Thursday, November 18, 2004

   poems hope you guys will rate...
Am i still your trojan god as you are my trojan princess...
do i call upon you as you would call upon me in times of need...
do you miss me as i miss you on rainy days?
Do you call me sweetie as i call you hunny...
if i were a torn would you be my rose.....
do i complete you the way you complete me...
am i the other half of your soul as you are mine...
could u live your life without me ...cuz i couldn't live mine without you...
I'll love you til the end of time ....
one question left to ask...will you be mine til the end of time...



Road not taken...
Everyday is the same for me...
i never see my feet in front of me...
Everyday i walk down the same path
hoping a helping hand will appear...
everyday its the same pain,the same fear the same hurt that keeps me so afraid?
Today a new road appeared in my pathway...
yet once again i failed to notice and walked on by...
head down shoulders shagging
thiking whats the use....
if only i had a friend who understood instead of all those superficial fakes of friends of mine...
once again I walk home all alone wishing hoping my misery would end
yet I fail to notice that i've taken a new path of yesterday once that has long been forgotten.
i fail to notice a girl in my path who seems just as lost...
I walk towards her courage taking over me...
she turns around and there she stands the girl of my dreams...
I hold out my hands towards her and together we walk the path of the road not taken...


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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

   Tuesday what a bore...
Nothing new happened here.only i got off the phone with pink addict eailer and it seems as if she's mad about something...i know i haven't said anything crude lately so it couldn't have been me...



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Friday, November 5, 2004

a poem from the heart...


You've said countless times before that i don't love you but you know it isn't true...


can't find the courage to tell you face to face...

that i love you...
you wouldn't understand if i told you all the time...
but you more then you'll ever know if only I was brave enough to let you know...


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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

   Once there was a girl...
There was a girl who's smile brightened my day.
She'd change the world if she could...
Her smile seems to bring out the best in people...
she never could she the faults in those around her she always saw the good in everyone...

no matter how hurt she was she never gave up on them...

this is the girl i know as Pink Addict.

Sometimes I wonder where'd she'd had gone and then she's standing right in front of me with her palm turned out towards me;motioning me to join her. The only thing is her smile doesn's light up the room as it once did. I understand Bree's grandmother passed away but i just think she's been depressed a little to long. She needs to learn how to smile once again. I'll never stop loving her but i just hate to see what this death has done to my spark of life.


You see i planned on spending the rest of my life with her but now i can't because she's just not her anymore and that would be like being in love with a complete stranger.

But once there was a girl who could bring the world to it's knee's with the tears in her eyes.
A girl so brillant it was thought that she was einstiens daughter.
A girl of many talents ...
but thats just it ...
once there was a girl now there is no one left but a girl of shadows who's shadow scares her.

Her light has somehow dimenised and i can't see her as i once did.

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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

   Fly away with me.
Fly away with me :
Be free away from al the hate
the hate the fills the air.
Let me fly away into the moments
fly into sercurity
Heaven's blessing is in my wings
Fly away with me to after tomorrow
but just fly away with me because i love you.
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   Tuesdays mournings
We'll I"ve done it again. I broke up with Pink Addict because she became a shell of who she use to be.


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   I've Been good.
I've been good and she's still upset with me. Though at this rate she'll be mad at me even if there wasn't anything to be mad with me about.
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