Birthday • 1989-12-18 Gender •
Female Location • West Virginia Member Since • 2005-02-05 Occupation • Student Real Name • You Don't Need To Know
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Achievements • Who Gives A Shit? Anime Fan Since • 1993 Favorite Anime • Yu Yu Hakusho, Yu-Gi-Oh, Beyblade, Gundam Seed, Gundam Wing/AC, Wolf's Rain, X/1999, Vampire Hunter D, Trigun, Saiyuki, Rurouni Kenshin, Inuyasha, Full Metal Alchemist, D N Angel, and Chobits. Goals • Nothing really Hobbies • Writing poems/stoires, playing the keyboard, singing. Talents • Look above!
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Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Aggravated
Since I’ve last written, things had appeared to be getting better. For the longest time, my mother and father got along. We went to Ohio together and had a wonderful time. Everything was looking good. No one fought or got mad (well, at least my parents haven’t). I guess things are never suppose to be happy around my family; I think were doomed to hate each other until we are buried six feet under. Blah! things can be so irritating but that’s life I guess.
I won’t babble on about my family issues. You don’t need to hear it and I’m sure you’re sick to death about people complaining about things like that.
Anyway, I’ve been feeling really irritated lately, to the point where I can stand people anymore. I hate everything at the moment; nothing brings me pleasure anymore. I just feel so…. Grr… I can’t even describe how I feel. How pathetic is that??? Every little thing grates on my nerves. I can’t stand even the smallest twitch from people, and when they smile at me, I feel like I want to punch out there teeth. Is that a bad thing? I feel like a horrible person for being this way but I can’t help it. Everything now a days irritates me: people sneezing, people talking, someone saying “Hi” to me, the sound of pens clicking…. even the sound of a clock TICKING irritates the fuck out of me!!!!!!
I’m bipolar and normally, small things will set me off, but not EVERYTHING! I want to tell my parents but they’ll only send me back to see Dr. Solo (my psychiatrist) and I have no desire to sit there and listen to him asking me “How does that make you feel” a thousand times over again.
I’m at the point where I want to tear my hair out! It’s so frustrating! (sigh) Does this make me a bad person??????
Anyway, I’ll stop rambling about me because it’s making me angry for no reason. So later everyone.
My Thought of the Day:
I think that wanting your child to succeed in life is something that all parents should want, so make it their goal to make sure it does happen. However, don’t let your desire for your child to succeed to rule your life, don’t let it become you. Back off and let your children make decisions on his or her own and allow them to make mistakes every now and then. Let us breathe because if you suffocate us too long, we just might die (in spirit), or lie down and quit.
Word of the Day: megalomania [meg'-ah-loe-MAY-nee-ah, meg'-ah-loe-MAYN-yah] (noun)
1. an obsession with having power over other people and a craving for more of it: "His megalomania started with a 'hall monitor' position in primary school."
2. a psychiatric disorder characterized by delusions of great power and importance
Origin- Approximately 1890; from French, 'megalomanie'; from Greek, 'megas': great + 'mania': madness.
Quote of the Day: “I have a right to my anger, and I don't want anybody telling me I shouldn't be, that it's not nice to be, and that something's wrong with me because I get angry.” - Maxine Waters.
Aggravated
