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Thursday, October 20, 2005

   Funeral Song
I couldn't fall asleep last night until after 6am. I just felt too awake to even try to sleep. I was wondering if I should justskip out on sleep all together.. but I decided to just wait until I fell asleep, which incurred alot of down-time thinking. Trying to think while in a depressed state of mind is like asking for life's pain to be rubbed in your face, and yet we all seem to do it anyway. Though if we go on ignoring every troublesome event in life, we're ignorant.... but at any rate, though I can't trust every thought I had last night, realizations you make while depressed can be true enough. The psycology of how and why the mind reacts and works in the way it does is something we'll never fully comprehend, which, while it's depressing to not know how to help people, is necessary since if we did.. we would be able play "Miniature God", where we could give people what they needed, as opposed to them receiving their needs from God. We can be used by God to be the help for someone, but it's not by our power that we do anything. We are empowered to help, and some are more gifted than others. But at any rate, that really didnt have much to do with what I was talking about, I kinda started rambling on a thought. I'm feeling sad... I want to feel loved.
This post is a bit sappier than I normaly am, and for that I apologize..
-Brian (6:15pm)
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