoring so she wouldnt cut anymore. But I think she learned her lesson... This is her last year in HS, I don't understand why she'd wnana mess it up.. but anyway lol

My moms sick ;.; she always gets sick around this time of year, but I still get very very nervous. lol

Besides that, I made a few poems and I'm writing a new story. it's got vampires in it ^-^ Though I still have to fix it up and stuff. But it doesnt look.. that bad -.- ^^;;

Well srry, and thnx for listening to me babble XDDD ^-^ Hope everyones been well. Take cares hehe





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Monday, October 17, 2005

   bored
bored and bored lol.. Nothing really went on in schoolt oday, cept there was a fight or something. Everyone seemed to drop everything they were doing and all you see is this huge stamped running towards the doors. It... was scarry XDD Nina was absent today, so I hope she's feeling ok. Allissa really wanted to chuck her bow at Mr. H today in Orchestra... It's now safe to say Allissa hates him with a burning passion lol. And.. thats it really... besides a wierd game we played in science, very... strange lol but it was still fun. Vanessa was funny, she was like "Yo.. you better watch out for amber.. shes woah man" I just started laughing, she's a friend of my cousin and she's been over my house a couple of times, lol. Well, anyway since that's all that really happened Imma post up a BUNCH AND BUNCH of quizzes.. lol cause im bored. ^-^ sorry hehe

Your FullMetal Alchemist Icons by AnimeFan4Life
Name:
Ed:
Al:
Roy:
Envy:
Hughes:
Havoc:
Other:
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Your FullMetal Alchemist Icons by AnimeFan4Life
Name:
Ed:
Al:
Roy:
Envy:
Hughes:
Havoc:
Other:
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Fullmetal Alchemist: Your Fullmetal Alchemist Life/Moment/Thing by SilvernFalcon
Your name is:
Your age is:
Your name will be:	Something you forget
Your age will be:	immortal
Your species will be:	Homunculus
Your obsession will be:	Cheesecake
Who will obsess over you:	Fletcher
Your relationship will be:	Father-daughter
You will be killed by:	A random State Alchemist
How it will happen:	By being pushed off a cliff
Chance for being incarnated:: 48%
Your new body will be:	A man's
Quiz created with MemeGen!

o.o imma be pushed off a cliff!? that's not nice lol

Fullmetal Alchemist: You as a State Alchemist by SilvernFalcon
(User)Name?:
Age?:
Favorite alchemist?:	Edward ElricAlphonse ElricRoy MustangScarIzumi CurtisWrathKimbleyTim Marcohother
Favorite homunculus?:	EnvyGreedGluttonyLustSlothPrideWrath
Your alchemy element:	Ice
Your alchemist name:	Autumn Alchemist
Roy Mustang...:	...Wants to kiss you.
Edward Elric...:	...Loves you.
Scar...:	...Loves you.
Envy...:	...Wants to kill you.
Your alchemy success percentage:: 38%
Your rank:	Brigadier General
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Autumn alchemist... I like that name ^-^ Hey, imma brigadiere general!! lol Nuuu Envy wants to kill me.. oh well hehe

Fullmetal Alchemist: Your Fullmetal Alchemist Marriage by SilvernFalcon
Your name:
Your age:
Your career/occupation:
Who you'd marry:	A military dude
Who'd be the best man:	Al
Who'd interrupt your wedding:	Greed
How well you'd get along:: 73%
In the end:	Your spouse became the Fuhrer
Quiz created with MemeGen!

w00t.. i took this like.. 3 tmes.. and each time, gluttony would interrupt my wedding >_< lol


What's Eating Gilbert Grape: What a giving person,
but Gilbert Grape gave too much. Take some time
for yourself! Other than that people should
really look up to your selfless attitude


Which Johnny Depp Movie Are You Most Like?
brought to you by Quizilla

and now a few quizes to go along with my theme



Bear - You are Bear, the Heavy Blade whom
cares for Tsukasa like a son. You're old, but
that means you have life experience combined
with your high intelligence and wisdom levels.


Which Dot Hack SIGN character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

hey.. i like this one. But im not old!!! lol


Mimiru


.hack//Sign Character Selector
brought to you by Quizilla

im not all that stubborn..



Alright alright, sorry! That was alot lol well, ill see you all later bai take care. Hope your days have been well hehe ^-^

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Friday, October 14, 2005

   Today was a pretty good day, not very eventful though... Peter welcomed me back at Emilys table saying "You're back! Finally" lol it was funny, he said that Em was lonely so now I feel bad that i havent had a hcance to sit there all week. Since we were off two times this week and also i had lessons.. so it threw me off my schedule lol

We had pep-rally today but I didn't go, my mom picked me up early due to she wasn't going to be home from work on time, and she doesnt like leaving me home alone. So she picked me up around 7th and dropped me off at my aunts.. pretty boring day from then on. Miras writin' an essay on me so i feel special ^_^ lol but I think Ryu might be mad at me... i dunno might just be me with the whole b/f thing -.- well anyway, imma prob change my theme to .Hack//G.U. soon so here's some pictures of Balmung ^_^


These two pics are from .Hack//Sign





these two are from the games ^_^


(this is my fav pic of him.. for some reaosn lol)



These two are from .hack//legend of the twilight bracelet.




and a lil tiny avi of him ^_^


well ive gotta go now, anyone got plans for the weekend? it's been raining here for like... a week already >_< totally stinks well anyway take caer everyone bai
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Thursday, October 13, 2005

   oh boy
My mom got a call from the doctor today -_- she got back the results on all those joint test thingies.. or i think thats what my mom said but she has to consult someone about it. ::shrugs:: lol rather than that, i found out I have high cholestoral (i think i spelt that right) its like 216.. so before my mom sends me to a nutrietionalist(dunno if i spelt that right either lol) she's gonna see if i can cut back on it myself. So I can only have Taco bell once a week (nuuu) and I have to cut back on Ramen (double nuuuuu) besides that, we didnt hear anything else.. lol

well i've been fairing pretty well though, didn't get to bed all that early last night cause I ended up having a nightmare... Its the 5th time i've had one of these nighmares.. there are different events.. but well its hard to explain lol

Have off from school today, so imma just rest up and catch up on sleep. I was good on tuesday though... I went to bed at like 11:30 and that's very VERY early for me lol

Wanna see if Nina or Lauran... Or maybe even Allissa or Emily can hang out. I'm debating on asking Allissa 'cause.. well there was this "incident" when we were younger and I think her parents are still mad at me for what happened. Safe to say, im not the person i was back when that happened, and im happy im not. Cause i was a real biotch lol Me and Allissa are real good friends now though, we started talking again towards the middle of 7th grade, I told her everything and apologized like there was no tomorrow. She forgave me, so now we're very good friends again ^_^

eh i think imma go eat my share of tacos for this week, im hungry -_- hehe well hope you all have been well ^_^
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

   w00t
I had fun today in school, :P me, Nina and Lauran stayed after for art club and I'm gonna keep at it. We're making these... Christmas houses and than we auction them off and stuff. We also go on field trips and everything so it sounds like a lotta fun. Lauran said she wante dto stay too so atleast I have someone to talk to ^_^

Me, Nina and Lauran are supposed to stay after tomorrow too. We're heading to the library.. Lauran and Nina have to finish a project while I have to look up some stuff.. Research wee lol

Lunch was fun again, cept whne I told Allissa and Emily about havin' a b/f they kinda... ran around screaming it. >_< I really wanted to just whap allissa over the head with my violin. Though it was funny. lol
Also, Lauran and Nina and Stevan wouldn't let me leave the lunch room till I had something to eat. I told them I wasn't hungry (which was a lie i was starvin') so they wouldn thave to let me borrow money. But they insisted.. Lauran shoved the dollar into my hand and ran away. Allissa guilt trapped me into taking the half of her piece of pizza as she said "I cut it and saved it just for you and now your not gonna eat it :sniffles: " -_- lol so i had chips and stuff. And I borrowed a dollar from stevan for some water.. Cause I am not having the school pizza wihtout water lol.

That's all that really ahppened today, besides Lauran getting mad at me for taking the cheese off my pizza. It's not my fualt. It's a bad habit, and I dont do it all the time it depends on my mood lol It was funny..

Well that's about all that happened, im still trying to get the bugs worked out on the whole cousin thing... but hopefully that'll all be resolved soon.. The only problem is, she got caught lying.. and she's still lying!! -.- ::sighs:: oh well, hehe

well.. i gotta go eat, had a bag of chips and a half of a piece of pizza for lunch today and i had no breakfast.. so imma hungry lol I hope everyones been well, take care.
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Monday, October 10, 2005

   found
w00t my mom and aunt found my cousin, I am sooo soo so happy right now ^.^
oK srry ^^ lol
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   this sucks
My day was going pretty good.... cept going to the doctors and getting blood-work taking >_< argh, i hate getting that lol my arm still hurts kinda -_- well that was the highlight of my day, besides getting taco bell :P yumms lol So the doctors gonna have me go for all these different tests to find out if its a joint problem, blood problem etc. but thats not all that bad lol Im feeling alot better than I haven been though.

Well thats all been jolly until now, I found out that my cousin ran away... I also found out that her boyfriend is in the hospital... so I dont know what's going on at all, Im keepin' my cell on to see if she might call me or maybe call my house phoen or something... But I'm really worried cause I dont know what happened to cause her to run away, well just wish us luck on finding her.. lol srry..

Besides that I've been bored all day, mostly lazing around watching TV... forgot totally about my homework so ill be doing that at 12 am tonight, but i blame myself for forgetting so im not going to complain or nothing lol

Me and Y'vonne had the funniest convorsation last night on the phone, I really wish she didn't move but it was funny. at first she said she was tired so i told her "Ill get off the phone so you can get some rest" and she goes "NUUUUU~ dun go -.-" "but" "nuuuuu" it was funny. Than we went on making our own little scenarios and she just had me laughing so hard i started to cry. XDDD My mom heard me from all the way downstairs ^.^ We said that we're gonna mak ea book called "The book of random nonesense" and that it would be by hosh-posh. Or something like that lol. Than we started joking abnout that.. it was crazy.

Im really lookin' forward to school tomorrow (which is scarry lol) but Me and Lauran are heading either to the library or art club after school so I get to hang out and I dont have to head home right away lol. I wanna see if maybe Lauran and/or Nina or someone .. maybe Michele want to go to the movies. Or something like that lol

Well i think we're heading out to go see my grandma or something... Well I'll see you all later ^_^ take care.

(srry if this was kinda long)

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Sunday, October 9, 2005

blogthings ^^;

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a multi dimensional wonderland, with many layers. You're the type that always has multiple streams of though going. And you can keep these thoughts going at any time. You're very likely to be engaged in deep thought - and deep conversation.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Your Blogging Type is Confident and Insightful

You've got a ton of brain power, and you leverage it into brilliant blog. Both creative and logical, you come up with amazing ideas and insights. A total perfectionist, you find yourself revising and rewriting posts a lot of the time. You blog for yourself - and you don't care how popular (or unpopular) your blog is!

What's Your Blogging Personality?

I thought these were fun, also i was bored ^^;;
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   raining
it wont stop rainign >_< though i love the rain lol having it constantly for like 3 days gets kinda annoying and i think im starting to get sick again ^^;;;

Besides that I have a b/f ^.^ He's a great guy and everything hehe.

Nothing really much ... happened.. at all this weekend. I have off from school tomorrow so I'm not gonna borther with homework till then. I have to remember to go to the library next week and pay back the "fee" I owe them (ranges froma round $20 to $30 lol. w00t halloween is comin' up and my aunt bought me this Kimono set ^_^ I haven't seen it yet but I've always wanted a Kimono so.. yay ^.^

Things've been realy hetic over here lately, with school and going to the rehab center everyday to visit my grandma and not doing homework till 12:30 A.M. and not eating dinner till atleast 10 pm. But its ok, im slowly adjusting to it and stuff. Though I can honestly say I actually look "forward" to school now XDDD It gives me something to take my mind off everything and my lunch period just makes me smile with whomeever im sitting with.

Well Imma go now, Peter (Ronnie, my moms friends, son) is here. soo, take care and how have your weekends been? ^_^
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Friday, October 7, 2005

   -
Tired as heck -.- gotta start going ta bed earlier lol Oh, my mom had to reschedule the doctors apointment so now its on monday.. when we have off. Why couldn't she get it when we didn't have off and during the school day so i could go home!? ToT well anyway ^_^

Lunch was fun, yet again. Nina and Lauran are so funny lol Nina stepped on a straw and thought it was her shoe lace and Lauran put a gram cracker on Ninas head and Nina didn't even notice until Mark came by and flicked if off her. Me and Lauran started laughing lol
Mark did somethin' reall funny durin' lunch lol He walked by our table and me and everyone were talking and stuff. All of a sudden Nina goes to say something when Mark comes flying by on the garbage pale saying "WEEEEE" XDDDD We all started crakcing up, it was really random and funny. Nina was like "Um.. was that the garbage pale?"

Nothin' else really happened thats worth mentionin.. I duns feel good again, I really dont know what it is and Im not even gonna borther to tell my mom cause one she thinks im always faking and two even if i do go to the doctors, they always say theres nothing wrong with me. So ill wait it out and see. Maybe its just cause I've put myself under alotta stuff lately... Imma go eat Ramen know ^^ (Yes I am in love with ramne ^.^)
Hope all of yours week has been good, take care.

(wow this is a really short post compared to my other ones :P lol)
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