Sunday, July 31, 2005

   Thanks!
Thanks everyone! I'm so glad you like my pics. lol Alot of you like my fairy one. ^-^ Yep, that one is a personal fav of mine that I found while surfing the net. I seemt to do that way too much but there is nothing else to do around here. It's hot, boring, and so uneventful. lol I think I'm being overly dramatic here, ne?

Anyways, I heard that Crimson Wings is having a poetry contest and I want your opinion, should I enter it or not? I mean I know I can write poetry, I just don't know if I'm good enough to be in a contest. So, tell me your opinions.

Anyways, nothing new has happened here and well..... Nothing ever does. I sooooooo need something to do besides the computer. All my friends are on vacation that my family can't do because we don't have enough money for it. *sigh* I got get a job!

My brother's birthday is comming up. It's next Saturday on August 6. He'll turn 17.... He still can't drive! Damn him and his stupidity! He failed Driver's Ed and he was my ticket to freedom. I bet the assghole did it on purpose! lol

IMPORTANT!!!!!!!!!!

Once again I have important news for all of you. My dad is apperantly going to North Carolina for school for his job. He will be gone two weeks. My mom is going with him the first week and my dad asked if I wanted to go the week when she wasn't there. So, I'll be gone for a week and won't be able to update until that weekend. Most likely that Saturday! That's all I wanted to tell you.

I know I haven't posted a poem lately but I'm still working on one and right now I have writer's block. Sad, ne? BUT I did find one after a long search that I liked so I'll post it.

My Broken Family

Broken up inside
our love went out the door
everything is so different now
knowing he'll never come home anymore

behind our smiles
our hearts are sore
our family has been shattered
we hardly speak anymore

no more warm dinners
no more movie nights
in our family
there is no happiness in sight

no more laughing
we'll be in pain for a while
everyone's been hurting
our tears in a growing pile

a tear after tear
falling from my eyes
we are nothing more then
a broken family inside

you can just tell now
by looking into our pained eyes
there's no more love
because our angel died
-΅†΅Ģõţђįć΅λήģέ∫΅†΅©

Well, it is part three of a poem series the author is doing. I liked this one very much so I decided to post it for your enjoyment. I hope you like it.

Anyways, there is nothing more to say. I'll see you tomorrow and I hope you have a good day and aren't bored like I am.

Random Question of the Day: What is your favorite color?

Quote of the Day: "You can't change your nature, you can't shift it, you can't contain it, you can only be what you were ment to be." ~Addicted to murder~

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Saturday, July 30, 2005

   Random Pics for you!
There isn't much to say today so I thought that I would give you some random pics. It's something to take up space at least. lol


A Hellsing picture for all you fans. I like this one though.


A picture of a beautiful fairy.


Kyo without a shirt! ^_^ lol


Nothing really to say for this pic since it speaks for itself.


For all you fans out there.


I dedicate this to anyone who loves Inuyasha.


This picture is dedicated to a good friend of mine. LordSesshoumaru. I hope you like it. If you want, I can send you the code for the pic. Just PM me.


D N Angel for you as well. lol I love this pic.


I like this pic.

Well, that was some random pics for you. I had nothing better to do. All I did today was get up and go to the Flea Market. I bought some bracelets with words on them. These are what they said and the color are:
1. A red, white, and blue bracelet that says Courage.
2. A dark blue bracelet that says Courage.
3. A semi-dark red bracelet that says Honor.
4. A bright neon bracelet that says Strength.
5. A sky blue bracelet that says Pride.
6. A bright green see through bracelet that says Needs Special Attention.
7. A tie-dye colored bracelet that says Be Brave.

I got them because they represent me in many ways. The reason why I have two Courage bracelets is because I thought that the red, white, and blue one was Support Our Troops. Oh well, no use in complaining. The problem though, is that when I opened my Be Brave one, it was broken. Now I have to find a way to use that instead of throwing it away. Even though the total for all the bracelets was only $5.00. lol So, if you have any ideas on how I can use the bracelet then let me know.

Random Question of the Day: What is your favorite animal.

Quote of the Day: "Courage is the art of being the only one who knows you're scared to death."
-Harold Wilson (1916 - 1995

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Thursday, July 28, 2005

   I'm Back!
Yep! I'm back and badder than ever. lol Not really but I am still pretty bad. I hope you all weren't lonely without me. I had a wonderful time there. It was so much fun.

Monday: We went to Bush Gardens at 9 something in the morning and got through all the lines and bag checkings. Then we walked to their newst addition which was Dark Kastle. Very cool ride, by the way.

A picture of the new ride:


Then we went around and rode the Big Bad Wolf. I love that but I wasn't enough for me so i rode ALPENGEIST. I bought the picture of me on the ride. Well, actually my Aunt bought it for me because I was smilling.lol She can't do rollercoasters. Then we rode a few more rides and then left to go eat. Don't remember where though but basically all I had all vacation was chicken. lol My uncle said i was going to turn into a chicken.





Tuesday: On this day, we went to Water Park USA and that was awesome. I loved it so much. We rode all the water slides there. My favorite was the racing one. I won it. I placed first followed by my Uncle and then my cousin was in last place. T_T Poor girl. lol Afterwards, we left the park and ate at Golden Corral then went back to Busch Gardens. It was awesome because I got to ride, Apollo's Chariot which has a 210 foot drop and has a total of 9 drops. I loved it. lol I'm a supreme daredevil.



Wednesday: We went to some attic(sp?) stores and malls. I got myself a lamp that has a dress looking shade to go over the light. It's very neat. We were going to go to the Go Carts but it reach 102 by 1 in the afternoon. Then it reached 104 with the heat wave feeling as if it were 120 by 3 in the afternoon. It was way too hot to do anything yesturday. I still had fun though.

That was basically my days of the week and how my vacation went. It went really well and I loved it so much. Busch Gardens is something else, I'll tell you.

Anyways, nothing specail today. I got back from my vacation, unpacked everything, played American Idol on my brother's Gamerboy Advance, and now I am updating. I guess I have to go because I need to getr to everyone's site.

I hope you all had fun and are staying out of the heat. It's way to fucking got to be out in the sun.

Random Question of the Day: Do you love me? lol

Quote of the Day: "Anarchy - it's not the law, it's just a good idea." -Unknown







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Saturday, July 23, 2005

   IMPORTANT NEWS LOCATED SOMEWHERE IN THIS POST!!!
Yep! The caps says all. Anyways, before I get to the news, how is everyone? Good? Bad? I ask this way to much, ne? I should copy and paste this beginning in every post. Torture you by making you read the same thing over and over again. lol I'm so evil.... No, really, I am. Just ask my folks here. They'll tell you the truth.

......So...... Yep, that's all that is going through my mind right now. That and somethings I ain't posting because you might never understand them. I think I'm wired or something. lol Haven't been like this in a while. lol

Oh! I want to say sorry for not getting to anyone's sites last night. This is what happened. I went swimming close to five and then when I was done my cousin called to see if I would babysit. I said yes, because I can never turn down an offer to see my 2nd cousins. lol That's why. I didn't get in until 12:30 this morning.

Also, something surprising and terrifing happened in my family. My young cousin who is only 5 decide she wanted to see her daddy (her mother and my uncle are deviorced). So, she decided to pack her things (everyone was sleeping at the time and my uncle and her mom were at work). Well, she packed them and then left the house and walked to my Uncle's house. She got to a major intersection before a cop picked her up.... Scary, ne? She's only 5 years old too. Also, to make it even worse.... She lives where the grusome murders took place. Probably gave my uncle a heart attack. Scary!!!!

IMPORTANT NEWS ALERT:

Told you there would be important news. Here it is.

I'm leaving tomorrow to go to Bush Gardiens with my Uncle David and his family. I won't be back until Thursday. So I won't be able to get to any sites or update. Sorry.

Anyways, there's nothing more to say. Minds running on empty... I have to go and fill it up. lol The cheapest gas out there.... Soda! lol No wonder I'm like this. Anyways, see you all on Thursday, and have a great time without me.

Random Question of the Day: Do you regret the choices made in your life?

Quote of the Day: "Of all the preposterous assumptions of humanity over humanity, nothing exceeds most of the criticisms made on the habits of the poor by the well-housed, well- warmed, and well-fed." -Herman Melville (1819 - 1891)



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Thursday, July 21, 2005

   Ello People of myOtaku!
Hi! As once more, I'll ask this again. How is everyone today? Good? Bad? Tell me!!!!!!!!! lol I'm either extremely bored or a little hyper right now. Either one will do so pick one you think fits best.

Alright, once again there is nothing new to report that is exciting..... I need a life. lol My post must be boring for the seem to only take up space. lol Anyways, I had to do my chores and then I got on for about ten minuets until it started to storm. It last for 5 mins. It was a complete bummer. Making me get off for 5 freaking minuets. lol That sucked.

Well, I just finished commenting on everyone's site. Didn't take long since I don't have very many friends on here. Well, no where near a hundred.... Yet. lol

The only thing I really did was going swimming and that was pretty fun! We played (believe it or not) Blitz Ball. I know! I know! Weird, ne? Well, it was fun and we were bored. We played that then switched to Water Volleyball. That was okay, cept it was two against one and I was losing. lol

I have got to start working on a new poem but I've just been lazy and said to hell with it. So, that is why all the poems are from someone you never heard of before.... Nor have I. Here's a new one for you.... Angel Of Death. Written by Katy.

She wanders the streets,
In search of a home,
But noone listens,
She carries on alone.
Listening to the sound,
Of the gentle wind's breeze,
She thinks to herself,
How she never seems to please.
The night is coming to an end,
She looks around,
In search of a friend.
She's never had one,
She never will,
She thought to herself,
As she swallowed the last pill.

What the Wolf's Rain pack would think of you by Aralyn
Kiba thinks:	You're beautiful & strong.
Tsume thinks:	Nothing of you.
Toboe thinks:	You are cute, and he has a small crush on you.
Hige thinks:	That one of the others wolves has a crush on you.
Blue thinks:	You're annoying and whiney.
Cheza senses:	That Blue is jealous of you.
Name:
Hair color:
Eye color:
Attitude:
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Which Wolf's Rain Guy Is Your Mate? by nakedkittie67
Name
Age
Color
Date Of Birth
Your Mate Is?
How Many Pups?	3
How Much He Loves You?: 44%
How Much You Love Him?: 36%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Some random quizzes I took and thought I post here. Nothing special though. lol I shall give you another poem and then I'm out of here so, so long and good-bye.

Murdering War by SuicideQueen

He grabs her fragile arm,
Pulls her back,
Pulling her frail body,
Into the large, sharp knife,
That slices her,
With ease,
Cutting through flesh and bone,
No problem,
Like a knife through butter.

The pain it hits her,
Seconds after the initial stab,
Her thick blood,
Seeps through the wound,
He pulls the knife out,
The wound gaping open,
The blood now rushes out,
More so as her heart pounds,
Pounding it out more frequently,
As panic strikes her down,
She quietly dies,
As her strong heart gives up,
The losing battle,
Of an unfaught war.

A sound,
She did not make,
All you could hear,
Was her breathing,
Wheezing and weakening,
Her pounding heart,
Slowly stopping,
As the blood comes out,
Slower now,
As her heart no longer pounds,
It just rolls out,
Over her dead body,
Onto the cold floor,
To make a puddle,
bigger then before.


Random Question of the Day: What is the meaning of life?

Quote of the Day: "Someday we'll look back on this moment and plow into a parked car." -Evan Davis

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

   Hey there!
First off, I would like to say sorry because I did not get to anyone's site yesturday because I feel alseep very very early. I got 20 hours of sleep. Count 'em! 20 hours!!! That's a lot of sleep. lol So once again sorry for not getting to your sites. I will today though. It's on my list of things to do today.

I want to let you guys have a head noticed. I recieved a call from my mom this morning regarding something my aunt wanted to ask me. I was asked if I wanted to go to Bush Gardens with my uncle, aunt, and cousin and I said yes. Vacation!!!!!! lol Anyways, I will be leaving this weekend on Sunday and won't be back until that Thursday. I just wanted you to have a heads up. I'll remind you Saturday as well. lol This is going to be so much fun.

Nothing really new to report today. I didn't do anything special besides go swimming. It was fun until my brother hit me in the face with a ball we were playing with. X_X It hurt.... Still hurts!!!!! *pounts* lol I'll live though.

No more protecting arms
By: Katie

No more protecting arms
left to save him
from the badness
he is left alone
to get rid of the badness
all on his own now
no one left to save him
to shelter him
all the people he cared for
dead because of one man
one man that he would go after
and kill
if it was the last thing he did
he didn't care anymore
not about the rest of his life
about everything he had to learn
he was going
with what he had left
the love for all those people
all the love he had inhis heart for them

Nice poem, ne? I really liked it, though, of course, I love all of her poems. lol I'm like that. I find a poemit I really like and stick with them. I'm a good person like that. lol

What Do You Long For Most In Life?::Girls And Guys Anime Pics:: by angel_drifter
name/username:
age:
current mood:
what you look like:
what you long for:	You Long To Be A Part Of Something
Quiz created with MemeGen!

I liked this quiz and like the picture even better. I have got to stop taking all of these quizzes. There are so many. lol I have got to get out more.

Lost in a world of suicide
By: Jacqui

Sometimes i still wonder,
Why i'm really here.

I don't need to be here,
I don't want to be here.

I lie awake,
Crying to sleep.

Thoughts and feelings,
Rushing around.

Tears streaming,
Blood pouring.

Captured in a mind of body
And spirt.

Lost in a world of sadness,
Lost in a world of death.

Lost in a world of suicide.

Another poem I liked and couldn't resist posting. I know it is about suicide but still..... I love it. I find that just a little to extreme, don't you? Anyways, there isn't musch else to say about today.

Oh!!! I bought the unrated version director's cut of The Gurdge. I love that movie. I didn't find it scary on bit. What got to me though was the freakiness of the movie. That's why I love it so much. lol


Dark Beauty! You're mysterious and a riddle for
everyone, and that's exactlly what people
attract to you. You often wear a cold mask to
not show that deep inside your soul is as
pretty as your looks.


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You are a Twisted Angel. You are a strange one.
Your path is unclear, and you often do strange
things for the fun of it. No one can really
discribe you, you are just too odd.


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Fire: Sultry and Cunning. Fire often gets a bad
name for being tempermental, but really you're
just on the destructive side of being
manipulative (and you probably love it). You
know what you want and how to get it. Very
Machiavellian (the ends justify the means).
You've always viewed yourself as more mature
than your peers and looked down on them a
little, but realize that they have their uses.
You probably have a few friends who are very
much like you. You can fit into any career as
long as you don't have a boss per say.
Actually, you're a strong leader and will
probably end up as the boss.


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Cutsie-poo evil.


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Random Question of the Day: Can you actually be in love with two people? I don't mean just love em, be in love with them....

Quote of the Day: "It is only possible to live happily ever after on a day-to-day basis." Margaret Bonnano

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Monday, July 18, 2005

   ........ HI!!!!!
Hi! How's everyone's day going? Good I hope. I have gotten to everybody's site today but if I missed you, I'm so sorry. Don't be offened.

Nothing has happened here at all. I went to see the movie War of the Worlds yesterday and I must say in my own opinion that that was a totally awesome moive. I loved it so much. Had some kick ass graphics as well and the sound was amazing. Better than the original movie. lol

Today was nothing special. I woke up at 2:00 in the afternoon and did my morning ritual. Nope nothing specail there. Afterwards I watched television until 5:00 and then logged on the Internet and got to everyone's sites. Ate dinner and 8:00 and now I am updating. *groans* I gotta get out more. lol I need something to do. I am going swimming later, though. Night swimming rocks. lol

I'll give you a poem now since it will take up some space and that I am running out of things to say. lol Don't you hate when that happens.

Her Agony

silently she weeps
as the beast creeps
into her mind
only to find
her naked heart
torn apart

as the hymen bleeds
he slowly succeeds
to whisper words so dear
while plunging the spear
that rips the soul
she used to control

no longer hers to give
how can she live
for the man she wants
with these nightly haunts
that won't turn off
when the lights dim soft

his gentle hand
can't understand
the goosebumps
the rapid heart thumps
the steel bar tension
or the apprehension

he shoulders the blame
that he can't ignite the flame
to set her afire
equaling his desire

so heaven didn't last
due to demons of the past........

Bob Shank- July 15th,2005
It saddens me how many women in this
world have been raped or molested, I marvel
at their strength and courage to overcome such
an obstacle, this was written for a dear friend
of mine who never got past it, no matter how
hard she tried.... By: Bob shank.

The poem and the little note at the end are both from Bob. Well, it is true, ne? *sigh* I should post some happy poems instead of the agronizing torture ones I love so much. lol What do you think?

The former kindergartners were trying to become accustomed to first grade.
The biggest hurdle they faced was that the teacher insisted on no baby talk.
"You need to use big people words" she'd always remind them.
She asked Wendy what she had done over the weekend?
"I went to visit my Nana"
"No, you went to visit your GRANDMOTHER. Use big people words"
She then asked Joey what he had done.
"I took a ride on a choo-choo." he said
"No, you took a ride on a TRAIN, use big people words"
She then asked Eddie what he had done
"I read a book" he replied.
"That's wonderful," the teacher said. "What book did you read?"
Eddie thought about it, then puffed out his chest with great pride and said,....

"Winnie the Shit." -by Melyssa.

I love the poem. I was looking for a good one and this was funny. I love it. There that conkers my need for a happy-ish good poem thing. lol


DISTANT FRIEND! The one always in a dream-like
state! U have ideas that will blow everyones
mind and is very creative! U puzzle ur friends
with ur lil quircks and they luv ur
down-to-earth style and how u never judge. U
might sometimes just forget about ur friends
for ur dream world but u always comeback
welcomed! Go u!


What Kind Of Friend are You? >So...Many....RESULTS AND AWSOME ANIME PICS!<
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The good, old Gun! Killing quickly and not too much
work, that's your thing. Unpersonal but in a
dangerous situation, you wouldn't flirt anyway,
you have to defend yourself! And the gun is a
good protector!


What's your Weapon? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
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How Good are you at Certain Things?
Name
Age
Favorite Color
Nickname
Sex - 87%
Romance - 86%
Self - Control - 37%
Kissing - 0%
Cuddling - 57%
Kinkiness - 59%
This QuickKwiz by KillianO - Taken 1838345 Times.

New - Help with love and dating!

.... Quizzes.... I sure do take a lot of them. lol I just love them for some odd reasons. Weird, ne? Anyways, I really don't have anything else to say to you so I guess I bid you a farewell.

Random Question of the Day: What is your favortie song? The song that can bring tears to your eyes? The song that really gets on your nerves?

Quote of the Day: "Politicians are the same all over. They promise to build a bridge even where there is no river." -Nikita Khrushchev (1894 - 1971

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   Still here!
I'm still living. I am so sorry for worrying you like I did. i just showed you of how much an ass I can be. I never ment to be a burden and look at what the hell I went and did. Not very nice, ne. Those of you who left comments are right. My life isn't worth giving up. I now know why, too. If I commit suicide then it will only prove that they won. That those who set out to make my life miserable would have won and I can't let that happen.

I'm on my way to recovery from my suicidal thoughts. Maybe it won't take as long as it has in the past when no one cared. I want to give a major thanks to anyone who left me a comment. I don't feel worthless anymore. I feel somewhat better. I know it will take sometime to get my broken shards put back together but I'll manage it.

My Unknown Archangel

The sky was shadowing as the storms raged,
Sickened in disgrace, entrapped in a cage.
Unable to inhale the tension of the air,
Thunder struck at the strike of midnight,
Emotions fly by night, in limbo unaware.

Yet something peculiar took a shine on me,
Certain that the ceaseless pain would never leave.
My terror-stricken face became to unravel,
Whilst a glimpse of hope lights the path I stumble,
A path that crumbled, that I couldn't foretell.

But I broke from the chains of tribulation,
After suffering years of deprivation.
Where the light shines brightly from the sky,
A growth of faith begins to thank this blessing,
From all the stressing, in which I questioned why?

In just a short space of the leave of absence,
Suddenly my mind began to bring out its defence.
No longer did the shadows cloud over my days,
Nor feel my life restrained from eternal despair,
My life's been repaired, in unexplainable ways.

I want to thank whoever this archangel can be,
With a genuine smile, I send my sorrows out to sea.



Watch yourself and always love yourself,
and think before you act.
Be careful who you believe you love,
and hold onto your tact.
Be cautious letting your heart rule
and hushing all of your mind;
don't give into what people tell you to do,
but always be courteous and kind.
Listen to you parents, kids,
they really do know what's right;
Please don't just listen to your friends;
that will only lead to fights.
Let go and have fun sometimes,
but realize when it's too much.
Listen you YOUR mind and heart;
don't listen to his touch.
Remember drinking isn't really cool,
no matter how young you look...
You don't want to end up on the flight
which you never meant to book.
Don't have sex 'cause you want to
because you believe you love your man...
Just wait until you're a little older
and he's slipped that ring on your hand.
When you have kids, tell them you love them
and spoil them just a bit;
Kiss them every night and day
and teach them a little wit.
No matter where life may take you
I'm always up for a chat
and no matter where life may throw you
know that I'll always have your back.

The poem is called Life by �õSierra Rae �ô�ô. A very beautiful poem that reminds me to pull through this pain of mine. I will make it. I know I will.



Angel's Lullaby: By Richard Marx
I was never alive
Til the day I was blessed with you
When I hold you late at night
I know what I was put here to do
I turn off the world
And listen to you sigh
And I will sing my angel's lullaby

Know I'm forever near
The one you can always call
Right now all you know to fear
Are the shadows on your wall
And I'm here close enough
To kiss the tears you cry
And I will sing my angel's lullaby

So tell me how to stop the years from racing
Is there a secret someone knows
I'll never catch all the memories I'm chasing
I'll never be ready to let go

And when the world seems cold
You feel that all of your strength is gone
There may be one tiny voice
Your reason to carry on
And when I'm not close enough
To kiss the tears you cry
You will sing your angel's lullaby

Let this be our angel's lullaby

I have to go now but I just wanted all of you to know that I'm still alive and going strong. Thanks you to those who were concerned. Bless you!


Foresaken Angel. You're the one who has loved and
lost...You dream of a better world, even though
you live in a pretty good one...


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SAD ANGEL. Depressed much? Why? Does the world suck
THAT much? Or only to u? Who cares? U were put
on this earth to make a mark and u need to be
happy. If u stay this way, people will never
know how wonderful u are. People need u because
hidden inside u is a loving and caring person.
U need to let out ur helpful side because we
need u. U would probably save many lives thanks
to ur care. Ignore people who bring u down and
enjoy life. What U Probably Say: One slip and
down the hole we fall
It seems to take no time at all....


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Quote of the Day: "Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome." - Isaac Asimov (1920 - 1992)


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Saturday, July 16, 2005

I don't want to anymore.
I'm tired of life and the way things are going. I'm sick of being ignored. I'm sick of dealing with the pain. I'm sick of worring. I'm sick of the lies. I'm sick of hating. I'm sick of waiting. I'm sick of the world. I'm sick of these people. I'm just flat out sick of everything. I don't want this anymore. I don't want the pain. I don't want this life anymore. I don't want to anymore. I am so tired of being misunderstood. I want it all to end. Why can't you people leave me alone to die. That's all I want. I want to let go. I want to be free. I want to die!!! I've had my shares of lies and I'm done with them. No more. No more!! No more lies. No more insecurity. No more! I'm done! I want to be let go. Why can't you let me go. I want to die. I want free. I want out of this burden. I want free. I WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!!














Guys just love...how much of a loner you are and
your anti-social personality!


What Do Guys Love About You? (with pics :3)
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You're a pessimist. You have your own unique
interests, which isn't a bad thing. You focus
on the dark side of life, but you should try to
lighten up just a bit ^_^


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~You have a distressed soul~


What Kind Of Anime Soul Do You Have?
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you are the angel of dreams.


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You're a "Black Angel" which means your
an Angel of Death. You don't really care much
about people since no one was particularly nice
to you and now you want revenge for their
cruelty. You're always alone unless forced to
be with other people and you love to cause
trouble. You feel depressed a lot and don't
have something that could cheer you up like
most people. You don't find joy in people or
the arts or any item or some sort. You have
darker desires and you're very secretive. (If
you cannot see the picture, go to my homepage
and scroll down near the bottom. I have the
results from all my quizess that have pics)


What Color Angel Are You? (PICS)
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No more lies.... It sounds so wonderful right now. No more anything. I can die in peace for all you have to do is hate me. Set me free. I want free. I want to be able to let go. If you have read my post I may not be here tomorrow. Or ever again. For, I'll be free.







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Thursday, July 14, 2005

   Basically quizzes, poems, and other things.
Nothing to report so I am going to bombard you with nothing but quizzes and poems and some other things.

Can you hear the voices?
Can you hear their cries?
Do you know there here with me?
Watching you through my eyes

Do you know there in my head?
Do you know sometimes they take control?
Do you know there’s more than one of me?
Do you know I have three souls?

They talk to me you know
Tell me to do bad things
It really scares me
When one of them starts to sing

“Knock knock, I’m in your head
Bang bang I want you dead
I’ll kill your family, friends too
But what I want to kill, is you!”

I did try to ignore them
I swear at first I tried
But I can get rid of them
There always watching from inside

What’s that?
What did you say?
You want me to kill them?
To make them pay?

Don’t’ be scared
They can be your friends too
Well they could be.. but
They’ve asked me to kill you

They’re in my head
They want you dead
But I’m going to let you off
And kill myself instead

The poem isn't by me but someone else who goes by the name of Xx Shattered soul xx. I love the poem so I though, what the hell and put it up.

Demon or not? ~Pics~ by NewbieSuzume
Name:
Age:
Do you have a sidekick?name:
Demon name:	female: Satsuki male: Mibu
Elemental power:	Ice
look its you:
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Unlike a shadow to a person,
The night awakens me.
The moons glow calling
I cannot be forsaken.

Theres hell in my eyes,
As the devils messenger
I hunt for prey.
No one hears my cries.

The hunger inside,
is given to me
as a curse I walk the streets
In the dark I hide.

Hiding from the day,
I cannot stop the hunger in me
I'm cursed, I'm haunted.
And this way, I must stay.

My contagious curse.
For eternal life,
Help me.
The dark is my hearse.

Another well done poem, ne? This too is not done by me, by a lovely Katrina Boblin.


You belong in the story I'm writing. You
would be the girl who does the fighting useing
your special powers.


Which one of my stories would you belong in?(girls only)
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Fruits Basket Life (pics) by emma159
Name:
Age:
Your Zodiac Sign:	RatOxTigerRabbitDragonSnakeHorseSheepMonkeyRoosterDogPig
Who you are destined to be with:
Who's jealous:
Your best friend:
Your enemy:
How you got involved with the Sohmas:	You found Kisa in her tiger form and decided to help her out
How many days it took for him to ask you out:	17
What zodiac your child will be cursed with:
How enjoyable your first kiss was:: 50%
How much you love him:: 34%
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dude you are either a vampire or your pretty damn
crazy..please rate!!!


How insane are you?
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YOU ARE EVIL!!!!!! EVIL!!!!please rate you evil son
of a bitch


How evil are you???
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That's all for now. I know, a very boring post but I couldn't think of anything to write so this is what you got. A lot of quizzes and teo poems.

Quote of the Day: "Neurotics build castles in the air, psychotics live in them. My mother cleans them." Rita Rudner.

: Yesturday's Pic of the Day

:Pic of the Day

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