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Sunday, July 31, 2005


hm, havent posted in a while.. um lets see here. ok, looking at my last post, I'd say i wasnt feeling to highly at the moment, so I'll start out by saying: im better now.

anyway, the past week has been vbs (for those of you who dont know, thats Vacation Bible School, where we get a bunch of children from around the town and have a bunch of activites set up for them, and it gives us a chance to witness to them too...) right, I was supposed to help out during game-time, but alot of people were helping game-time, so i decided i will give myself free-time until sum1 tells me what to do. so i get to spend alot of time with kate, grace, and mr rabe (they led in music) and i had alot of fun with them. aside from them, phil (grace's bro) followed me around everywhere, so spent alot of time with him too.

ever since i announced to everyone that i was leaving to the air force is that i see how much impact i have on others. its something i wish i could have seen before, or maybe its something that just started because i announced i was leaving?... i dunno...

heh, i had fun at vbs, there was this other guy there a couple years younger than me who was getting jealous that all the girls love my hair. so i told him we'd have a competition everyday to see who's hair grabbed more attention. and from the start, i knew that i wouldnt have to do anything and still win, but i decided I'd really rub it in his face that he loses hands down. so on the third day of vbs (it lasts a week), i came in with part of my hair in dreads.. and from what all the girls told me, i was "sweet/hot/awesome/sick" (etc...) heh, so that was fun.

something im trying to figure out is how we "love" in a Christian way (im talking love, boyfriend girlfriend stuff). cuz, we pledge our lives to God, and rely on Him with our decisions and choices. and yet, when we fall in love, that is based solely on our own feelings. so how is it that while we are relying on God wqith our decisions, we choose who we want to marry by our own standards, i mean, a person's standards may very well be Biblical and well established, but love is determined by feeling. if anyone has some thoughts, please share

c-ya! -Twilight Force

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