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Wednesday, December 28, 2005


   Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year's!
Sorry it has taken me so long to get back to you all. I have been semi-busy with school and the approaching holidays. lol Not much of an excuse but oh well.

Anyway, I normally hate Christmas because of my family. I'm such a humbug.... lol Anyway, this year it was actually enjoyable. We only had two fights this time so it was tolorable. Yay!

I got the following (just to let you know... not bragging here... lol):

1. Volume 2 and 3 of Fruits Basket Manga (the backwards book to my family!)
2. A camcorder
3. Some tapes for the camcorder
4. A new sterio (sp? I know I spelled it wrong. My bad!)
5. A carrying case for my camcorder
6. A new clock that hangs on the wall with a neon light (blue... Totally awesome!)
7. Head-phones
8. An adapter for my comp.
9. A memory card for my camcorder
10. CSI PC game
11. Prince of Persia: The Two Thrones (PS2)
12. Darkwatch (PS2)
13. Finally, Titanic Special Collector's Edition

I think my parents made up this year because I was always bitching about how much I hated the gifts they got me. Selfish I know but I couldn't help it when my brothers would unwrap expensive games and game consols. It pissed me off royally when I would unwrap clothing and maybe some perfumes (I hate perfumes) and make-up (I HATE make-up with passion).

Anyway, the 18th was my birthday and I am now offically 16. Woot! Go me! Look at me and my bad self! lol I'm being foolish!

I want to thank my two good, thoughtful frinds for their pictures they sent me and their friends. A warm hug and a BIG thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

From Animalis:
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From CaptinFireLily:
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Thanks a million!

Some pics for enjoyment!

Anaki:
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Merry Christmas:
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Crystalized Angel:
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Kyo and Yuki:
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Merko:
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Song of the Day: Let Me Go by 3 Doors Down.
Lyrics-
One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me


You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me

Random Question of the Day: How is the Holiday treating you?

Quote of the Day: "People seem to enjoy things more when they know a lot of other people have been left out of the pleasure." -Russell Baker (1925 - )

How I feel Today: (Content)
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:Pic of the Day is dedicated to SadisticAngel.








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Friday, December 9, 2005


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Friday, December 2, 2005


   Long Day.....
Hey everyone, hoe are you? I'm doing fine but I am reallly, really tired. My days are longer because I have rehearsal after school for Theatre for One-Act plays on the 10 of December. Stressful to the max. I am doing lights for the the sixth play and it really isn't hard if you know what you are doing. It's comming in on the right cue that's hard. Trust me, not easy when your Stage Manager is stressed out and you can hardly tell what they said on headset. *sigh* At least I have a partner but she's clueless to the technical things. Anyway, another one of my friends went to the hospital because she O.D. (overdosed) in school. I feel bad for her. We don't know if she's going to military school or not but we all hope for the best. She also may get expelled for a simestar or for the rest of the year becuase the office found illegal fireworks in her bookbag. *sigh* Everybody looks at her with a weird stare and I hate it. I want to help but I don't know how. I know that somehow it IS her fault but I can't help but blame other people to. Anyway, that's my dramatic life at the moment. Some pictures and quizzes for you. Chrno Crusade: Image hosted by Photobucket.com Universal Prayer: Image hosted by Photobucket.com Wind Dance: Image hosted by Photobucket.com Dual: Image hosted by Photobucket.com Lovers: Image hosted by Photobucket.com HASH(0x8dca7cc)
You are the Lonely Cat. You have been treated
unfairly and you have experienced painful
things. You are dark and emotionless. You have
no feelings about anything and you now do
anything you want. You want to give revenge
back to the people who have hurt you....

What Anime Cat Are You? //.:With CUTE Anime Pics:.//
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You would be in a violent yet cool anime like
Cowboy Bebop or Samurai Champloo. You enjoy
making people hurt and watching them suffer. I
dont care about your feelings and stuff like
that. Yet, you dont mind taking a break and
kicking back some sake with your buds...whom
you later kill while and shower in their rain
of blood.

What anime genre would you be in?
brought to you by Quizilla You are the lowest, meanest thing that ever walked
this earth * me: puets holy water on you,
" may the power of christ compell
you"*

Are you a mean person?
brought to you by Quizilla Song of the Day: Whiskey Lullaby by Brad Paisley. Lyrics- (Brad) She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette She broke his heart, he spent his whole life tryin' to forget We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind Until the night. Chorus: He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away her memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength he had to get up off his knees We found him with his face down in the pillow With a note that said I'll love her 'til I die And when we buried him beneath the willow The angels sang a whiskey lullaby. (Both) La la la la la la la La la la la la la la. La la la la la la la La la la la la la la. (Alison) The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind, Until the night. Chorus: (Both) She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away his memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength she had to get up off her knees We found her with her face down in the pillow Clinging to his picture for dear life We laid her next to him beneath the willow While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby. La la la la la la la La la la la la la la. --- Instrumental --- La la la la la la la La la la la la la la. --- Instrumental --- La la la la la la la La la la la la la la. La la la la la la la La la la la la la la... Random Question of the Day: Have you ever been in a play? Quote of the Day: "Not even computers will replace committees, because committees buy computers." -Edward Shepherd Mead How I Feel Today: Image hosted by Photobucket.com :Pic of the Day is dedicated to RedNeckAgenda.

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Sunday, November 27, 2005


   Confused....
i'm so confused of what's going on half the time. Anyway, I don't feel like writing much but here are some things for ya.

PICTURES:
Alucard:
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Protector of Heaven:
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Gungrave:
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The Lotus:
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Chi:
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So Alone:
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Sakura Wars:
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One Last Look:
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Wondering Mind:
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Gaze Upon the Moonless Night:
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7th Moon:
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Bloody Wings:
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QUIZZES:

You are punk!
Punk School girl! You don't really follow the
school uniform that much... and you're kinda a
trouble maker.


What Kind of School Girl Are You?
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HASH(0x8c59e4c)
You are the evil school girl. Many fear you and you
have no friends. People mistake you for a
vampire most of the time, but who can blame you
for liking the taste of mortals blood^_~


What type of school girl are you? *Anime pics*
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HASH(0x8def358)
You are darknes. You dont love anyone and hate all.


Your element (GIRLS ONLY)
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Darkness
An aura of darkness surrounds you as you walk. You
are ignornant of human disasters. Are you even
human?

goku
Your boyfriend will be kind of violent (not with
you though) and is slightly overprotective of
you! He'll like eating a lot, and is not very
intelligent, but he is extremely powerful and
he loves you!


What Kind Of Boyfriend Will You Have? (Great Anime Pics!)
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I've Had Enough Now by FadedIntensity.
I can not sleep again,
My eyes constantly weep,
I keep falling into myself,
I am afraid of getting in too deep.

I am slipping in the edge,
Strongly ready to fall,
Just to let go,
And turn my back on it all.

I am drowning in bad memories,
So sick of crying inside,
I have just had enough now,
My corner is eroding away where I hide.

My body is dying slowly,
Wasting all away,
I am slipping further,
With each passing day.

Burning out like a flame,
Into a dark solitary place,
Losing my undignified fight,
As my tears fall down my face.

I lie back,
And suddenly I can not breathe,
All I want in life,
Is to quickly leave.

Because I can not stand this,
Can not cope with this anymore,
My heart is badly broken,
Scattered across the floor.

Beyond being fixed,
Pieces can never be but back together,
It is too late, I can not be helped,
This is me forever.

I would rather walk away from here,
I want to be dead,
I wish I was never born,
And to the happy place I wish I could be lead.

So I am gonna let go now,
And finally say good bye,
Because I have finally had enough,
And I no longer wanna cry.

Song of the Day: In This River by Black Label Society.
Lyrics-
I’ve been around this world, Yet I see no end.
All shall fade to black again and again.
This storm that’s broken me, my only friend.
Yeah

In this river all shall fade to black
In this river aint no coming back
In this river all shall fade to black
Aint no coming back

Withdrawn a step away, just to find my self
The door is closed again, the only one left
This storm that’s broken me my only friend
Yeah

In this river all shall fade to black
In this river aint no coming back
In this river all shall fade to black
Aint no coming back

In this river all shall fade to black
In this river aint no coming back
In this river all shall fade to black
Aint no coming back

In this river all shall fade to black
In this river aint no coming back
In this river all shall fade to black
Aint no coming back

Random Question of the Day: How are you today?

Quote of the Day: "The blue sky is an illusion created by the sun to hide an infinite black void. When you die the worms eat your brains. There's no God to save you and Jesus Christ couldn't even save himself." -David De Void.

How I am feeling at the moment:
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:Pic of the Day is dedicated to Night Shade2.

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Friday, November 25, 2005


   Bastards!!!!!!!!!
Not you people... My family. Yesturday only got worse and not better. My dad proceeded to be an asshole and tried to talk to me... He ended up taking away my door to my room... I'm doorless now... X_X That is so not a good thing.

You see, my room is like my sanctuary and most of you know this because it's the same to you. I always come home from school and go straight to my room after homework and hide out for the day. It's my escape from reality. I come to my room to write stories and poems while listening to music. It helps me escape all the lies spoken to me during the day. Anyway, since my dad took my door away it's as if he took away part of my sanity with him... Sounds strange, ne? *sigh* Fucking bastard!

After he took my door away my mom came up to my room and yelled at me. I, who had just been yelled at by my dad, was in such an emotional void heard nothing she said. She got mad at me because she said I was ignoring her. Oh well, she'll live. Its not like I want to sit there and listen to someone tell me that it's all my fault for what happened yesturday.

Afterwards, my dad yelled at my mom then took more frustration out on me... My poor abuse emotions. I tried my hardest not to cry last night. I don't like to cry because I don't want them to know that what they say hurts me more than anything. Well, there lies anyways.

After my dad called me worthless and good for nothing my parents made up and went to bed. I finally heard what they thought of me. I swear they favor the boys over me more. I'm not just saying it because I'm confused and pissed but because it's true. My parents will do anything for the boys but when I want something done or want to go somewhere they are always busy. They aren't! My dad would be sleeping and my mom on the computer.... Yeah, they're so busy!!! (note: sarcasim)

Anyway, I stayed up and listened to some music to calm myself down. I really hate crying because I feel so weak. I haste weakness, I really do. Afterwards, I went to bed around 1:30 or something like that.

My night was pure hell. It hasn't got much better because I still don't have my god damn door! Bastards!!!!!

Anyway, enough of my anger.... Here are some pictures and some quizzes for your pleasure!

Dark Angel:
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Beauty of a Flower:
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Careless:
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Blue Butterfly:
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Maiden of the Cross:
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Kinky Slut Dark Angel:
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Seiran:
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HASH(0x8b3a670)
u r a dark angel.
u r depressed most of the time and u r evil. (me:
ur like me)


ru an angel,devil,dark angel,or nothing? (with anime pics for most of the results.)
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Your Deadly Sins



Wrath: 80%

Sloth: 40%

Greed: 20%

Envy: 0%

Gluttony: 0%

Lust: 0%

Pride: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 20%

You will die in prison, in a puddle of your own blood.



Song of the Day: Elastic by Outspoken.
Lyrics:
I stood alone, pulled a dime from my pocket and wished
Making sure it hit the bottom of the well
But fruition never came
So I am taking back my wishes, I could be wrong
But this is another reason for an angry farewell
But I’m anxious for a change now

It seems no matter what you do
It seems no matter what you say
It seems however far away
I still keep running back to you

Stretched out, reached out all I can
I’m stretching out until the point I’m breaking
But you thought I’d never leave
Yet tomorrow may be another day, but the day
For no mistaking it could happen while you sleep
Now

It seems no matter what you do
It seems no matter what you say
It seems however far away
I still keep running back to you

There’s room for changing, so I’m rearranging
Myself to be much better than what I am now
Yes, I’m addicted, and I admit it
So everything can be better than what it is now

So much better now

I stood alone, pulled a dime from my pocket and wished
Making sure it hit the bottom of the well
But fruition never came
So I am taking back my wishes, I could be wrong
But this is another reason for an angry farewell
But I’m anxious for a change now

It seems no matter what you do
It seems no matter what you say
It seems however far away
I still keep running back to you

It seems no matter what you do
It seems no matter what you say
It seems however far away
I still keep running back to you

Keep running back to you, I keep crawling back to you
I keep running back to you

Keep running back to you, I keep crawling back to you
I keep coming back, crawling back, crawling back to you

Random Question of the Day: How was your Thanksgiving?

Quote of the Day: "My wish is to ride the tempest, tame the waves, kill the sharks. I will not resign myself..." -Trieu Thi Trinh

What I feel at the moment:
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:Pic of the Day is dedicated to MokubaKaiba.

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Thursday, November 24, 2005


   Thanksgiving
Well, my Thanksgiving sucked ass. First, there was nothing interesting in Video Warehouse out here that was actually opened. Video Warehouse fucking sucks in my opinion. Second, my dad and I got into a huge arguement and now I fill like shit. You know, unwanted. Third, I got yelled at by my mom because she thought I had an attitude which I didn't. Fouth, I got yelled at by my dad again for saying something sarcastic. That's my nature, though. Everything I say is mean and sarcastic. And finally, I am so fucking bored. *sigh* It's like this every year. I hate the hoildays. They suck!

Anyways, sorry about the rant but I had to say something. I was about to explode.

Here are some pics for you enjoyment:

Angel of Darkness:
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This is how I feel right now:
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Glare:
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Calpso (kinda looks like one of my characters but isn't one):
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Lone Tear:
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Haunted Love Angel:
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Grave Goddess:
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Dance of the Blade:
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Moonlight Sonata:
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Hades:
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Dawn's Angel:
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Autum Amber:
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005


   Mixed Emotions.....
Well, there really isn't to say much about my week(s) since I lasted updated. I haven't had much happen lately. The story of my life, huh? My post my seem to extremely boring.

Anways, I picked up an application to go to Germany and live a German host while going to a German High School for one year. I though it would be very interesting since I love to travel... That and I have no idea how to speak German. lol I haven't started it yet but I should because it has to be turned in, in exactly 1 month. I start it tomorrow.

Last week my friend was emitted to a hospital and was diagnosied with diabiets.... Poor guy. His blood suger was off the charts. We signed some posters for him and he really liked them. He's doing better and after six days in the hospital he has finally returned to school where he belongs.

I got a permission slip signed from my parents to go to New York to see Broadway shows for Theatre class. It will cost us $636 for the whole trip but what the hell, I have been directly into New York. I went there once but I was trucking with my uncle and apparently they don't allow 18 wheelers into New York due to traffic. Only ones that actually need to get into New York allowed I guess. Anyways, I handed in my permission slip today and I am ready to roll. To bad I have to wait until Spring Break to go. o_O

Other than that, nothing interesting has happened. So, see you until next time.

Some pictures for your enjoyment!

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Song of the Day: Youth Of The Nation by P.O.D.
Lyrics-
Last day of the rest of my life
I wish I would have known
Cause I didn't kiss my mama good-bye
I didnt tell her how that I loved her
How much I care
Or thank my pops for all the talks and all the wisdom he shared
Unaware I just did what I always do
Everyday the same routine before I skate off to school
But who knew this day wasnt like the rest
Instead of taking the test I took two to the chest
Call me blind but I didnt see it coming
Everybody was running but i couldnt hear nothing
Except Gunblast
It happened so fast
I didn't really know this kid though i sit by him in class
Maybe this kid was reaching out for love
Or maybe for a moment he forgot who he was
Or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged
Whatever it was I know its because

We are we are, the youth of the nation
We are we are, youth of the nation
We are we are, the youth of the nation
We are we are, youth of the nation

Little Susie she was only twelve
She was given the world with every chance to excell
Hang with the boys and hear the stories they tell
She might act kind of proud with no respect for herself
She finds love in all the wrong places
The same situations just different faces
Changed up her pace since her daddy left her
Too bad he never told she deserved much better

Johnny boy always played the fool
He broke all the rules so you would think he was cool
He was never really one of the guys no matter how hard he tried
Often thought of suicide
Its kind of hard when you aint got no friends
He put his life to an end they might remember him then
You cross the line and theres no turning back
Told the world how he felt with the sound of a gat

We are we are, the youth of the nation
We are we are, youth of the nation
We are we are, the youth of the nation
We are we are, youth of the nation

Whos to blame for the life that tradgedies claim
No matter what you say it dont take away the pain that I feel inside
Im tired of all the lies
Don't nobody know why
Its the blind leading the blind

Guess thats the way the story goes
Will it never makes sense
Somebodys gotta know

Theres gotta be more to life then this
Theres gotta be more to everything I thought exists

We are we are, the youth of the nation
We are we are, youth of the nation

We are we are (we are we are), the youth of the nation
We are we are (we are we are), youth of the nation
We are we are, (we are we are) the youth of the nation
We are we are, (we are we are) youth of the nation
We are we are, (we are we are) the youth of the nation
We are we are, (we are we are)youth of the nation (youth of the nation)
We are, youth of the nation (x3)
We are

Random Question of the Day: Do you like pie?

Quote do the Day: "There are two ways of exerting one's strength: one is pushing down, the other is pulling up." -Booker T. Washington (1856 - 1915)

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to MagikSalem.

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Tuesday, November 8, 2005


I'm evil.....
Nah... Here are some quizzes about me though. FEAR ME!!!! lol

merchant
MERCHANT

You are a Merchant, the
ambitious business tycoons of fantasy.
Merchants are very intelligent and cunning.
They are adept with numbers and in dealing with
people. Their hunches about their businesses
are usually right. They have a knack for
knowing what people or thinking. They are very
perceptive, and very ambitious. Driven and
hardworking they will not stop until they've
achieved what they want.

Color:
Red
Animal: Tiger
Gem: Ruby
Symbol:
Coin

Image:
http://www.deviantart.com/view/5772843/


Who would you be if you were a character in an epic fantasy? (beautiful pictures)
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Killer School Girl
u hate people and u kill them all. yo girl if u
like to kill go ahead but don't kill me i'm on
your side.


What kind of a girl r u? (kool pics)
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Sad
You are Evil (kind of, more mad...)! You hate to
have people around you and you block all kinds
of interactions with anyone! You dislike the
preps and actually, everyone around you. You
sometimes do feel too lonely but that does not
change your mind to be nice to someone. If you
have one friend, he/she is really close to you,
shares the same feelings and everything.
Pratically your own twin almost! You want to
get rid of your enemies or yourself. You hate
life, you hate school, everything. You might
like to sleep tho. Unless you have nightmares.
Let more people get close to you, let them show
you how to take out the real you instead of
always being in the darkness. You'll see how
nice life is. ^^ You could be my friend, I
don't mind at all!
Color: Black, Crimson, Dark green.
Quote: If I am so different and you laugh at me
cuz of that. You are all the same so I laugh at
you. or
If I can't trust myself, it'll be alot harder
to trust those I want to trust. or
Love is only pain that in my life, has gone
down the drain!
Hellooo! Hope you had a good time here. I
really don't mind being you're friend. You
interest me. lol. Well you can message me if
you want, also to tell me if you liked the
quiz. You can rate too if you want. Anyways,
Byebye *gives big hug!* :)


What Are You?? (many outcomes + pics and music!)
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Dragon: You're an itelligent creature who loves
their solitude. You're easily vexed and don't
deal well with people.


what mythical creature are you? (nice pics ^_^)
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Good! It's great to see another person that can
acutally think!


Common Sense Test
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HASH(0x8b5d7f4)
you are going to kill yourself. You got to
depressed one day and you couldn't take it any
more so you shot yourself in the head... *sigh*


How will you die? (beautiful pics!)
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two234
Name: Hinata

Meaning: double faced

Type: devil

power: Hell/Heaven


Your Anime form (girlz only, beautiful anime picts!)
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Element: Shadows/Darkness/Night
Colour/s: Black, deep purples and blues
Animal: Panthers, wolves


What type of soul do you posess? (Anime pictures and fairly lengthy results)
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http://www.members.rogers.com/lim.jennifer/html
Anger and shards of ice is what lies behind your
eyes. You've been hurt deeply in your past
life, or even still continue to be. You are
cold and distant, pushing away people that love
you and truly care for you! You want to be able
to reach out and love them, but, you just cant
for some reason You have created an icy barrier
that shields you from reality, from what you
don't want to believe. No one seems to
understand you; not many can see past that
barrier and see you, a hurt person just
yearning to be able to embrace another or fit
in! You tend to shy away from things; rejecting
events/people bitterly and mouthing off
anything that lurks in your mind at the time.
You convince yourself you're not afraid of
anything or anyone, but in reality you're so
insecure! All you want is someone to finally
understand, see past that ice and hopefully
even melt the shield. You just want comfort,
you want that genuine someone! A person who
likes you for you and understands what you've
gone through or are going through. Underneath
that cold
exterior lies a warm, happy soul that wants to let
loose and have fun! Your sanctuary would
probably be anywhere up high where you can look
down on life below you, like the roof of an
apartment building... Your eyes resemble a
saddened; crestfallen person seeking out
attention, but doesn't know how to handle it.
However, you do find comfort from your true
friends; they're always there for you :) Even
though you do seem rather cold, you can be very
protective over something you truly believe in
or love. You see the world as being cruel; God
is hating on you... You want to burn all of the
people that have harmed you; venomous thoughts
often arouse in your mind... You just want one
person, that one person to see the real you.
You may be tough at times and not cry on the
outside.... But your heart is always
crying on the inside... Don't be discouraged
though, those tears will eventually dry :) Try
to loosen up; though it may seem impossible,
the world does not hate you... People in
general don't hate you; they're just too scared
to get to know you... You're too scared to get
to know yourself! Crack a smile once in awhile,
I promise it'll make you feel good :) Let loose
and have fun! Remember, it takes 43 muscles to
frown, but only 17 to smile :)


What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (Surprise!)
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Well that's about all I am going to give you... I hope you like it. lol If not then I'm sorry.

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Monday, October 31, 2005


   Happy Halloween!!!!!!!
I hope you all have a wonderful Halloween and if you don't celebrate Halloween, then have a very great evening!

I might go trick-or-treating even though I am to old to do so. I haven't decided yet but our house is all set up and the candy is ready for passing out.

Anyways, nothing happened that is new so far. I'll be going to court on Thursday to lock away a man for life hopefully. I let you know how it goes as soon as possible.

Here are some pictures, hope you enjoy!

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Random Question of the Day: Do you like candy? If so, what is your favorite kind?

Song of the Day: Lose Control by Missy Elliott.
Lyrics-
Music make you lose control
Music make you lose control

[Fat Man Scoop]
Let’s go
Hey hey hey
hey hey hey
Here we go now
Here we go now
Here we go now
Here we go now
Watch out now
(Music make you lose control)
Misdemeanor’s in da house
Ciara’s in da house
Misdemeanor’s in tha house
Fat man scoop man scoop man scoop

[Missy Elliott]
I’ve got a cute face
Chubby waist
Thick legs in shape
Rump shakin’ both ways
Make you do a double take
Planet rocka show stoppa
Flo’ proppa head knocka
Beat styla tail droppa
Do ma thang muthafuckas
Ma rose Royce Lamborghini
Blue Madina always beamin’
Ragtop chrome pipes
Blue lights outta sight
Know me sow it in
Set it in sow it in
Make dat money tho it in
Booty bouncing gon’ hit

[Missy Elliott & Ciara]
Everybody here
Get it outta control
Get yo backs off tha wall
Cuz Misdemeanor said so
Everybody (step,step)
Everybody
Everybody (step,step)
Everybody

[Ciara]
Well ma name is Ciara
For all you fly fellas
No one can do it betta

[Missy Elliott]
She’ll sing on acapella

[Ciara]
Boy the music
Makes me lose control

[Missy Elliott]
We gon’ make you lose control
And let it go fo’ you know
You gon’ hit tha flo’

I rock to the beat till I’m (tired)
Walk in da club it’s (fiya)
Get it crunked and wired
Wave ya hands scream (louda)
If you smoke den fiya it up
Bring da roof down den (holla)
If you tipsy stand up
DJ turn it (louda)
Take somebody by da waist den (uh)
Now tho it in dey face like (uh)
Hypnotic robotic
This here will rock yo bodies
Take somebody by da waist den (uh)
Now tho it in dey face like (uh)
Systematic histatic
This hit be automatic

Work wait
Work work work wait
Work work work wait
Work work work wait
Do it right

[Fat Man Scoop]
Hit tha floor hit tha floor
Hit tha floor hit tha floor
Hit tha floor hit tha floor
Hit tha floor

[Missy Elliott & Ciara]
Everybody here
Get it outta control
Get yo backs off tha wall
Cuz Misdemeanor said so
Everybody (step,step)
Everybody
Everybody (step,step)
Everybody

[Fat Man Scoop]
Let’s go

[Missy Elliott]
Everybody here
Get it outta control

[Ciara]
Get yo backs off da wall

[Missy Elliott]
Cuz Misdemeanor said

[Ciara]
So
Everybody (step,step)
Everybody (keep on steppin)
Everybody (step,step)

[Missy Elliott]
Everybody(step)
Get loose

[Fat Man Scoop]
Now put yo back on tha wall
Put yo back on tha wall
Put yo back on tha wall
Put yo back on tha wall
Misdemeanor’s in da house
Yeh Ciara’s in da house
Misdemeanor’s in tha house
(Music make you lose control)
We on fiya we on fiya
We on fiya we on fiya
Now tho it girl, tho it girl, tho it girl
Yeah, now move yo arm to tha left girl
Now move yo arm to tha left girl
Now move yo arm to tha right girl
Now move yo arm to tha right girl
Let’s go now, let’s go now, let’s go now,
Woo, let’s go
Should I bring it back right now?
Now bring it back now
Woooo oohhh
I see you C
Now see Ima Ima do it like C do it
Now shake it girl
Come on and jus shake it girl
Come on and let it pop right girl
Come on and let it pop right girl
Now back it up girl
Back it up girl
Back it up girl
Back it up girl
Woooo, woooo, woooo, go go
Bring it to da front girl go go
Bring it to da front girl go go
Bring it to da front girl go go
Bring it to da front girl let’s go, let’s go, let’s go
(Wooo)

Quote of the Day: "If you live long enough, the venerability factor creeps in; first, you get accused of things you never did, and later, credited for virtues you never had." -I. F. Stone (1907 - 1989)

Pic of the Day is dedicated to Lordsesshoumaru.

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Thursday, October 20, 2005


   Some random pictures......
Some pictures until I can make a realy update. Later!

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