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Birthday
• 1991-02-15
Gender
• Female
Location
• McDonalds' Island. Mmm... French Fries.
Member Since
• 2004-12-12
Occupation
• Village Idiot / Kitsune
Real Name
• Ki-chan, or Kasai

Personal

Achievements
• I passed kindergarten. Whoop.
Anime Fan Since
• 1998
Favorite Anime
• Hellsing, Samurai Champloo, Tsubasa, Elfen Lied, Fruits Basket, Inuyasha, Yu Yu Hakusho, DN Angel, Ah My Goddess, Wolf's Rain, Her Magesty's Dog, Full Metal Panic, Escaflowne, Burst Angel, Samurai Deeper Kyo, Outlaw Star
Goals
• To be respected
Hobbies
• Drawing, playing games, sleepin, eating
Talents
• I can walk and chew gum at the same time. o_O

myOtaku.com: TwilightFox

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Friday, June 16, 2006

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Hello everyone! How are you today? I'm doing a little better. ^^

Everything is still sore... and the funeral was tonight...

*sigh*

She was thirteen years old... and her parents and grandparent had to bury her.

*shiver*

A parent should NEVER have to bury a child.

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But anyway, now that I got that outta the way.... I have new art posted! Plllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease check it out!

And I'm sure by now ya'll seen my new banner!

*evil laugh*

That is posted, too. ^_~

Just please if you have have time go check it out.

It means so much to me when I get a comment... ;_;

Makes me feel like someone actually takes time out of their schedule to express their opinions to me...

*feels all warm and fuzzy*

But anyways, nothing really new here... except I want to thank four veeeeery special people for helping me...

1. Megan, you are always there no matter what. We tend to fight sometimes... but in reality I would be so lost without you. ;_; I looove you.

2. Gigi, if you hadn't sat down and talked to me today.... I would have broken down completely. Everyone else but you and Megan had better things to do.... which this one is sure you guys have something else to do as well but... you gave it up to comfort me.

*eyes water*

Thank you so... so much.

3. Fox-kun, thank you for talking to me... we didn't really speak that much, and this one only seemed to drag you down... but thank you nonetheless, you made my heart feel good. ^^

4. Neko-chan... you weren't really here for this. And for that I will always be grateful. I didn't want to drag you down to my level. This one is so glad that you stayed with Raven and Kris, so you had at least a little fun! And the fews words you did manage to pass on, helped to lift my spirits. ^^

And to everyone else...

I bow to you...

Without your comments... I don't know what I would do. Thank you so so sooooo very much for listening to the rantings of a worn-down teenager. Everyone said such wonderful things, and as a result, I am feeling better today.

Without them.... I would be in my room, in a corner... washing away my grief with an endless flow of tears.

I salute you all... and please just know, always and forever....

That you helped someone. You made a difference. Never forget that, because it's the truth.

*bow*

I love you all in my own little ways. And again I can't say thank you enough. ^^

It will take a bit of work to get me back to normal, but since ya'll have stayed with me thus far... I hope that you will continue to stay by my side through it all. ^^

Well, I must go to bed now! Good night everyone, sweet dreams!

Have... a glorious day. ^^

~Forever and Always~
~~~~~~Ki-chan~~~~~~

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Thursday, June 15, 2006

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Mood: Grieving
Listening to: Akira Yamaoka - You're Not Here
Reading: Nothing..
Watching: My life wash away with the high tide...

*sigh*

The phone rang at about.... six o' clock in the afternoon.. I didn't think much of it.. it was just the phone. My mother went out on the porch, and told me to watch after my sister...

Again... I didn't think much of it.

Until she came back in... and told me that the person who called was my grandmother.

My cousin had drowned in a pool about a mile away from our home. And it had just happened not an hour ago.

She was at a camp for the gifted at a local collage... and apparently no one was watching... and she had a seizure while swimming...

And somehow nobody reached her in time...

But they claim she was still breathing on the way to the hospital.

*shrug*

She was one of the 'gifted' kids in the family. The one that gets showered in gifts, and everyone adores.

So naturally... everyone in the family is grieving... even those who didn't know her... which is understandable but...

Hardly anyone in my family would grieve for me. I know of at least six.... that's about it. Which is more than some people can say... so I know that I am lucky for what I have.

Ugh... things like this just make you think... ya know?

I haven't even shed one tear for her...

This one grew up with her, and we were very good friends for so long...

And then our parents got in a fight, and they seperated us... for almost five years now. So I hadn't seen her in a long time.

*sigh*

I'm a bit shaky, but otherwise fine. I suppose it hasn't sunk in yet...

Then again.. for the next ten years everyone around me will talk about how 'wonderful' and 'brilliant' and 'gorgeous' and 'genius' she was.... just like they talked when she was alive.

So it won't be any different for me.

Ugh...

And this one cannot say half of the things she wishes to say, because she will affend some of her friends. So as usual... she will suck it up and move on to break down at a more convenient time.

Er... I am just so tired of being alone. I am ready to do anything to get someone to pay attention to me.

But enough ranting... I suppose I should go now. But first.... here's a mini comic me and Neko-chan made... when I was happier.

I drew most of the chibis... except Kurama. I think Neko-chan managed to draw like.. three or four frames, I was goin too fast for her. O_o

We were doodling on msn. It's like the yahoo art pad... hard to draw on.. so excuse the messiness... and it was a quick thing... we were playing it by ear.. no script. -_-;
AND we were using the mouse. O_o

Uh... here's what they are saying in case you can't read our messy handwriting..

Me: "Anybody in there?"

Neko-chan: "No... <.< >.>"

Me: "Oh..."

Neko-chan: "Nope..."

Me: *looks up and sees her tail* *yanks*

Neko-chan: *SPLAT*

Me: "..."

Neko-chan: "..."

Me: *blink*

Neko-chan: "..."

Me: "Hi!"

Neko-chan: "..."

Me: *smile*

Neko-chan: "..."

Me: *anger vein* "Wake..up!"

Neko-chan: "..."

Me: *pulls out an uber huge deadly looking malet out of nowhere* "WAKE UP!!!!"

Neko-chan: "..."

Me: *WHAM*

Neko-chan: X___X

Me: *glares at the pancake*

Kurama: "Hiei won't be happy..."

Me: *sweet smile* "Who?"

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O_o.... Ok I'm done now...

Ja!

~Ki-chan~