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Sunday, October 16, 2005


   Fingers.... hurt.....

Ultimate Survey (377 questions long)
time started:5:29
full name:I'm not telling
nickname(s):Rayne, Renee, Bra(don't ask)
birthday:Decemeber 18, 1989
where were you born:Colorado
zodiac sign:That long S word
height:5'11 1/2
weight:personal
hair color:golden-brown
eye color:hazel
shoe size:10
ring size:I have no idea
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.):tan
blood type:you got me
grade:10
GPA:3. something
siblings:2 brothers
tattoos:I wish
piercings:Ears
hobbies:drawing and writing
favorite
color:Blood red, crimson, black
food:pizza
candy:Gummy Bears
type of cheese:Colby
pizza topping:pepporoni
salad dressing:ewwwww
sandwich:I peel them apart
cereal:Frosted Flakes
fruit:Kiwi
vegetable:Carrot
berry:I hate them all
cake:strawberry
book:Salem's Lot
movie:Titanic
magazine:New type
newspaper:none
tv show:2 and a half men
website:otaku, FF.net, AFF.net
radio station:101.1
font:got me
cartoon character:Road Runner
artist (painter):none
actor:none
actress:none
cd:What a question
song:Dear dear diary
music group:some many to name
music type:a little of everything
day of the week:Saturday
month:December
season:Winter
holiday:none
shampoo:Suave
conditioner:none
number:666
phrase:"God damn it, mother fucking hell, damn it!" (it's all one phrase)
store:spencers
weather:rain
restaurant:ummmm
channel:176
teacher:Mr. Smith
weekend activity:my family doesn't allow fun on weekends
hangout:anywhere really
house color:yellowish-creme color
sport to watch:hockey
sport to play:baseball
animal:Cougar
flower:Black rose
guy's name:you got me stumped
girl's name:Angelica
board game:Monopoly
party game:rumi
story from childhood:never had any
body part:x_X
have you ever
been on a train:no
been on a plane:yes
been in a car accident:yes
caused a car accident:yes
run into a wall:yes
burned a potato chip:no
almost burned the house down:no
smoked:no
been drunk:no
been high:no
broken the law:yes
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes):yes
kissed someone of the opposite sex:yes
kissed someone of the same sex:yes
frenched an animal:no
made out:no
had cyber sex:yes
gotten engaged:no
had an online relationship:no
been rejected by a crush:no
loved:no
made yourself cry to get out of trouble:no
cried in public:no
cried over a movie:no
fallen asleep in a movie theater:no
given someone a bath:no
been to a boarding school:no
been home-schooled:no
lost a valuable item:no
bungee jumped:no
skied:no
met the president:no
met a celebrity:no
gotten a cavity:yes
shopped at abercrombie & fitch:no
made a prank call:yes millions of them
skipped school:hasn't everyone in some point of time
faked sick to get out of school:you bet your bottom dollar i did
purchased something that you knew didn't fit:no
climbed a tree:yes
fallen from a tree:yes
broken a bone:yes
sprained anything:yes
passed out:no
made yourself pass out:no
been to disney world:yes
been to a theme park (not disney):yes
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative):no
made a model volcano (working model):no
made a clover leaf with your tounge:no
past
what did you do yesterday:on the computer playing the Sims 2 Nightlife
memory you miss the most:i don't like my memories
memory you want to forget:every last one of them
something you regretted after it was done:nothing
the last
song you heard:Hands Clean by Alanis Morissette
cd you bought:Pink
thing you said:Fine
time you cried:8 years and counting
movie seen in a theater:forever trust me
thing you ate:smarties
person who called:Ashley Brooke
nail polish shade worn:never in my life
time you showered:last night
person who complimented you:no one that comes to mind
at this moment
what are you listening to:the ringing of my borther's cell phone
what are you wearing:clothes
what are you thinking:that this is take forever
what are you scared of most:nothing
how many people are on your buddy list:1
future
occupation:baby sitter that's going on strike
marriage site:Kyoto, Japan
honeymoon:Egypt
place to live:Colorado
kids:5
car:Corvette
what are you doing tomorrow:I don't know
do you think george bush will be reelected:he can't....
will there be a wwIII:Kick ass!
will politics ever be truthful:hell no
will humanity snuff itself out:sure whatever
can the gov. be changed:yes
friends
best friend:Amber
funniest:David
silliest:David
loudest:B.B
quietest:me
craziest:Shawn
calmest:Ann
skinniest:Amanda
best secret keeper:not one damn person
worst secret keeper:the lot of them
the one you have but don't want:Micheal
smartest:me
preppiest:are you fucking kidding me... theses are goths we're talking about
peppiest:for fucks sake
most hyper:Herb
hottest:Herb
weirdest:Jay
biggest pervert:Chris
most annyoing:Chris
shyest:none one... We all speak our minds
most religious:not a damn soul
do you believe in
heaven:fuck no
hell:yes
angels:no
devil:yes
god:no
buddha:no
aliens:no
ghosts:yes
spirit (soul):yes
soulmates:no
reincarnation:yes
love at first sight:no
karma:no
love in general:no
luck:no
yourself:i wish it was a yes but sadly no
crush
who and when was your first crush:Ryan when I was young
any now:nope
a celebrity crush:nope
who do you want to be with right now:no one
whos number do you want:no one
who do you want to kiss:no one
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex:what the hell is with skinny no tits women? That or what the fuck is with skinny implanted huge tits women?
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be:no one
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you:negative 10
first thing noticed about the opposite sex:damn perverts
what do you look for personality-wise:are like me
biggest turn on:gothic look
biggest turn off:preppie
something thay weat that turns you on:chains
something they wear that turns you off:hats
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you:i don't know
the most romantic thing that has happened to you:nothing
what do you wear on a coffee date:I don't drink coffee... or date for that matter
is it right to flirt if you're taken:no.... ungrateful bastards
is cyber cheating:not really
are eyes the passegeway to the soul:no cause you can't read my soul no matter how hard you try
who would you like to take to the prom:my shiny knife
do you want to hug somebody right now:no
do you know what an aphrodisiac is:yes
describe
mellow:don't give a flying fuck
melancholy:kill me, i love it (rolls eyes)
the perfect date:somewhere cold and decelant
the perfect mate:someone who can break me free of my barrier
how m&m's are made:i have no idea
why manhole covers are round:o_O
one or the other
coke/pepsi:Pepsi
sprite/7-up:Sprite
boxers/briefs:Boxers
gold/silver:Neither I hate jewlery
vanilla/chocolate:vanilla
flowers/candy:none I ain't that kind of girl
book/magazine:book
tv/radio:radio
glass half empty/half full:half empty
democrat/republican:beats me
colored pencils/markers:colored pencils
coffee/tea:tea
sun/moon:moon
day/night:night well no shit shurelock
hot/cold:cold
dog/cat:cat
button/zipper:zipper
cotton/feather pillow:feather
blue/purple:blue
plumber/trashman:trashman
jeans/shorts:jeans all the way baby
long distance relationship/none:none
mechanical/regular pencil:regular
matt/ben:matt
that 70's show/simpsons:simpsons
kelso/eric:eric
donna/jackie:jackie
bart/lisa:lisa
romeo/juliet:romeo
romantic comedy/thriller:thriller
nsync/bsb:(hangs self from ceiling)
peanut butter/jelly:throws both of a cliff
waffles/pancakes:pancakes
letter/email:email
florida/california:they both can kiss my ass
pizza/burgers:pizza
hat/visor:hat
football/rugby:rugby
iceskating/blading:blading
movie at home/in theater:home
first thing you think of when you hear
yellow:sun
red lipstick:a bitch
socks:my feet in the winter
cowtipping:me
moulin rouge:what the hell is that
greenland:that small thing
iceland:woohooo
harry potter:that dumb ass can die for all I care
red:fire
blackberry:ewwwwwwwww
rose:my grandmother's name
rooster:damn things
taxes:glad I on;y pay those at stores
bill clinton:bastard
whipped cream:not my #1 choice
george w. bush:kick ass
lollipops:suck
dreams:nightmares
love:is hell
guys:can kiss my ass
south park:rules television
boy bands:sucks in the worst kind of way
pengiuns:black
girls:damn preps
thong:ow
death:awesome
spoons:I will smite you with my spork
junk mail:damn
dairy:used to keep one
panties:comando all the way
your father:should rot in hell
pizza:yummmmm
britney spears:DIE BITCH DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
vitamin:i need those
are you
happy:no
sad:i guess you could say that
religious:no
bitchy:yes
crazy:yes
messy:no
mad:yes
slacker:no
nerd:no
bookworm:no
jock:no
preppy:no
selfish:yes
giving:no
obsessive:no
violent:yes
calm:no
peaceful:no
mellow:no
eccentric:no
caring:no
untrustworthy:yes
loyal:yes
patriotic:yes
perverted:no
colorful:no
artistic:yes
miscellanoues
what color is your jacket:blue
do you shave:yes
where:my legs and arm pits.....
what color is your razor:white
what size is your bed:queen
what color crayon would you be:black
what are the last four digits of you phone number:none of your damn business
feelings on abortion:i shall kill anyone who trys
how lond does it take you to shower:10 min tops
what does your screenname mean:what i represent
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general:they're reall stupid
who so you trust the most:no one
is cussing a necessity in life:yes
how about coffee:no
is the world screwed:in my opinion it has been they day it formed
what something you cant live without:got me
what time did you fall asleep:when
know what 69 means:yes
how about 143:yes
can you live without a microwave:yes
what do think about death:i wish it would hurry up already.
where and when do you want to be married:who the fuck knows
do you want to drop out of school:no
why is the sky blue:don't know
what is a good trait about yourself:i can not feel
what do you always think about:death
what is wrong with your school:everything
what is right with your school:nothing
how do you react to change:i take it as it comes
do you talk to yourself:yes
what is your opinion on love:i hate it
can you afford to lose weight:yes
what color would you dye your hair:the color of Inuyasha's or Sesshoumaru's hair
best thing anyones told you:i hate you
what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot:i beat the living shit out of them
does being psycho appeal to you:yes
if you wrote a book, what would it be about:death
what would you change your name to:Rayne
longest crush lasted how long:2 hours
tme finished:6:11
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005


   Hello!!!!!
Hey everyone. How are you doing? Good? Well, I am doing so, so for now. Nothing drastic happened this week. WAIT!!!!!!!!!

Acutally, something has... Dun dun dun.... lol No really, on Saturday, October 8 I was in a car accident. This is what happened. My dad, brother, Tim (borther's friend) and I were coming back from picking up Tim. It had stopped raining earlier that day but it get's really cold on the mountain where Tim lives, so the rain was like ice basically. What happened was this, my dad misjudged the curve of the road (the curve is know as the S-curve) and we took it too sharp. We fish-tailed out of control around the curve and into an embankment. We almost made it up the bank when the truck flipped and slid down the road before comming to a stop.... *sigh* That was really unexpected. I had to climb out of my window (I was riding shot gun at the time) that busted from the empact. I must say that I really don't wan to do that again.

Anyways, no one was hurt besides my moms Tahoe. The good thing we got out of it was that we got a Dodge Ram as a rental car. GO DODGE!!!!!!!! lol

That's really all we did... Exciting, ne? I might want to tone it down for now. lol

Anyways, I'm going to go so I can get to your sites.

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Song of the Day: Hands Clean by Alanis Morissette.
Lyrics-
If it weren't for your maturity
none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years
I would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention
you wouldn't have been successful and if
If it weren't for me
you would never have amounted to very much

Bridge:
Ooh this could be/get messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

Chorus:
We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

You're essentially an employee
and I like you having to depend on me
You're a kind of protege
and one day you'll say you learned all you know from me and
I know you depend on me
like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me
like a young thing would and I think I like it

Bridge

Chorus

What part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
What part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
What with this distance it seems so obvious?
Just make sure you don't tell on me
especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves
and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish I could tell the world
cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done up properly
I might want to marry you one day
if you watch that weight and keep your firm body

Bridge

Chorus X2

Random Question of the Day: Ever been in a car accident?

Quote of the Day: "If you can't say anything good about someone, sit right here by me." -Alice Roosevelt Longworth (1884 - 1980)

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to Lord Dante.


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Tuesday, October 4, 2005


   That kind of day
Well nothing interesting at all is going on around my part of town. I know that some kid in school got arrested today but that's about all. Home comming is October 22 while the game is on the 21st.... Well that's kind of common sense. lol Anyways, our high school football team is 2nd in the state... Compared to Martinsburg, as always. lol We hardly win a game against them. *sigh* How do they do it? GO COUGARS!!!!!!

Anyways, nothing much happening after that until November. I have to go to court on the 3rd of next month. I DIDN'T DO A DAMN THING!!!!! I have to testify to put someone behind bars for a long, long, long time. I hope for life.

Afterwards, I'm back to my same boring old schedule. lol

Since I have been under stress alot, my grades are dropping. I have one A and three B's and three C's. I'm working really hard to bring the C's up. *sigh* Damn school.

I would also like to take this time to say something important... Well, to me anyways. I wanted to apologize to those I have yet to visit, sign guestbooks, or PM new commers. I really don't mean to do it but I have been so busy lately. I'll try and get to you as soon as possible.

I hope you all enjoyed my post... If not then kiss my ass. No, I'm jst playing with you. lol

Have a great day!

Song of the Day: Gold Digger by Kayne West featuring Jamie Foxx.
Lyrics-
[[Jamie Foxx]
She take my money
when I'm in need
Yea she's a trifflin
friend indeed
Oh she's a gold digga
way over town
That dig's on me

[Chorus:]
(She did me wrong)
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm Need)
But she aint messin wit no broke niggaz
(She did me wrong)
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm need)
but she aint messin wit no broke niggaz
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head


[Verse 1:]
Cutie the bomb
Met her at a beauty salon
With a baby louis vuitton
Under her underarm
She said I can tell you ROCK
I can tell by ya charm
Far as girls you got a flock
I can tell by ya charm and ya arm
but I'm lookin for the one
have you seen her
My psychic told me she have a ass like Serena
Trina, Jennifer Lopez, four kids
An i gotta take all they bad ass to show-biz
Ok get ya kids but then they got their friends
I Pulled up in the Benz, they all got up In
We all went to Den and then I had to pay
If you f**kin with this girl then you betta be payed
You know why
It take too much to touch her
>From what I heard she got a baby by Busta
My best friend say she use to fuck wit Usher
I dont care what none of yall say I still love her

[Chorus:]
(She did me wrong)
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm Need)
But she aint messin wit no broke niggaz
(She did me wrong)
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm need)
but she aint messin wit no broke niggaz
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head

[Verse 2:]
18 years, 18 years
She got one of yo kids got you for 18 years
I know somebody payin child support for one of his kids
His baby momma's car and crib is bigger than his
You will see him on TV Any Given Sunday
Win the Superbowl and drive off in a Hyundai
She was spose to buy ya shorty TYCO with ya money
She went to the doctor got lypo with ya money
She walkin around lookin like Micheal with ya money
Should of got that insured got GEICO for ya moneeey
If you aint no punk holla We Want Prenup
WE WANT PRENUP!, Yeaah
It's something that you need to have
Cause when she leave yo ass she gone leave with half
18 years, 18 years
And on her 18th birthday he found out it wasn't his

[Chorus:]
(She did me wrong)
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm Need)
But she aint messin wit no broke niggaz
(She did me wrong)
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm need)
but she aint messin wit no broke niggaz
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl go head

[Verse 3:]
Now I aint sayin you a gold digger you got needs
You dont want ya dude to smoke but he can't buy weed
You got out to eat and he cant pay yall cant leave
There's dishes in the back, he gotta roll up his sleeves
But why yall washin watch him
He gone make it into a Benz out of that Datson
He got that ambition baby look in his eyes
This week he moppin floorz next week it's the fries
So, stick by his side
I know his dude's ballin but yea thats nice
And they gone keep callin and tryin
But you stay right girl
But when you get on he leave yo a** for a white girl

Get down girl go head get down
Get down girl go head get down
get down girl go head get down
get down girl go head

Random Question of the Day: How has your week been going so far?

Quote of the Day: "We've heard that a million monkeys at a million keyboards could produce the complete works of Shakespeare; now, thanks to the Internet, we know that is not true." -Robert Wilensky

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to Lonely Soul.

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Thursday, September 29, 2005


   It's been forever hasn't it?!!?!
How the hell is everyone this fine windy sunshiny day? Good? Bad? Tell me....

I know I haven't updated in a long time but I have been busy with school and you all know how that is. I just got done do my homework and taking a shower. I though 'Hey I have some time, why not update,' so here I am.

Nothing special has happened over the course but there is a rather extreme reason why I have been busy. I rather not say it right now but in time I will tell you and I hope you don't think of mye differently.

I hope to get to your sites. Been awhile since I did that too. Anyways, I hope you all have a good day and I'll see you later.

Sakura from Naruto.
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A prietess or something like that from todays time.
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Bloody Death... GRAPHIC!!!!!
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Spellcaster
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Bloddy Demon.
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Song of the Day: In This River by Black Label Society.
Lyrics-
I’ve been around this world, Yet I see no end.
All shall fade to black again and again.
This storm that’s broken me, my only friend.
Yeah

In this river all shall fade to black
In this river aint no coming back
In this river all shall fade to black
Aint no coming back

Withdrawn a step away, just to find my self
The door is closed again, the only one left
This storm that’s broken me my only friend
Yeah

In this river all shall fade to black
In this river aint no coming back
In this river all shall fade to black
Aint no coming back

In this river all shall fade to black
In this river aint no coming back
In this river all shall fade to black
Aint no coming back

In this river all shall fade to black
In this river aint no coming back
In this river all shall fade to black
Aint no coming back

Random Question of the Day: Hi?

Quote of the Day: "It is in the knowledge of the genuine conditions of our lives that we must draw our strength to live and our reasons for living." -Simone de Beauvoir

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to Ladyaclemist22.


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Monday, September 19, 2005


   Hey
How are you all? Good I hope. Sorry for not being able to get to your sites as much as I like. School is keeping my busy with homework and now the PSATs are comming up. I want to take it becuase I want to be able to get into a good school. Also, it'll get me ready for the real SATs. *sigh*

Anyway, enough about that. I'm glad you all liked my pictures. ^-^ You all are so kind to me and I thank you for that.

So nothing really else to say. So here are some more pics but BEWARE THERE ARE YOAI PICS!!!!!!

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Song of the Day: Lonely Girl by Pink.
Lyrics-
I can remember
The very first time I cried
How I wiped my eyes
And buried the pain inside
All of my memories
Good and bad that's passed
Didn't even take the time to realize

Staring at the cracks in the walls
'Cause I'm waiting for it all
to come to an end
Still I curl up right under the bed
'Cause it's takin' over my head
All over again

Do you even know who you are?
I guess I'm trying to find
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
I want to be a star
Is life good to you, or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?

Lying awake
Watching the sunlight
How the birds will sing
As I count the rings around my eyes
Constantly pushing
The world I know aside
I don't even feel the pain
I don't even want to try

I'm looking for a way to become
The person that I dreamt up
When I was 16
Oh, nothing is ever enough
Ooh, baby it ain't enough
For what it may seem

Do you even know who you are?
I'm still trying to find
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
Everybody wants to be...
Is life good to you, or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
No

Sorry girl
Tell a tale for me
'Cause I'm wondering
How you really feel
I'm a lonely girl
I'll tell a tale for you
'Cause I'm just trying to make
All my dreams come true

Do you even know who you are?
Oh yeah, yeah
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
Oh, I wanted to be a star
Is life good to you, or is it bad?
I can't tell, I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
I guess not, oh, I guess not

Do you even know who you are?
Oh, I'm trying to find
A rising dream, or a falling star?
Oh, I have all these dreams
Is life good to you, or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
Oh, no, no

-Fades-
Do you even know who you are?
A rising dream, or falling star?
Is life good to you, or is it bad?

Random Question of the Day: Do you believe in ghosts?

Quote of the Day: "It is very difficult to live among people you love and hold back from offering them advice." -Anne Tyler (1941 - ).

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to Kyos lover.



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Wednesday, September 14, 2005


   Some Random Pics for You!
Hope you enjoy. BEWARE THAT SOME ICONS/ PICS ARE GRAPHIC!!!!

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Sunday, September 11, 2005


Dedicated to September 11, 2001
Well, the beginning of my post is pictures of Septemeber 11, 2001 in honor for the 4th anniversary since the inncident changed America for life.

Raising the Flag.



Towers before the incident.


World Trade Center B down.


During the Attack.



Remember the Day.


Anniversary of the day.


The clean up process.


Forever in sight.


Never forget!!!!!!!!!

I hope you liked it. *sigh* It's shocking really. It may have been 4 years but to me it seems as if it only happened yesturday. My heart is out to those who lost loved ones.

Now then, the reason I didn't update yesturday is because we went to the Mountain Party. It was awesome and I had a lot of fun. We stayed up late and did all kinds of things while listening to live Bluegrass music. Anyways, it was worth it.

We jst got back. I took a shower and brushed my teeth. Now I'm updating. That's really it. I am, however, very tired.

That's all I really have to say. Later.

Song of the Day: Have you Forgotten by Darryl Worley.
Lyrics-
I hear people saying we don't need this war
I say there's some things worth fighting for
What about our freedom and this piece of ground?
We didn't get to keep 'em by backing down
They say we don't realize the mess we're getting in
Before you start preaching
Let me ask you this my friend

CHORUS 1
Have you forgotten how it felt that day
To see your homeland under fire
And her people blown away?
Have you forgotten when those towers fell?
We had neighbors still inside
Going through a living hell
And you say we shouldn't worry 'bout Bin Laden
Have you forgotten?

They took all the footage off my T.V.
Said it's too disturbing for you and me
It'll just breed anger that's what the experts say
If it was up to me I'd show it every day
Some say this country's just out looking for a fight
After 9/11 man I'd have to say that's right

CHORUS 1
Have you forgotten how it felt that day
To see your homeland under fire
And her people blown away?
Have you forgotten when those towers fell?
We had neighbors still inside
Going through a living hell
And we vowed to get the ones behind Bin Laden
Have you forgotten?

I've been there with the soldiers
Who've gone away to war
And you can bet that they remember
Just what they're fighting for

CHORUS 2
Have you forgotten all the people killed?
Yes, some went down like heroes in that Pennsylvania field
Have you forgotten about our Pentagon?
All the loved ones that we lost
And those left to carry on
Don't you tell me not to worry 'bout Bin Laden
Have you forgotten?

Have you forgotten?
Have you forgotten?

Random Question of the Day: Do you have a pet?

Quote of the Day: "Maybe I wanted to hear it so badly that my ears betrayed my mind in order to secure my heart." -Margaret Cho.

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to Kitsune of Death.




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Friday, September 9, 2005


   Hey!!
Wanted to say that the rumor on recieving 300 new students is a lie. Thank God... Anyways, we are getting some students but no where around 300. I'm so happy. ^_^

Anyways, today was alright besides the fact that I had three tests to take and in Gym class we had to run for 10 minuets on the track. The track borders the football field. *sigh* That's a big track. Anyways, we have a football game tonight but I'm not going. But GO COUGARS! LOL

I hope you all had a good day and have a great weekend!


Some pics for your enjoyment!!

Whisper in the Wind.
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Musical Angel of the Heavens.
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Beautiful angel, ne?
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I really like these!
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Snow Angel.
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!!!!!YAOI ALERT!!!!!!!!!!

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!!!!!END OF YAOI ALERT!!!!!!!!

Song of the Day: Remember by Disturbed.
Lyrics-
Sensation washes over me
I can't describe it
Pain I felt so long ago
I don't remember
Tear a hole so I can see
My devastation
Feelings from so long ago
I don't remember

Holding on, to let them know
What's given to me
Given to me
To hide behind
The mask this time
And try to believe

Blind your eyes to what you see
You can't embrace it
Leave it well enough alone
And don't remember
Cut your pride and watch it bleed
You can't deny it
Pain you know you can't ignore
I don't remember

Holding on, to let them know
What's given to me
Given to me
To hide behind
The mask this time
And try to believe

If I can
Remember
To know this will
Conquer me
If I can
Just walk alone
And try to escape
Into me

Sensation washes over me
I can’t describe it
Pain I felt so long ago
I don't remember

...I’m just
Holding on, to let them know
What's given to me
Given to me
To hide behind
The mask this time
And try to believe

If I can
Remember
To know this will
Conquer me
If I can
Just walk alone
And try to escape
Into me

Into me
Into me

Random Question of the Day: What is your favorite color(s)?

Quote of the Day: "Good company and good discourse are the very sinews of virtue." -Izaak Walton (1593 - 1683).

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to Kingcorrupted.







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Thursday, September 8, 2005


   What is up?
.....Nothing special going on here but I thought I update to say high. So, how are you all? Good I hope. I am.... Well, I could go without my dad nagging at every little thing I do... It's annouying.

Anyways, school is going good. We started behind the wheel in Drivers Education today and that was pretty cool. We didn't drive. All we did was go over the things and get used to the car. Other than that, it all went well. The good thing is that all the cars are Poniatics and my dad owns one. ^_^

No homework today so I am happy about that!

Anyways, I really hate this thought. I just found out that our school is going to take in some teens from over seas and from the victims of Huricane Katrina. Don't get me wrong! Normally I won't mind but our school is over crowded by 2,100 when the school is only meant for 1,000. *sigh* I highly doubt that we can fit 300 more students into our school when already every classroom has NO empty seat WHAT-SO-EVER!!!!!!!!! It makes me pissed. We are going to have to start sharing lockers when already, hardly half the school does have any. Not only that we don't have extra books or desks so we will have to share those as well. I mean I DO want to help but bringing in 300 more students in an overly crowded school is were I draw the line. *sigh* Maybe I am being selfish but Ra dman it, this will be impossible. Picture this... A massive body of students in the main hall with no where to move and you are always late to class. *sigh* This will be tough on us all. DAMN IT!!!!!!!! Oh yeah, if you are wondering where we are located at then here it is, I go to school at Jefferson High School Main Campus. The only reason why it's called that is because right across the street is Jefferson High 9th Grade Complex.... Anyways, this will really suck if they do bring in more students.

Anyways, that's about it. Later!

Song of the Day: Nobody's Listening by Linkin Park.
Lyrics-
Coming at you
Coming at you
Coming at you

Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is
How could you ignore it
We drop right back in the cut over basement tracks
With raps that got you backing this up like
[Rewind that]
We're just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylistic division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten but still unforgiven
But in the meantime there are those who wanna talk this and that
So I suppose that it gets to a point
Where feelings got to get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt, it goes

Tried to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don't want to hear me
Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening

I've got a heart full of pain head full of stress
Hand full of anger held in my chest
And everything left is a waste of time
I hate my rhymes
[But I hate everyone else's more]
I'm riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it's better I can't keep myself together
Because all of this stress gave me something to write on
And the pain gave me something I could set my sights on
You never forget the blood, sweat, and tears
The uphill struggle over years
The fear and trash talking and the people it was to
And the people that started it just like you

Tried to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don't want to hear me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening

I've got a heart full of pain head full of stress
Hand full of anger held in my chest
Uphill struggle blood, sweat, and tears
Nothing to gain everything to fear
Heart full of pain head full of stress
Hand full of anger held in my chest
Uphill struggle blood, sweat, and tears
Nothing to gain everything to fear
Heart full of pain

Tried to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening
Called to you so clearly
But you don't want to hear me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening

I've got a heart full of pain head full of stress
[Nobody's listening]
Hand full of anger held in my chest
[Nobody's listening]
Uphill struggle blood, sweat, and tears
[Nobody's listening]
Nothing to gain everything to fear
[Nobody's listening]

Coming at you
Coming at you
Coming at you
Coming at you from every side

Random Question of the Day: Do you like school so far?

Quote of the Day: "Don't think you are going to conceal thoughts by concealing evidence that they ever existed." -Dwight D. Eisenhower (1890 - 1969)

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I GOT MY 100 HITS!!!!!!!!

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Monday, September 5, 2005


   Hello!
Hi ya'll.... How is your weekened going. My went just fine. I had my mother's birthday yesturday and we were gone all day basically. It was fun. My cousin spent the night as well. My brother, my cousin, and I went down to my friend's house Daniel and there were a bunch of people there. Daniel, Koren (Daniel's sister), James (Daniel's brother), Courtney, and Shelby. I'm surprised that Shelby and I didn't fight because I hate her so much.... Don't know why either. I don't get along with girls that well because I am a tom boy and I don't do anything girly girl. (NO OFFENSE!!!) I hate make-up, dispise dresses and skirts, play all kinds of sports besides soccor (never could get into it), and things like that.

Anyways, today was nothing special. My cousin went home and then my parents and me went to Fairfax to run some errands. We just got back. That's basically all we did today. *sigh* Like always... -_-

I hope you all have a good weekend and week!

This is sorta what one of my characters looks like only my character has crimson eyes.
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Angel princess... Aww she's so cute!
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I love this one!
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Awwwww...
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Song of the Day: Adia by Sarah McLachlan.
Lyrics-
Adia I do believe I failed you
Adia I know I've let you down
Don't you know I tried so hard
To love you in my way
It's easy let it go...

Adia I'm empty since you left me
trying to find a way to carry on
I search myself and everyone
to see where we went wrong

There's no one left to finger
There's no one here to blame
There's no one left to talk to, honey
And there ain't no one to bar our innocence

'Cause we are born innocent
Believe me Adia, we are still innocent
It's easy, we all falter
Does it matter?

Adia I thought that we could make it
I know I can't change the way you feel
I leave you with your misery
Your friend who won't betray
I pull you from your tower
I take away your pain
I show you all the beauty you possess
If you'd only let yourself believe
That we are born innocent
Believe me Adia, we are still innocent
It's easy, we all falter, does it matter?

'Cause we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter, does it matter?

Believe me Adia, we are still innocent
'Cause we are born innocent
Believe me Adia, we are still innocent
It's easy, we all falter, does it matter?

Random Question of the Day: What kind of grades do/did you get in school?

Quote of the Day: "Aim for success, not perfection. Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life." -Dr. David M. Burns

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to Kiba Lover88.

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