Thursday, August 11, 2005

   Day 4
Well, how are you people? Myself? I'm doing alright. I'm tired and extremely bored. So, that leads me to being depressed. That's what my last therapist said, "Keep her active or over wise she will once more sink into depression." I hate therapist. They think that after one session they know everything about you and every little event in your life... I hated them.

Enough about that. Nothing new today once again. I woke up at 3 in the afternoon only because I went to bed and 6 or 7 in the morning. After I got up I had to dust the house.... That took forever. 2 hours to be percised. Over than that, nothing. I haven't eaten yet and so my stocmach keep sgrowling in hunger and I have yet to take me vaitamin(sp?) pill. *sigh* Life sucks.

I have today, tomorrow and then my parents come home on Saturday. Then, we will do the laundry and then my father and I will be gone. I'm looking forward to it.

I don't have much left to say, so I'll give you a few pics and poems.

Angels Fall Farthest
Craving insanity
I'm becoming neurotic
Not beautiful, dark, and somehow erotic
Angels fall farthest
I'm sick of this pretention
Because all that I've faced
Is beyond comprehension
Like a broken doll
The spark is gone
Lying numbly through the night
Recoiling at the dawn
There's nothing more
My spirit is bent
Life was all that I had left
And my life is spent. -Leia

Warrior Arch Angel.


Angel of the Sea.


Not all Angels are Good.


Beautiful..... So breathing taking!


Forbidden love....


I like this pic alot.


See you later, Ja ne!

Song of the Day: Cold by Crossfade
Lyrics-
Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I’m always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I’m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I’m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so

Cold to you, I’m sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You can see me stand on my own again cause now I can see
You are the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high

What I really meant to say
Is I’m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I’m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be, so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep it always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there’s just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I’m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I’m sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

Random Question of the Day: Why?

Quote of the Day: "Risk! Risk anything! Care no more for the opinions of others, for those voices. Do the hardest thing on earth for you. Act for yourself. Face the truth." -Katherine Mansfield (1888 - 1923)

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to DarkwingedKyo.

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

   Day 3
Well, this is getting annouying.... lol Nothing ever new to give to ya. My life is so boring... I need some type of adventure. lol

Thanks to all of you who commented and liked my site. It means so much to me that you all like it. Also, a special big thanks to Cheza382 who helped me with my site. ^_^


Well, today once more nothing special has happened. Went to bed late got up late.... I really need an alarm clock, ne?

I heard from my brother who went away to the beach with his friends. I think my parents are mostly worried over him than they are us because if something should happen we wouldn't know about it. Glad he called though, it most likely set my parents at ease.

Nothing really to say so here are some treats:

I like this. I think I might but it in my profile....


Shimmering angel.


I like this one alot. Very nice, ne?


Nothing to say about this.


Kawaii!!!!!!!!


Angels with Broken Wings
Hand touched flowers, forms, a halo's golden ring
Into this world, God did bring
Beauty, love, and children to sing
Until mistakes, makes them one of God's angels with broken wings.

Houses of God, being burned to the ground
Two hundred lives lost, when a plane goes down
Bomb blast hurts many, in an olympic, Atlantic town
I guess satan is doing his job, all around.

Lost loves, lost lives, loss of dignity and grace
The rich, the poor, all of a different race
We are all the same, in our heavenly father's face
Listen to his prayers and hear his heavenly choir sing
Help him mend his Angels with broken wings.

We all wear the golden halo's ring
sometimes it's bent, or given a fling
But when mended, it is with God's love, touched by his hands
from somewhere above
And with the sound of love, his choir does sing
when he has healed his Angels with broken wings -Charli Lewis

Angels Don't Exist
I thought I had an angel
Someone to help me pull through
But now I really see
That my angel, is isn’t you

Angels they protect you
And don’t hurt you in any way
They understand your problems
And know exactly what to say

Angels they are there
Always sitting by your side
Wiping away the tears
And they don’t ever lie

Angels they really love you
More than any other in this world
I thought you were my angel
I thought I was your girl

But I now I see angels don’t really exist
And dreams don’t last forever
I guess you aren’t an angell
And you cant put my heart back together -MessyCure

Nothing more to say so Ja ne!

Song of the Day: Concrete Angel
Lyrics-
She walks to school with the lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holdin' back
Wearin' the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with linen and lace, oh

The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel

Somebody cries in the middle of the night
The neighbors hear, but they turn out the lights
A fragile soul, caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it'll be too late

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel

A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel

Random Question of the Day: Pepsi or Coke?

Quote of the Day: "Before you agree to do anything that might add even the smallest amount of stress to your life, ask yourself: What is my truest intention? Give yourself time to let a yes resound within you. When it's right, I guarantee that your entire body will feel it."
-Oprah Winfrey (1954 - )

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to Dark Phoenix.


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Tuesday, August 9, 2005

   Day 2
Hey everyone! How have you been. Not too bad I hope. It's never good for me to hear that my friends are stuggling in life. I hate it so much. But what can I say, I've stuggled all my life and you've been there. Well, at least I hope you have. lol

Nothing special going on today. I went to sleep at 5 in the morning and woke up at 2 in the afternoon. Nothing special about that. lol We have been watching television and right now my brother is playing Dragonball Z Boddikai(sp?) lol He lovew that game. I'm not to bad it. Right now, I'm cooking us dinner. Mini pizzas. They're so good. I love them. lol

My mother keeps calling and it gets so annouying after awhile. I can't blame her for worrying. I mean she has never been away from us this long. She's so attached. We keep joking that we busted the house all up.

I hear my mother's voice mail and holy shit is it funny. This is what she said:
Hello. You've reached Sherry and my give a damn is busted. When I get it fixed I might just call you back. Leave your number.
Oh my god was it funny.

Well, I have a question that maybe you all can help me with. I need the code so that you can but a music video onto your site. I don't know it and have been looking it up, so far nothing. So if you know how to but a music video on your site, could you please help me.

Nothing much left to say. I guess I'll give you some treats for my new theme.... That reminds me, Cheza382 agreeded to help me with my background. I want you all to thank her for being so nice. She's such a good friend. All of you are!

Yaoi in angel form... Man you have got to love it!


Dark in a wonder picture made by Vixenia. Beautiful.


Crimson Cresent.


Moon Angel.... or at least they said it was lol.


That's all for now. Ja ne!

Song of the Day: Johnny by October Project.
Lyrics:
There was Johnny like a stranger
Living in a small town
Measuring the small time
He was thinner than a razor
Johnny in a small town
Living with his thumb on the trigger
Wishing he could be
Just a little bit bigger
Bored
To the heart of himself
He was trouble in the making
Trouble in the keeping
History repeating
He was walking into danger
Johnny in a small town
Looking for a light in the tunnel
Creeping in the dark and
Doubting that the sun'll shine
To the heart of himself
And he tells himself
It'll be all right
Happiness is just around the corner
And he tells himself
It'll be okay
Happiness is just a life away
She was pretty as a picture
Shining in a window
Everybody said so
What did Johnny have to give her
Johnny in a small town
Putting on a suit he had borrowed
Knowing she would probably
Leave him tomorrow
Leave him alone with himself
And he tells himself
It'll be all right
Happiness is just around the corner
And he tells himself
It'll be okay
Happiness is just a life away
Everything is different but it's all the same to him
Everything is nothing like it was
Before she came
Before she stayed
And went away
She left Johnny like a stranger
Waiting in a small town
Measuring the small time
Nights were longer than the days were
Living in a small town
Looking for a door he could open
Hoping that he wouldn't break until he broken free
To the heart of himself
And he tells himself
It'll be all right
Happiness is just around the corner
And he tells himself
It'll be okay
Happiness is just a life away
And he tells himself it'll be all right
Happiness is just around the corner
And he tells himself
It'll be okay
Happiness is just a life away
A life away
Just a life away

Random Question of the Day: Why do people fall in love?

Quote of the Day: "Can I ever know you Or you know me?" -Sara Teasdale (1884 - 1933)

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to Dark Alchemist767.


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Monday, August 8, 2005

   Day 1
Well, it's day 1 with my parents gone and damn is it lovely. No one to tell us what to do, no one to make us do cleaning (Ihate cleaning), no one to tell us what to do! I love it so very much. lol I guess everyone would.

So far nothing interesting today happened. I got up at 2 in the afternoon.... Well, I woke up at that time but I layed in bed for another hour so I really didn't get out of bed until 3.

After dinner I am going swimming because even though it looks as if it's going to rain, I want to swim. I need some time out doors.

My parents won't be back until Saturday! This week will kick ass. lol Party over here. Woot woot! Party over there! woot woot! lol No really.

My brother (younger one) went to the beach with his friend. He said he wasn't going to go because of all the bugs at the beach he is at. But he told me last night that he didn't want to be stuck home bored so he decided to go after all. Good. He deserves some vacation as well as everyone else. And I deserve to have him out of my hair. lol

I was informed that my family is taking a small vacationa at the end of the month. We're going to Kings Dominion. Awesome! My brother's are going to stay at the water park all day since they hate rollercoasters and heights. They never ride anything and always complain of it being too hot. We'll be staying for two days I think. ^_^ I'm a happy camper.... My uncle wants me to go do the Bungie Jumping with him..... I'm stil debating on it. What do you think?

Well, nothing more to say.... OH! The voting is now over. The winner background is 9 with 8 votes. This was the line up.....

1st place #9 votes 8
2nd place #3 votes 3
3rd place #7 votes 2
4th place #1,4,5,8 votes 1
Last place #2,6,10 votes 0

My new background will be up shortly... Whenever I get time to do it. I my need some help from Cheza328 once more. lol I hate asking her because I feel like a burden when I do. I normally give her my password and she sets it up for me. *sigh* All of this is still new to me.

Blind date with a hot anime guy ^.^ by Originality
Name
Age
Lucky Number
Favorite color
Date ===
Where the date is	His Place ^,-,^
First thing date says to you	"I hope you like video games and pizza."
Last thing date says to you	"bye"
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Well, that's basically everything. Nothing more to do or say. Until tomorrow, Ja ne!

Song of the Day: I Will Always Love You by Whitney Houston.
Lyrics:
If I should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you every step of the way

(Chorus)
And I will always love you
I will always love you

You, my darling you
Bittersweet memories
That is all I'm taking with me
So goodbye, please don't cry
We both know I'm not what you, you need

(Chorus)

I hope life treats you kind,
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of
And I wish to you joy and happiness
But above all this, I wish you love

(Chorus)

I will always love you (x3)
I, I will always love you
Darling I love you
I'll always, I'll always love you

Random Question of the Day: What was your favorite ride in an amusement park?

Quote of the Day: "My life has no purpose, no direction, no aim, no meaning, and yet I'm happy. I can't figure it out. What am I doing right? -Charles M. Schulz (1922 - 2000)

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to Dante of Thren.

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Sunday, August 7, 2005

   Sleepy.......
Hey everybody! Did you miss me? I missed ya. A lot happened over the weekend..... Wow. lol That's the first time I've said that in one of my post. lol

Okay here's what happend. On Friday when they came down we didn't do anything really besides playing games...Well, at least the boys did. I updated and that was it besides playing RollerCoaster Tycoon. After dinner though, my brothers, Robert, Taylor, Zach, Brandon, and I went swimming (night swimming). It was so much fun. We stayed out until 2 I think.

On Saturday it was so boring. The boys did nothing but play video games (as usual). Taylor and I had nothing to do. My dad suggest that we go bowling so we did. My younger brother came with us. It was pretty cool. My poor cousin though, she isn't very good at bowling. lol My brother beat us every game. His highest score on Saturday was 135. -_- Damn his bowling league... Well, he was on one. lol

That's it for the weekend. It was funner than it sounds. lol Anyways, today I didn't do much besides go to the store and by a weeks forth of food because my parents went away today and now we are here all by our selves but my uncle. I did, however, vaccumed the house because my mom wanted it done. The good thing is, we don't have to vaccum Tuesday like we normally do. Next time we vaccum will be Thursday.

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Nothing really new so later and have a good day.

Song of the Day: Fast Car by Tracy Chapman.
Lyrics:
You've got a fast car
I wanna a ticket to anywhere
Maybe we can make a deal
Maybe together we can get somewhere
Any place is better
Starting from zero got nothing to lose
Maybe we'll make something
Be myself I've got nothing to prove

You've got a fast car
I've got a plan to get us out of here
Been working at the convenience store
Managed to save just a little bit of money
won't have to drive too far,
Just 'cross the border and into the city
You and I can both get jobs
And finally see what it means to be living.

You see my old man's got a problem
He live with the bottle, that's the way it is
He says his body's too old for working
I say his body's too young to look like his
My mama went off and left him
She wanted more from life than he could give
I said somebody's got to take care of him
So I quit school and that's what I did.

You've got a fast car
But is it fast enough so we can fly away?
We gotta make a decision
We leave tonight or live and die this way

So remember when we were driving, driving in your car
Speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I,E,I had the feeling that I belonged
And I,E,I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

You've got a fast car
And we go cruising entertain ourselves,
You still ain't got a job
Now I work in the market as a checkout girl
I know things will get better
You'll find work and I'll get promoted
We'll move out of the shelter
Buy a bigger house and live in the suburbs

So remember when we were driving, driving in your car
Speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped round my shoulder
And I,E,I had the feeling that I belonged
And I,E,I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

You've got a fast car
And I've got a job that pays all our bills
You stay out drinking late at the bar
See more of your friends than you do of your kids
I'd always hoped for better
Thought maybe together you and me would find it
I got no plans and I aint going nowhere
So take your fast car and keep on driving

So remember when we were driving, driving in your car
Speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped round my shoulder
And I,E,I had the feeling that I belonged
And I,E,I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

You've got a fast car
Is it fast enough so you can fly away?
You gotta make a decision
Leave tonight or live and die this way

Random Question of the Day: Do you like soda? If so, what is your favorite kind?

Quote of the Day: "The two most common elements in the universe are Hydrogen and stupidity."
-Harlan Ellison (1934 - )

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to D4rkChii.

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Friday, August 5, 2005

   They're here......
Well, call 911 or something because they all have arrived. I only thought it would be my brother's friends but nooooooooo, my cousin Al and his two kids came down to. -_- That makes this house chaos. lol Oh, well. The bad thing is that there are now 3 girls and 8 boys in this house. THAT IS SO UNFAIR. LOL

Well, as you can see I won't be able to update till Sunday and even then it might now be until 5 for something like that. Also, I won't be able to get to anyone's site until Sunday. Sorry.

Nothing really much left say so I guess I'll give you some quiz results and poems and other things like that.


You are a werewolf!
Positive-
You are strong and helpful.
Negative-
You have a twisted personality.


What is your inner magical being??? lots of results and all that good stuff!!!!!
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You like the bad ass. He is rebelious and always
knows how to get what he wants. You feel you
control everything in your life so he is a
great escape.


(anime pics) What kinda guy would you go out with?
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You are the night. You are quiet and don't really
talk to people. People see you as a loner and
you are also very reserved when around people.
That's only at school! At home your different!
That depends on who you are though.


What's your Element? (anime pics)
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The quiet seemingly dark person who's really alone
but afraid to be hurt or abandoned. You don't
talk much but when you do you just say what
you're asked of and/or make a sarcastic remark.
You don't want anyone inside your head like how
maybe someone was before but did something to
break that trust.


What Type of Person Would You be Like if You were a Anime Cartoon?
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You are... Sesshomaru! You are a loner. You don't
like people that much and just hang out with
one or two people at the most and even with
them you act cold most of the time. You don't
like when people get in the way of your goals
and hate it when they argue with you. You do
have a bit of a soft side for kids though.


What Inu-Yasha Character Are You?
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Insane
Tears of crimson keep on falling
Emotions mixed inside
Hear the pain that keeps on calling
That's when your thoughts collide..

Stuck inside a black and white film
Your world spinning round
That is when you think of him
And that gun is found

You see it in your dreams
But their more like night mares
Things aren't as it seems
But who really cares?

You slam your fists against the walls
"The demons are going to get me!"
That is when you hear deaths calls
And you just want them to let you be..

But they wont let you go
Tearing up inside
They just want you to know
That you can NEVER hide.

"Please let me out!
Their making me go insane!"
But no one hears you shout
Nor cares about the pain

You fall to the floor
Utter silence fills the room
Then you hear a creak the door
"It's time to meet your doom"

"I don't want to go
Please don't take me away!
You don't even know
What I have got to say!"

"Shut up you fv(king wh0re
Your not worth my time!
You'll come to see what's in store
As I commit this crime"

Bang! Goes the gun
Blood splatters on the wall
"That was to much fun
Hear her screams echo through the hall?"

She lay dead
Forgotten and mis used
With one blow to the head
Wrongly accused...
-Bleeding_Red_Fallen_Angel


Forbidden Sacrifice
Sacred ground
upon which I stand
bare as the naked
pale moon of night

Footsteps approach
the maddening bell
that rings three times
capture is complete

Hiding behind bushes
speckled faces I see
screams and shrills
of yet another sacrifice

Deafening laughter
evaporates in thin air
silent whispers fade
as the midnight ritual
has come to an end -Sunny

Song of the Day: Because of You by Kelly Clarkson.

Random Question of the Day: Can I play that? (just don't ask)

Quote of the Day: "You ask me why I do not write something....I think one's feelings waste themselves in words, they ought all to be distilled into actions and into actions which bring results." -Florence Nightingale (1820 - 1910), in Cecil Woodham-Smith, Florence Nightingale, 1951

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to Crimson Wings.





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Thursday, August 4, 2005

   Counting Down the Days.....
Yes, that's correct.... Or I should of said counting downt the hours.... Either one would work. Two days left of freedom before all hell breaks loose. lol Three if you count today as well.

Nothing special going on today at all. The story of my life lol. I am getting my new glasses.... See, I was getting ready to clean my other one (which happen to be plastic) and when I applied the smallest amount of pressure they broke..... Damn glasses! I hate them. Anyways, I have been wearing my older ones that has everything still blury besides the up close things.... Not fair. That and they have nickle in them and I have already began to break out. I'm allergic to nickle....-_-
My mom said my dad finally got me a pair of glasses after searching for four days. The are metal but nickle free.

Other than that there isn't much going on today. My moms cleaning and giving us a hard time, saying that we should have vaccumed today. -_- I hate cleaning.

I am thinking about going swimming. Haven't decided yet but most likely I will. It's hot and the pool feels so relaxing. lol

Nothing more to say, so I bombard you with quizes, poems, and anything else I can get my hands on......

OH! I WANT YOU TO VOTE ON YOUR FAVORITE BACKGROUND FOR MY NEW THEME. I HAVE ALREADY NARROWED IT DOWN! PLEASE, LEAVE A COMMENT ON THE ONE YOU LIKE BEST. I'LL PUT A NUMBER ON TOP OF EACH PICTURE THAT WAY WHEN YOU GOT TO VOTE, IT WOULD BE DIFFICULT FOR ME TO FIGURE OUT WHIXH ONE YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT.

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You are so not a lover kind of person! You are not
ready or you just don't like the concept or
maybe you've been hurt once. Whatever the
reason you shouldn't let it hold you back on
love or anything else! It's not worth it!


What kind of love are you?
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You are a winter. I'm staying out of your way!!!!
You are crabby and well just bitchy most of the
time. You have your good moments but not too
many. You are cold towards most people(hense
the season winter) in other words you are not
social too much. You have a few privlaged
friends. But there aren't too many. Over all
many people more than likely don't like you for
your sassy attitude.


What Season Best Fits You? (anime pics)
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You are Halloween!


What Holiday are You? (anime pics)
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As time pass you by
Your heart lay out to die
Just keep in remembrance
Someone loves you inside

As each day you get older
The time will not stop
Just keep in remembrance
Your life is like a clock

As every minute life changes
Your heart changes with it
Just keep in remembrance
Your soul and what’s in it.

As life gets filled
With all the hatred and crime
Just keep in remembrance
You’re apart of God’s lifeline.

So as time passes you by
And each day you get older
As every minute life changes
With all the hatred and crime in it

Just keep in remembrance
You’re apart of God’s lifeline.
by Chearonne Bacon

For all of you out there who are haveing a hard time in life.


Random Question of the Day: What is your favorite song?

Quote of the Day: "The most overlooked advantage to owning a computer is that if they foul up there's no law against wacking them around a little." -Joe Martin

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to Cheza382.










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Wednesday, August 3, 2005

   Still bored!!!!!
Yep, you heard it. I am still offically bored out of my mind. lol I seriously need to get out more. Anyways, how is your day going? Good I hope and if not then I'm sorry.

Nothing special going on here. It's 7:12 here and still really hot! I made some new friends on myOtaku and that really rocks!

My brother is having a birthday party on Firday AND Saturday! That is going to suck so bad. Reasons why:
1)His friend Robert smell really bad because he doesn't use deoderant (sp?).
2)His friend Zach always hits on me.
3)His friend Zach always bugs me.
4)Robert is really loud and never shut up.
5)They both are ugly so that means a bad weekend.
6)They think that they can boss me around in MY house.

See, that's why it's going to be a bad weekend for me. T_T Someone save me!

I want to run so far away
Turn around and say goodbye
Run threw the dark forest of dreams
Hide behind the bleeding eyes

Walk through the fires
The ones that burn in hell
Let the flames cleanse me
Let all pain dispel

Swiftly step across misty waters
Feel the tears from the dead
Watch things awaken around me
Filling me with constant dread

Listen to the wind howling its song
And the banshees as they scream
Knowing I’m just a spirit
Running in my own dream

Looking down into the waters
Falling slowly to my knees
The spectres they speak to me
Their voices carry in the breeze

Dark waves of pain wash over my body
Leaving my soul blind to the light
I feel blood pouring from wounds
Left by the dark creatures of the night

The blood it freezes on my skin
As I stare up into the dark sky
Whispering to it my last words
Whispering… goodbye -Angel of your darkness.

Nice poem? Anyways, there is nothing to say so enjoy these icons, pics, and quiz.


Midnight is the time of day (or night, more or
less) that best represents you. You have
little patience for idiots and probably would
like nothing more than for people to just leave
you alone sometimes. People often see you as
being a very dark and cold person, and you
probably have some inner anger or resentment
towards those who have hurt you in the past.
You are almost always open to unusual ideas and
you like expressing yourself through writing
and/or drawing.


What Time of Day Best Represents your Personality? (anime pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

A pic of Inuyasha as a baby with his mother.


A pic of Sesshoumaru as a baby with his father.


I love this!


Dear god that's hot. *faint*


This is so funny!


I love this icon too!


There that's all.... OH! I decided on what my new Theme for my site is going to be. The new theme will be Angels (Anime of course) but I'm having a small problem chosing between which background I like best.

Random Quote of the Day: Why is the sky blue?

Quote: "Look not mournfully into the past. It comes not back again. Wisely improve the present. It is thine. Go forth to meet the shadowy future, without fear." -Henry Wadsworth Longfellow (1807 - 1882)

:Pic of the day is dedicated to Blue Hawk.







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Tuesday, August 2, 2005

   Bored!




























































































































































Random Question of the day: Are you bored?

Quote of the day: "To have a right to do a thing is not at all the same as to be right in doing it." -G. K. Chesterton (1874 - 1936)

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to BlackWingedAngel.

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Monday, August 1, 2005

   Hello myOtaku!
How is everybody today? Good I hope. Anyways, there is nothing new going on here. Why does that sound so fimilar? lol I know! Because I say it every time. It sounds like it's getting old to me.

Anyways, I have decided to enter the contest. Thanks for supporting me. I wrote my poem last night and damn (sorry for the language) was it hard to make it just right. I still don't like it but I sent it in anyways. Here's a preview of what it was.

My Darkness

I tried everything within my power
To rid you from my mind.
Everything in the books
From A to Z.
I tried it all and your still there
Speaking to me in tongue;
In riddles that I will never solve.

But now I see
That you are a part of me.
Something that won’t leave
And you embrace me
In your cold deadly arms.
There’s nothing
That I can do.
I try so hard
To break from your suffocating grasp.

Your fingers are cold
As they wipe away my tears.
Your whispers are haunting
As you try and smother my fears.
Your breath is as dead as can be.
Your nothing but
An undeserving lie
As you strip me
Of all my sanity.

And I try not
To think of where you came from.
And I try not
To think of how you came to be.
And I try not
To wonder why you haunt me.
And I try not
To see my memories.


But there you are
Like a lovely appalling scar.
You tell me things
That I don’t want to hear.
But you won’t go away
And leave me alone.
Cause now I know
Just what you are.

And I try not
To listen to your lies.
And I try not
To let you get to me.
And I try not
To let you freeze me in fear.
And I try not
To think of what you are.

The power that you hold
Is greatly captivating.
This power that you hold
Over me.
It’s so fucking enlightening to know
That you nothing more
Than a bunch of lies
Living in my head.

But now I see
What was never meant to be.
I see you there
Standing and staring with all your might.
You know what you are
And use it against me
Like the back-stabbing bitch you are.
Now I know
Just what you are.
And now I know
That there is nothing I can do.

And I try not
To think about you.
And I try not
To see you standing there.
And I try not
To focus on your gleaming smirk.
And I try not
To her your words.

And I try not
To hear you shrilling laughter.
And I try not
To hear you scream.
And I try not
To let you win.
And I try not
To know what you are.

And I try not
To think about it.
And I try not
To let you in.
And I try not
To let myself ponder
On how this came to be.
And I try not
To see my darkness.
My ever ruling darkness.
My Darkness.

That's the poem I sent in for the contest. Like I said, I still don't like it. Oh well, I'm really just doing this for fun and seeing what other people think of my work and what I need to improve on. ^-^

Nothing really to say. I kinda lost my train of thought but hey, that happens to everyone once in a while. lol Not sweat.


I love this picture. I was surfing the net for a new background for this month and this was just to goo to pass up. Anyways, it won't be my bg becasue I'm still looking. I just wanted to share it with you all.

As for the new theme, I'm thinking about doing a My Broken Wings. But I'm open for suggestions. Tell me in the comments for PM on what you would like to see as my new background.

Well, there's nothing else to say so I'll take me leave. Plus I have to get to everybody's site. BYE!

Random Question of the Day: What kind of apples to you like?

Quote of the Day: "Insane people are always sure that they are fine. It is only the sane people who are willing to admit that they are crazy." -Nora Ephron

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to bebopinutrigun188.






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