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• Graduated high school back in the year '05, went to Africa for 2 wks. (missions trip), competed in the NACA basketball competition and came in 11th (out of 12! - LOL), and other stuff
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• Pokemon started it all! XD
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• People say I have talent, but I don't seem to see what they do... ^^;
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myOtaku.com: twilight samurai
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Thursday, June 1, 2006
Hey Everyone! Whoo boy, I’m pretty tired. Let me just say that it was a long night last night. Last night was rough. Mom and I had a major argument over something so trivial. I tried to apologize for my behavior, but I don’t know if she forgave or not. But something I’m so scared of is turning out to be something or someone I so disgust. Like, isn’t it strange how we can tend to easily pick up on the bad habits our parents exemplify before us, yet we struggle to even try to imitate their good ones? Does that make sense? I began to think of “what if I got married and had kids…would I behave like this?” If ever I were blessed enough to be given a husband and a family of my own, I’d rather die than treat them as I have been treated or even as I have treated others in such a dishonorable way. So I spent the majority of the night crying, and now my eyes are like puffer fishes! lol Jeepers, I feel as though I just poured something out that’s been in me for a while, yet it’s still in me and will never go away. But nevertheless, I feel somewhat relieved. Hehehe...I’ll try to come up with some light hearted stuff later! Take care everyone! ^_^
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