myOtaku.com: TwistedNightmare

myO Still <3's You

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Birthday
• 1989-12-18
Gender
• Female
Location
• West Virginia
Member Since
• 2005-02-05
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• You Don't Need To Know

Personal

Achievements
• Who Gives A Shit?
Anime Fan Since
• 1993
Favorite Anime
• Yu Yu Hakusho, Yu-Gi-Oh, Beyblade, Gundam Seed, Gundam Wing/AC, Wolf's Rain, X/1999, Vampire Hunter D, Trigun, Saiyuki, Rurouni Kenshin, Inuyasha, Full Metal Alchemist, D N Angel, and Chobits.
Goals
• Nothing really
Hobbies
• Writing poems/stoires, playing the keyboard, singing.
Talents
• Look above!

myOtaku.com: TwistedNightmare

Friday, July 8, 2005

Raped
He will never know
How I truly feel
The feeling I get when I'm wit some boy
I feel fear terror hoping he won't do what you did
If you didn't know
I've tried and wanted to kill myself
I try to forget
Every night I take a Steaming Shower
Hoping to be CLENSED!!
The 1st time night you took my hopes dreams love and sense of secuirt
All of what a Lil Girl should feel
You came into my room
When Mommy went to bed
You got on top of me and told me to keep my mouth shut
You took my clothes off as I cried
You didn't care
Afterwards I felt like a Whore!
This happend many times for many years
Every time I felt even worse
I said No!!!!
Every time you kept going
Your weight on top of me
I could barley breath
I said Please Please stop but you just kept going
Tears ran down my face
As you rapped my skin
You took my trust
My childhood
And something that was NEVER for you to Take away from a 7 year old
This happend many times more
You raped me of my innocence
Cause of that I cry every night and cut myself when ever I see those
horrible nightmares of you sneakin into my bed and awaking me from my restless sleep
All I know how to deal is with a blade and hope someday
I will cut the wrong vein so I don't have to see those horrible images
But the worst part is I have to see you every day

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