Hey Everyone! Happy New Years!
How the heck have you all been? I hope you all are enjoying yourselves and the break. I hope New Years was a blast for those who went out and partied. Even if you didn't, I hope you enjoyed yourselves anyway.
Well, it's been sometime since I last updated and that time it wasn't on good circumstances. To let you all know, I'm doing much better now and my dad and I are getting along fairly well. Thank you all for commenting and expressing your thought and love. Much thanks! Glad to know that I'm cared for!
Anyway, my cousins from PA are down for the break and they should be returning home today... I hope. I don't mind them, it's just that they have been here since the 26th of December and I'm really tired of looking at them. Especially my cousin Taylor, the one I keep complaining about because she continuously says that she's bored over and over again... yeah, annouying. Anyway, it was good to see them and I'm glad that they came down. I really did enjoy their company to some degree.
My older brother came home for the holidays and his girlfriend, Jennifer, and her daughter, Danny, came to visit from Texas. She's a nice girl, first time I've ever met her, and she seems like she has her priorities straight, which, for my brother, means trouble. She has her mind set on one think and that is it. So, I can't wait to see how this turns out because in April, they're "Suppose" to get married. I wonder if they'll last that long. Anyway, her daughter is such a sweet little thing, though the only tune the child can carry is when she's crying and screaming her lungs out.... it got very old, very fast!
Anyway, I enjoyed my Christmas. I got a lot of things that I wanted. Such as: -Fruits Basket: Volumes 11-15
-Angel Sanctuary: Volumes 13-16
-Hellsing: Volumes 1-2
-Hellsing Box Set
-Loveless Video: Lost and Found
-Loveless Video: Soul of Chains
-Full Metal Alchemist Tin
-Wolf's Rain: Complete Collection 1
-Rule of Rose for ps2
-Okami for ps2
-Valkyrie Profile 2: Silmeria for ps2
-Silent Hill 4: The Room for computer
-FEAR for Xbox 360
-Saw 1 and 2
-Over the Hedge
-Ice Age: Meltdown
-Evanescene: Open Door CD
-Breaking Benjamin: Phobia CD
-Stone Sour: Come What(ever) May CD
-And two System of a Down CDs
I was very pleased. I guess they were making up for all the other shitty christmas' that I had had. Not about the presents, but the fact that they would always yell at me or end up making me cry when I was younger. On Christmas, it really showed who they favored. I guess this Christmas was they're way of saying sorry... or whatever. My parents on see mistakes in me but oh well, what can ya do?
Anyway, I made a myspace account... I've sunken so low... If you what my username, PM me and I'll be more than happy to tell you. Ask for my e-mail that way you can send me a message to tell me that you requested to be my friend or whatever, that way I don't accidentally deny you.
Man, I'm so flippin' tired.....
Greetings to all of you. I’m alive and I thought you all would like to know that… At least I hope you do. Lol
So, how are all of you fairing? It’s so warm outside and it’s such a nice day. I hope you’re all in a good mood and that your weekend and today is going well.
Anyway, my weekend was okay. My dad and I got into this huge argument on Friday that kind of set my day off. My mom indented up taking my younger brother and me to school and we were late because she had to go get gas. Yeah, my mom was dreading going home because she knew that my dad would bitch her out. Anyway, this whole argument was over a book that I had placed on the counter because I was taking it to school with me and he wanted me to move it, which I was, but he decided to cop and attitude with me. The fight got somewhat physical because he stormed over to me and I said, ”I’m not intimidated by you anymore.” He WENT off on me. He shoved me backwards and then I shoved him and this continued until he knocked me to the ground. I kept telling him to let go but he wouldn’t and my little brother was pulling on him to get him off of me. I swear, if he didn’t let go, I was ready to kick him in the face with my three inch thick heeled boots. (I can get my leg to bend like that. Lol) Anyway, he finally let go and that’s when my mom came down and asked what the hell was going on.
When I got home, I completely shut out my dad and when we ate dinner, I wouldn’t look or speak to him. I barely left my room. Anyway, it rolled over to Saturday and when Sunday came around, he did talk to me and I talked back but I’m still pissed off at him. I’ll kick his ass next time and I DARE him to hit me. The bitch will be knocked the fuck out so damn fast, he won’t know that hit him.
Anyway, that’s all I really have to say. I’m just rambling sort of because I needed to get my anger out and this seemed like the perfect placed. Anyway, I hope you all have a wonderful Monday.
Word of the Day:
apotheosize [ap'-ah-THEE-ah-siez', ah-POTH-ee-ah-siez'] (transitive verb)
1. to deify or glorify: "Tyler apotheosized obscure bands that we had never heard of." Origin: Approximately 1755; from Late Latin; from Greek, 'apotheosis,' from 'apotheoun': to deify ('apo-': related to + 'theos': god).
Quote of the Day: Maturity is a bitter disappointment for which no remedy exists, unless laughter can be said to remedy anything. -Kurt Vonnegut (1922 - ), Cat's Cradle
Hey Everyone!
How is everyone doing? I hope you all enjoying your weekend. If not then I'm sorry and maybe it'll get better.... I hope so.
Well, I've been having a very busy week thus far. See, last Monday was the beginning of after school rehearsals for One Act Plays which started at 3 in the afternoon and went until 6 at night. The rehearsals were long, boring, and some times just plain annoying but I still had a good time. Anyway, the rehearsals took till six to complete and after that; when I got home, I had to finish homework that I wasn't able to complete. Then, I had to eat, take a shower, and go to bed. Yeah, I didn't get much time last week to do anything that I really wanted to do.
Friday was the real thing for the One Act Plays. It was fairly nerve racking and I ended up going off on my brother and his girlfriend, which I particularly dislike because she's annoying and things everything that we do is funny. I wasn't able to find the person that was originally suppose to do my make-up because she walked off somewhere and I spent a good twenty minutes looking for her. When she did my make-up, it was way past 6 and that is the cut off date for all of the plays to have been dressed and in make-up. Other than that, it went fairly smoothly and our play ended up winning the little competition thing that was held at the end. After we left, which was around 9 or something like that, my dad took us to Dairy Queen. Then we came home and the rest is history.
Well, tomorrow I have to go to court and I'm a little scared and nervous about that. Its not that I did anything, its that I have to testify against someone. Not fun, but what the heck are you suppose to do.... At least I get out of school early for it. lol
Tonight's the cast party and I might go, though I am weighing my options because I have to get a lot of things done tonight before school tomorrow. I don't know if I'm going, so yeah. Anyway, later guys.
Word of the Day:
indigence [IN-di-jahns] (noun)
1. a condition of extreme poverty or destitution; penury; neediness: "Tim was originally drawn by the beauty of the local landscape, but he left stricken by the indigence of its rural communities." Origin- Approximately 1385; from Middle English, 'indigence'; borrowed from Old French, 'indigence'; from Latin, 'indigentia,' from 'indigentem' (nominative 'indigens'), present participle of 'indigere': to need ('indu': within + 'egere': to lack).
Quote of the Day: Trying to determine what is going on in the world by reading newspapers is like trying to tell the time by watching the second hand of a clock. -Ben Hecht (1893 - 1964).
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Current Mood(mentally exhausted, wearing down, sinking into a depression)
Hello People of MyO!!
Hey there my special friends! How was your Thanksgiving? I hope everything went well for you all. *stares at ham* Now what the heck am I suppose to do with the ham that we had.... (my family doesn't eat turkey for Thanksgiving... Mostly because we don't like turkey... Too dry.)
Anyway, my Thanksgiving wasn't all that bad. We ended up going over to my uncle's house that lives somewhere between fifteent to twenty miles away, give or take a few. We had a really great time. My cousin, my little brother, and I sat up in her room and listened to some music while goofing off. It's what we do best. We even had a nice dinner: Ham, turkey, sweet potatoes, carnberries, stuffing, potatoe salad, coleslaw, dinner rolls, and green beans. For desert we had Pumpkin pie, some other pie, and chocolate cake. Overall, not a bad meal. I sure enjoyed it.
Anyway, that's how my Thanksgiving went. My cousin, brother, and I stayed in her room mostly because our parents were watching football, you know, Dallas Cowboys vs. Tampa Bay. I think the Cowboys won.... Yep, they won. My uncle was happy because he's a Cowboys fan... The loser. lol I don't care for football so yeah, I was pretty bored.
Well, that's all I really have to say. So till next time!
Word of the Day:
rara avis [RAIR-ah AY-vis] (noun)
1. a rare, unique, or abnormal person or thing: "If you have visited his home, you know what a rara avis he is." Origin- Approximately 1607; from Latin, literally, rare bird ('rara': feminine of 'rarus': rare + 'avis': bird).
Quote of the Day: "I don't know half of you half as well as I should like; and I like less than half of you half as well as you deserve." -J. R. R. Tolkien (1892 - 1973), The Fellowship of the Ring.
Aloha!!!!!!!!
How the heck is everybody doing? I hope you all are emjoying your weekend.
Well, there really isn't much to report, but I thought I'd update anyway. Though, I really have nothing to talk about... I thought you all have missed me.... I hope.... You better have! lol I'm only kidding.
Anyway, on Thursday I had to stay after school for rehearsals... Not the greatest way to spend my time but it was much need for our play. The thing is, our group can never get the whole play finished in a certain amount of time. See, each play has the span of 30 minutes for the plays production, but we never can finish it in that amount of time. Either we get side-tracked, or we have so many iterruptions and then get side-tracked.... It's really screwed up but oh well, no use in complaining.
Anyway, that's what we did on Thursday. Friday was, to me at least, Test Paloza, because all morning long, I had test. 1-4 period... back to back to back... no break! I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE!!!!!!! Monday, we're not done. I have two test on Monday.... *Sigh* Life is not fair.
Other than that I have nothing more to report to you... lol I never do. Well, I guess I could just throw some random things on my post...
Some Quizzes for ya!!!
What's your soul trying to say? (girls only) pics and loooong results (may be a bit hard to take in, but it will work, or help)
You pretty much hate life. Sometime something happened that made your life turn around so quickly. Being in the state that you are, you try your hardest to find happiness, but you can't seem to grasp it. The world has seemed to have forgotten who you are.Try: writing a story, scheduling a spa day, or redecorate something.Writing, Include: notebook or journal, pencil, open windows, and time alone. This should help you find time to appreciate your talents as a person.Spa Day, Include: manicure/pedicure, get your hair done, and buy yourself something.This should help you appreciate yourself in a whole new way.Redecorate, Include: Try your room or a peice of furniture.This should take time, and help you feel like you are accomplishin something in a long while. Take this quiz!
You are the philospher. You are Intellegent and are very interested in the little things in life. Studying and thinking are some of your favorite things to do. With a great mind like yours, I fee like no everyone in this world is an airhead xD Take this quiz!
You are 'Gregg shorthand'. Originally designed to enable people to write faster, it is also very useful for writing things which one does not want other people to read, inasmuch as almost no one knows shorthand any more.You know how important it is to do things efficiently and on time. You also value your privacy, and (unlike some people) you do not pretend to be friends with just everyone; that would be ridiculous. When you do make friends, you take them seriously, and faithfully keep what they confide in you to yourself. Unfortunately, the work which you do (which is very important, of course) sometimes keeps you away from social activities, and you are often lonely. Your problem is that Gregg shorthand has been obsolete for a long time. Take this quiz!
Word of the Day: cacophonous [kah-KOF-ah-nahs] (adjective)
1. having a harsh or unpleasant sound: "A country night is unnerving when you are used to the cacophonous din of the city."
adverb form: cacophonously
Origin: Approximately 1800; from Greek, 'kakophonos' ('kakos': bad + 'phone': sound).
Quote of the Day: "How much easier it is to be critical than to be correct." -Benjamin Disraeli (1804 - 1881), Speech at the House of Commons, January 24, 1860.
What it is hoes?
Hey there people! How the heck are you? Look, it didn't take me two weeks to update this time. lol
Anyway, not much has changed in the past few days. I still have tons of homework and I still have to go over my lines for the One Acts that will finally be put on, on December 1. I can't wait, and neither can the rest of the cast, because this is the first major play I will ever be in and that is so freaking awesome. lol Anyway, a lot of my time is still occupied with, dun dun dun, school! Like that was a big surprise.
On the other hand, a few of my relatives came over today from PA. lol Well, I don't mind Little Al because he's 30 or something like that, and my cousin, but I mind his daughter that came down with him, Taylor, who is thirteen. She irritates me to no end because she thinks that I like her, which I don't. She also thinks that I have to keep her busy and having fun the whole time she is over here. New flash! I'm not her fucking babysitter! She needs to learn this and grow the fuck up. She's always complaining of being bored, well, she needs to learn to keep her self occupied. I offer to do things with her but she always tells me no, or 'I don't like to do that, it's boring'. I just to run her over with a bus sometimes.
Anyway, I don't mind her brother, Brandon, that much anymore. He used to have this crush on me and I was really freaking out. Now he likes my other cousin.... lol Poor girl, she's going crazy. I feel for her, I had to put up with him for a long while before his crush died down. Thank GOD!!!!!!!
Other than that, I don't have anything to report. I plan on asking if my father can take me to the mall or to the bowling alley tomorrow. I'll see you all later.
Word of the Day: inoculate [i-NOK-yah-layt'] (transitive verb)
1. to introduce an antigenic substance or vaccine into the body to produce immunity to a specific disease: "How do you plan to inoculate John if he is mortally afraid of needles?"
2. to communicate a disease to by transferring its causative agent
3. to implant microorganisms into a culture medium
4. to introduce an idea or attitude into the mind of: "My teachers inoculated me with their beliefs."
adjective form: inoculative
noun form: inoculator
Origin: Approximately 1420; from Latin, 'inoculare': to graft in, to implant ('in-': in + 'oculus': bud, originally, eye).
Quote of the Day: "Life is a given, a privilege and should not be taken for granted. It should be valued; seen as the most precious thing a person can own. Life is a wonder, meant to be lived to the fullest. Though, many people view life as a void, a hallow existence and they are waiting, forever waiting for the end. They want nothing more than for death to claim them, to hold them tightly in her cold embrace. They want Death to whisper things in their ears, telling them sweet, sweet lies that can not be ignored. Life is a rollercoaster, always going up and down, twisting and turning when you least expect it to, throwing you into the darkness when you don’t want to be. When you are finally sick of the ride, you want off, scream, begging to be let off the emotional ride, though no one listens. They all sit there, staring ahead, waiting, forever waiting for someone to hear their own cries, their pleas for help. They all scream right along with you and the only ones who don’t scream, who don’t plead to be let off the ride are the ones who will make it in life, who will succeed in everything you couldn’t. They will go on and live life as it as meant to be lived. They will grow old and when they reach the end of their life, of the scariest rollercoaster in the world, they will step off, pride in each stride, knowing, just knowing that they beat you, that they beat everyone who could not stand the ride, who could not stand life. They are the winners, they are life. Life is a given, a privilege and should not be taken for granted." -TwistedNightmare (1989-) [copyrighted material, all rights are reserved].
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Pic of the Day:THIS PICTURE CONTAINS MILD NUDITY AND COULD BE FOUND OFFENSE!!!
Look! I'm Alive!
Hey there everyone? How has the past two or so weeks been for ya? I hope you all are fairing well without me? I understand if you aren't... lol
Anyway, the past two weeks (has it even been two weeks since I last got on?) have gone very fell for me. I have been extremely bust with school and everything thing of the sort.
For example, I have been doing homework from 3-7 everyday when I get home. I nearly die with the work load but I survive. God, sometimes I just want to punch my teachers for all the homework they give us. It should be against the law or something like that to give so much homework... It really should. Anyway, that's what normally takes up all my hours, along with studying and anything else that is school related. (I have no life....) Anyway, my weekends consit of doing homework as well. Normally I'll start right when I wake up, which is from 12-2 in the afternoon... I like to sleep late, and work until dinner time or until I finish, which can be between 3 and 8 at night. *Sigh* I am overworked and underpaid. lol When I'm not doing homework, I'm either resting or I'm memorizing my lines for the up-coming One Act Plays that I will be in.
Other than that, I have been very lazy. lol No, I really just went to some business thing for my school. Only a handful of people were selected, or nominated, for this event. I was nominated by, I think, my second period History teacher, Mr. Ramsey. It was really cool but required a lot of thinking, something I wasn't up to. My brain had basically shut down that day because I was so tired. Anyway, we left during 2nd period and didn't return until 7th period. Basically, the head of the thing gave each table a question and we were to debate it and then present our answers to the speakers. It was really neat because a lot of small business owners were there and they were signed to a table, two each. They would help us with the questions and they would tell us a little about the economy or their business. After five questions, or something like that, we broke for lunch (the questions took really long to debate). Anyway, I had a really nice lunch and when we went back, we played a game that was kind of based on the stock market almost. The gamed lasted for the remander of the time, and at the end, we recieved certifacate for participation. Over all, I really liked it and plus, it will look great on my college application.
Other than that, there hasn't been anything really worth mentioning. Well, besides the fact that my older brother wants to get married to a seventeen year old mother. Yep, what a world we live in.... I'M TOO YOUNG TO BE AN AUNT!!!!!
Well, that's all I really have to say for now.
Quote of the Day: "Mankind have a great aversion to intellectual labor; but even supposing knowledge to be easily attainable, more people would be content to be ignorant than would take even a little trouble to acquire it." -Samuel Johnson (1709 - 1784).
Hey everyone!
How the heck is everybody? I hope you all are doing fine, and I hope your weekend goes well.
Anyway, the past few days have been a little over whelming for me but I managed to get through it all. With all the homework that I get, I think I just kind of broke down. See, yesturday when I got home, I was in a horrible mood because once again, I had four subjects worth of homework. I sat down at my computer and got started but during the middle of my homework, I grew extremely frusterated and I began to cry. I think my stress level just boiled over the top. *Sigh* I'm not surprised either. With the homework that I get that takes me until 7 at night to finish, the play that I was casted in, schoolwork, getting a good mark in chemistry, this buisness thing that I am doing.... Well, you get the point. My stress was building and building until it finally snapped last night. Anyway, I feel much, much better today. I still have some homework to do, but not that much.
Aside from that, I have to get to bed early tonight because I have the PSAT tomorrow. I really hope I do well on it. I haven't studied at all for it, but my theory is, "You either know the material, or you don't." Tonight, however, I'm going to look through the study material and scan over a few things. If I have a question about something, I'll end up asking my dad for some help. I really, really want to do well on this....
Other than that, tomorrow night, my family plan on going to Gettysburg to go Ghost Hunting. Now, don't sit there and call us crazy because you have no idea on what we have caught on camra. In one picture that we have, there is a face of a man, you can clearly make out the picture, but only if you study it. That man is a confederate or union shoulder with a heavy beard and a hat. He's peaking out from behind a tree. The thing is, when we took the picture, and if you don't believe me, I'll find the picture and put it up for you, there was no one there. We heard a rock fall, but no one threw anything (there were 10 of us that night) so, my mom took a picture and that's what we caught. Now, I don't mind you not believing me, heck go ahead. (I just want you to keep an open-mind on the subject because I really don't want to be called anything that I don't want to hear, like crazy. Just keep an open mind when you come to my site, please. I may put up something that might seem offending but in truth, it's just a thought or an opinion. So, no unwanted comments please.)
Anyway, there really isn't anything else to report to you all. I'm going to finish off the usual way and then vist your sites. Anyway, later!
Word of the Day: zoetrope (noun) [ZOE-ee-troep'] Defintion: 1. an optical toy, in which figures made to revolve on the inside of a cylinder, and viewed through slits in its circumference, appear like a single figure passing through a series of natural motions as if animated or mechanically moved: "During that first month, my life was a bewildering zoetrope." Origin: Approximately 1867; from Greek, 'zoe': life (also root of zoo) + 'trope': turn.
Quote of the Day: "My favorite thing about the Internet is that you get to go into the private world of real creeps without having to smell them." -Penn Jillette (1955 - ).
Video of the Day:WARNING! THIS VIDEO CONTAINS YAOI!!!!! WARNING!!!!
Hey everyone!
How has everyone been these past few days? I do hope that you are enjoying your weekend and that you are having tones of fun.
Well, yesturday was an alright day. School sucked because I had some quizzes to take, which I hope I past with at least a B. In Theatre we did blocking in the scripts.... OH! I have yet to tell you all that I got a part in on the acts. I'm not sure as to why I got a part, but I know that everyone who didn't get a part was casted. I guess they recasted because there were people had been casted into two plays at once and that would have made the production a little difficult, ne? Anyway, I'm a minor character in the short play called Cucumber Phil... It's really funny and an awesome play to go and see. I play the evil pig and I don't come in until the middle of the play, which doesn't bother me at all. Also, I end up dying because I'm blown up into bacon.... ?_? Oh well. lol
Anyway, yesturday night, I went to The Haunted Fair Grounds with some close friends of mine. It was pretty cool, except I don't get scared easily so I was the leader. We formed a chain with each other, me in the front followed by: Kerryn, Amanda, and two others that I don't know but they were cool. I kind of felt bad for them because my friend Amanda began to hypervenilate because she is extremely easy to scare. Anyway, I had to get her out of the shed quickly and I called out that there was a person getting ready to jump out and scare us, that way she wouldn't have a complete asma attack. So, I felt that I had ruined the fun for the other two, but they seemed completely cool about it... at least I hope they were.
Today, however, is really, really boring. My little brother is gone, he went to his friend's brithday party. However, I'm stuck at home with nothing to do for the seventh weekend in a row. It seems that every weekend we are broke and can't do anything because we give all of our money to my older brother, who is in college, and all he does is buy videogames and movies with it. I hate it because I haven't had anything to do in while, except last night, and it's starting to get to me. *sigh*
Well, that's all I really have to say. Later!
Word of the Day: auteur(noun) [oe-TUR]
1. a filmmaker who has a personal style and keeps creative control over his or her works: "Behind the studio's decades of success, was a single auteur." Origin:
Approximately 1962; from French, literally, author; from Old French, 'autor': author; from Latin, 'auctor': creator, from 'auctus,' past participle of 'augre': to create.
Quote of the Day: "An intellectual is a person who has discovered something more interesting than sex." -Aldous Huxley (1894 - 1963).
Hey everyone!
What up, my people? lol How the heck is everyone? I hope you all are fine.
I know it has been awhile since I last updated, but I have been really busy with school work and what not.
For the first time, my weeks have been really busy with all kinds of events. No seriously, it has actually been crazy around my house.
Like last weekend was our school's Home Coming. I spent the day going from here to here, trying to find all kinds of things becuase Wal*Mart never restocks their (parden my language) shit. They really need to get on the ball.... Seriously. Anyway, after we got everything we needed, we ate dinner around 4 in the afternoon and then my mom did my hair in a bunch of twists, which took somewhere between an hour and an hour and a half. When we were finished, I got on my dress and then we took some pictures and left. The dance was kind of cool, I mean we spent an hour on my younger brother's date that basically stood him up. (laughs) Anyway, it was fine and I dance alot towards the end of the party.
I had this project that was due today is Advanced Chemistry and I waited until the last minute to do it. So yesturday, I had to rush through my other homework that I had and try to quickly get through my project. It didn't take me long to do my project at all but along with all of the other homework that we got, I didn't get finished until 7 in the evening last night. I was so tried and pissed off because all of my teachers give way to damn much homework. It's really getting on my nerves. I jsut want to choke them sometimes. lol
Anyway, I got that done and now I have Advanced Chemistry, 20-21 century, and English homework. It really isn't fair that every weekend, I have a ton of homework, while all of the other students basically have a free weekend. I have not had a free weekend since school started. Also, everytime I DO get homework, I normally have 3-5 subjects worth. I'm not even in honors or advanced placement classes!!!!!! *Sigh* School can be rough sometimes.
Another major event that will take up my time is Theatre. We are now starting, and rehearsing, all of the student directed one-act plays that will bb presented on December 1. Of course, like always, I didn't get a part, even though there are 5 total plays, so now I'm stuck with people who I don't like and we have to make up some lame introductions for the fucking plays. It made me extremely angery that they would place people in their plays that never put forth the effort that is needed for the plays as well as the ones who CAN NOT act. It threw off my entire day. It really did.
I also have to study for the PSAT that is on October 21. I HAVE to take it if I want to go to a four year college. That really sucks because I have to make sure that I study for that as well as my school work. I have to do all this homework that my teachers are giving out as well as studying for the damned test. It really isn't fair. I'm so stressed out at the moment that I just want to drop school all together.