Friday, August 5, 2005

vacation
w00t w00t I'll be going on vacation soon from august 12th to the 28th. From the 12th to the 18th I'll be in florida at disney world. The only problem is, that my mom doesnt think we can go now. Since we're short on money, for reasons i'd explain but i dun wanna get all worked up about it again XD
Than from the 20th to the 28th i shalt be in New Orleans with my aunt and uncle. They won this thing, were any hotel in new orleans is free for a week << or something like that. So they decided to go there for their anniversary and asked me to come along, so i said sure why not? lol ^^

I really hope ill get a chance to go to Florida. 'Cause 1. it'll be my first time going with my family and 2. My camp is going to be there the same week I am, and I might get a chance to see Ben and Sammi ^-^ and it also cost my mom 1800 dollars to rent a house <.< but im not worried about that, cause my mom already told my brother to take him and tony down there so they cuold use the house for a while. ^__^

Well nothings really going on, finally got the 6th harry potter book but i havent gotten a chance to read it, I can't beat this stupid darn boss in Shining Tears ;_; If i could, I would choke him XD

I was on the phonee with erin last night, she was by the beach and the wave sounds were so relaxin' ^.^ she was like "You kev and jessi should be down here right now ><" ^^ it was funny

Well I gonna go, if i dont get a chance to post before the 12th (which i probably will ^^) everyone take care, ^^ Oh and heres a quiz I took a while ago << ^^


Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your
almost angelic, you find joy in others
happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in
pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
good about themselves and if someone is upset
you can tend to become rather upset as well
which means you are sympathetic and raise
others above yourself. Being as kind and
good-natured as you are people have most likely
hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up
every time. You may look fragile but you are
stronger than most tend to see. Life is
beautiful no matter how you look at it and you
understand that people make mistakes, not
everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
let anyone change you. You truly have a
beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Sunday, July 31, 2005

gone
im sorry i havent commented on anyones posts ;_;
Ill be gone for a while, 'cause I gotta finish up some stuff here and there, and its taking me a while to do it >< srry.
Anyway, just wanted everyone to know i may not be posting for a while,
Take care everyone bai ^-^
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Thursday, July 28, 2005

sick >
I feell so sick right now >_< My aunt said i felt warm while I was at her house, so I might be coming dowsn with something (again) Gotta go to the doctors i guess, but I don't have to worry about wasting my parents money cause I can just use my own for the co-pay at the HIP.

Well anyway, While I was playing Shining Tears with my aunt today, We ended up getting Cupido and Keinar(hot, cool samurai dude lol) and Keinar has this necklace with a cross on it that he wears. So my aunt had gotten something in the mail, with a cross necklace and she gave it to me since im so obsessed with Keinar. lol ^^ But I think she mightta wanted to give it to me anyway, Keinar was just her excuse ^-^ Thats just my thoughts though lol

Hopefully I get to hang out with my friend Tazzaka over the weekend. Haven't seen her in soooo long >< (Since graduation) We talk on the computer here or there but we really need to hang out and whatnot. She was a real fun friend to hang out with lol
^-^ Specially during art when we'd start coloring on eachothers folders when the teacher wasn't looking ^_~

My sister b-day is coming up (august 4th) So I decided ill get her either the 5th harry potter book or the 6th.. I think im gonna go with the 5th one.. cause I need mine back, and its really the only thing i can afford. Since I need to save my money for FL and New Orleans. Hopefully she'll like the present and not get mad at me for getting her it or something like that -.- she's always mad at me for soemthing.

I think im gonna start going out more, maybe join a swimming class or hango ut wiht my friends more. If i get the chance, i wanna call Christina and Allissa so that we could go to the beach. The three ho's(inside joke, none of us are any close to being a ho lol) need to meet up again before school starts again ><

Gonna go lay down, head is killing and Noggins (my sisters dog) just head butted me (seriously ><) Well hope everyones well, take care and have a good weekend and whatnot hehe
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

woo -_-
Just got back from the movies with my mom. We went to go see March Of The Penguins ^-^ My mom is totally in love with Penguins. She wants to bring one home so badly lol.

It's a documentry movie, but its actually really good, it's cute too lol ^-^ I like the baby Penguins, they do the funniest thigns sometimes lol ^.^
I saw the preview for the 4th harry potter movie, and tim burtons (i think thats his name) Corpse bride (not sure if thats the name of the movie) and both of those look AWESOME! lol They were some other previews too.. but i cant remember them ^.^

My mom now wants to get a Penguin and keep it as a pet. Even more than she did before, <_<;; Which I don't think she can, unless, it was like Pen-Pen from Neon Genesis Evangelion, lol ^-^ Thats about all I did today besides sleep ^^; Gonna see if maybe Michelle and Michael cna hang out tomorrow, and if not (or if i forget to ask or dont get the chance to ask) I'll go somewere with my mom again. I need to bond with her more anyway lol.
Than ill be getting paid again on friday, so maybe over the weekend Y'vonne will be able to hang out. I really need to start saving my money too -_- lol

Well thats about all ^^ How was everyone elses day? ^-^

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

   busy weekend
its been a busy weekend, but im happy it was. Better than being bored outta my mind -.-
Friday I started my new babysitting job, 2 kids, a boy and a girl, richard and alexander. My mom told me to charge 8 dollars an hour (4 dollars a kid) and i worked for about 5 hours so i got 40 dollars. ^-^ and i work twice a week, monday and fridays. So ill have money weee hehe. Alexander said that she wanted me to come back on monday so my worst fear didnt come true. Im always afraid that the kids wont like me lol Oh and i also beat .hack//infection on friday i believe ^^
saturday- woke up early, went to the mall with my aunt and uncle. They took me to waldenbooks were finally, i got Fruits Basket vol. 4 (i know im way behind) Saiyuki vol. 9 and DNAngel vol. 8. Joy joy ^-^ After that we went out to lunch. Me and my aunt talked about some greek mythology. and than we ate and whatnot. Than after all that, they dropped me off at my friend Michaels house. 'cause he had a party that day ^-^ I was his only school friend cause Michele couldnt make it. But it was fun, his family was really nice and everything, and i think one of his uncles.. ummm i dunno his name lol. But he was joking aroudn with me cause i was so quiet, he was like "dont talk so much amber" "be quiet amber" "Amber! SSHHH" it was soo funny. Than he pretended to hold me down while michael stuck some pretzels in my mouth cause i wasnt eating anything. lol ^^;; it was alot of fun,. Me and his umm cousin and sister i think went in the pool, and his grandma came in for a while. It was fun. I had to leave early though because Emily asked if she could sleep over because, her mom was going out for a while and she didnt want emily staying home alone. ^-^ but it was fun. Emily went to bed early while i stayed up and watched anime. ^.^
sunday(which is today lol)- me and my mom and my sister.. and my sisters friend, Jen. Went to Atlantis Marine World again!! w00t w00t. I was sooooo happy lol. I got a better shot at the sealions and i also took a video of the penguins. They are soo adorable lol. 'Course most of my time was spent either, petting the stingrays or feeding the stingrays. Though one of the big brown stingrays when i gave him some food... He kinda almost sucked my finger in with the food ^^;;; It hurt a bit but its not like its happened before so im good lol. The big brown ones my friend though <_< it was just cause i kept giving him food but thats ok.
After all that and we looked around more (they added a bird exhibit too ^^) we headed out cause it was getting late. (not realy ... my sister was just getting impatient -_- lol) and we stopped by the giftshop. I got one of those donation bracelets with atlantis marine world on them, I also got a Atlantis bookmark (i have like 5 bookmarks now lol) and my mom bought me a little stingray plushie. ^.^ its soo cute. I wouldnt let go of it lol.
Well that was my busy weekend, and now im probably going to lay down ^-^ Or go eat somethng -__- im hungry lol
I hope everyones been ok, ^.^ take care.
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

   This week
Has been so boring ;_; ::cries:: I had to clean my room, argh. Luckily my mom helped me.. But it still took me about 5 hours. :'(
I got .Hack//Infection the other day, and I'm already almost finished with it. ^-^;; Once I beat that I'm gonna go back to playing FF7 and Wild Arms 1. The IO/cable guy is here to install the boxes. So im downstairs on the laptop, staying out of the way.
Ruggie and Bambino won't stop barkning >_< My ears are gonnna fall off. I'm heading to my aunts after the guy leaves cause my dad has to go to work and my cousin and brother sleep like theres no tomorrow sooo
There won't be much help if something happens lol no offense to them of course lol
...O.O I think is just started to rain here :blinks: that rain really came out of nowere...
Eh thats summer for you, I guess lol ^-^

Nothing at all really happened last week...and nothings happening so far this week. Went to my aunts and I got her to the Arc hunter class. I had to beat arc in the 5th tests though ;_; I almost cried when I saw him again (i know im a sap lol) but i mean he was one of the best characters (Though Shu and Tosh are my favorites lol) and he was the one chosen by the spirits and he's been dead for like... 2 games ;_; And they giveyou his card so you can fight with him. ^-^ He's really strong o.o hehe

My aunt was supposed to get in .hack//Mutation today but they sent her a box in and there was a paper inside saying "Sorry, we dont have this item" -_- So she has to order it from someone else again.

How is everyone today? ^-^

well gotta go finish my soup, yay ramne ^^ hehehe
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Thursday, July 14, 2005

   random poem
I just wrote this poem a second ago >> lol It's really random. I dunno where it came from, cause i haven't broken up with anyone ?_?
well anyway here it is. Comment if you want (pleasE? lol)

Go On

I got an e-mail from him one day.
It said that "I dont love you so go away"
I almost broke into tears. And thinking he lied
I e-mailed him back, and he replied
"Its not you, its me. Don't think we should see eachother anymore.
Looking at you hurts me, but please baby dont hate me"
I stared at the screen
Bewildered and scarred.
The person I loved most
Is tearing me to shreds.
Please let it all be a dream, wake me from this nightmare.
So I sat there thinking, trying to make sense.
Than a little voice in the back of my head,
Whispered to me with the utmost care
Realitys a bitch, I've learned that all too much.
But no matter how hard it is,
I dont think im ever going to give up.
Just because he said "Its not you, its me, dont think we should see eachother anymore.
Looking at you hurts me, but please baby dont hate me"
Doesn't mean someone else will say the same thing.
I'll be hurt and I'll be crushed.
My heart might feel like led, but I'll never give up.
I'll keep moving on, no matter how broken I am.
So I told him back, face to face.
"I'm not afraid, and I'll see you later. Adios, goodbye, I've got no time.
This may sound cold, but I can go on."
I touched his hands and felt his warmth.
I smiled and jumped in my car.
As I drove on, I said.
"I left my broken heart behind with that man"

excuse the curse word lol ^-^;;; sorry, anyway, sorry if it doenst make that much sense. I tend to.. change and/or skip thoughts while writing a poem lol ^-^ If you liked it please comment and tell me, thanks.

and nothing news been going on today >.< finished Arc The lad: End Of Darkness. The game was alright.. But it really didnt live up to the pervious game installments >< but anyway, hopefully Ill beat Musashi sometime during this week or next week when I visit my aunts again. I just got thrown into that corel desert prision in FF7.. oh joy -_- lol My aunt ordered me all the .hack games.. all four of them. I told her I'll pay her back once the school year starts and I start babysitting again. ^^ Which I fully intend on doing. Well anywya, besides that.. nothing new >> Have to go clean my room tomorrow. Which'll take about five hours but thats ok.. thats what i get for letting it get dirty in the first place lol Im only cleaning it so my dad will install the IO box into my room and not my brothers <_< I know that kinda sounds selfish.. But an "incident" happened a while ago. and im scarred when my tvs hooked up to the downstairs one. lol, ^^ and besides if i do get my own Cable Box. I'll have The Anime Channel all to myself for once lol ^-^

Oh my mom told me that she's bringing me back to Atlantis Marine World next week. ^-^ ^-^ ^-^ Im so happy lol

Anyway gotta go babysitting ;_; lol take care everyone ^-^

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Monday, July 11, 2005

   Skipped last weeks post... cause well.. Nothing happened last week lol ^^

Just got back from Atlantis Marine World with my mom. I love that place sooo much. I got to pet the sting-rays. They are now officially my favorite animal hehe ^^ The sea-lions are soooo cute. And the penguins too, they're adorable. ^-^ In this huge glass tank with like sharks and fishes and manta-rays and sting-rays and stuff. lol There was this HUUUGGGEEE Eel ^^ It was really cool, I'd never seen a eel up close till then. Than there was this huge Sea-turtle, it was so cute. I really just wanted to jump on its back and ride it lol. There was also this tiger-shark. ^-^ There are monkeys there too. THey were sooo cute lol ^^;;; Next time we go there, my mom said she'll bring more money, and i cna go swim in this little tank thing with some of the fishes ^^ it'd be so cool, yay! hehe. Anyway.

I reliezed that I get my love of Marine life from my sister. I get my love for computers from my dad. My smartness from my brother and my kindess and tolerent-ness from my mom lol ^^ I get for myself is, day-dreaming,n thinking and being philosophical lol ^-^

Me and my mom got lost going to atlantis marine world ;_; it was funny lol. ^-^ Anyway thats all for today, nothing new as of yet. lol ^^
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Friday, July 8, 2005

   ^^ ^^ ^^ .Hack//news
im putting this up again, cause i deleted it before lol
There are three new things coming out for the .hack series.
.Hack//G.U. (Video game)
.Hack//AI Buster (translated and maybe in manga form being released by Tokyopop so if you want more go to their site ^^)
and last but not least
.Hack//Fragement online. Which is the online version of .hack.
Yes we've all been dreaming of it, well Atleast I have lol ^^ and now its finanly coming true.
If you want to know more go to

www.dothackers.net

They have alot of info on it. Classes include, Blademaster, twinblade, wavemaster, heavyaxe, heavyblade, and some tohers but im having a problem thinking about what they are lol Rumor is you can make a 3-people party, and there will be lounges, that will lead to the root towns. Such as mac anu and stuff. Another assumption of the game, is that there will or might be a look alike altimit desktop when you acsess it. So you can get e-mails and while your in the game obtain Pms from your friends, without having to log out to check yoru mail ^-^

Theres more on the site i gave you all up there, im too lazy to write more. That site has alot of Info on fragement and G.U. on there. ^-^ I have some theories on G.U. but ill talk about hem later. ^^
Nothing happened at all today, and i woke up at 3:30 pm today, so I decided to make this post a news post kinda thing lol ^-^
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Thursday, July 7, 2005

   So tired >< Tried to get to bed yesturday but couldn't, so around 2 am, I went back on, and kev was on so I told him all about what I found out about the new .Hack things that are coming out. Than we started Rping in .Hack for a while, our usuall characters Blackrose and Kite lol ^-^

Well besides that nothing really new happened, I got Way of the samurai 1 and 2. I went to my aunts yesturday, and we beat this guild mission that was pretty hard cause of these wolf like monsters (and you have Boris following you aorund in the cave, he is so stupid >< no offense boris lol but i wanted to just kill him somtimes, he'd actually run into a monster... id be like "Boris!!! >< >< get back here!" my aunt would just start laughing)

Than I played Musashi, I beat Burninis sidequest, and I went on to doing the erm.. One of the missions lol ^-^;;;

Than I went back home and started Way of the samurai, the first one is a pretty cool game, kinda short though. But there's different ways you could play it.

Than nothing new really happened... again ... but of course, while i was playing Way of the samurai, i hear my mom go "that b***" and I blinekd for a second than i was like "oh shizmo ruggie ran out!!" (Rugrat is one of our dogs lol. I've got three, Bambino, Rugrat and Butch ^^) and I ran downstairs, My brother was trying to get her (oh meanwhile its around 10 o'clock or 11 at night, so you could hardly see a thing.. but luckily she's a white dog lol) Than I ran out, and ran after her to find her, she was hiding behind my friend Christinas house cars lol ^^;;; and than when i heard her I started yelling for her, My brother couldn't run so I was the one to catch her (though i dont mind, cause i usually catch her) So i had to run back towards the house, and ruggie followed me.. That dog is really fast >< >< >< We led her over to butch (ruggies got a crush on butch ^^ It's true, there is proof lol) and I grabbed her than brought her over and the whole chase for ruggie was over. And my legs were killing me afterwords cause they were already sore >< ><

I watched my Saiyuki DVDs again today ^-^ I love this series so much, but I like the manga better, mangas kinda funnier lol ^^; srry. Saiyuki is also playing on The Anime Network (TAN) again, so im happy. ^^ and just in time too, my dad said that we're getting cable and that he's gonna order TAN for me and IM gonna ahve my own box in my room ^-^ yay,

Anyway, I think ill go try and find something to do, or bug my brother to go get somethign to eat, casue theres absolutly nothing anywere and im starving >< lol
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